Title: Tsuki no ōjo
Disclaimer: "Sailor Moon" belongs to Naoko Takeuchi and "Vampire Knight" by Matsuri Hino. "Lullaby of the moon" song by David vitas ft Elsie Lovelock.
Warnings: OOCness, profanity, mpreg (later), Yaoi, grammar mistakes, OC, crossdressing
Over the moon and stars you hold sway
Early mornings you sing and play
As evening brings thoughts of rapture
Your love for him has always been a pain and pleasure.
-K. S .Lune-noire
Chapter 2: Moon Prism Power!
Fresh air, and the sounds of nature is exactly what he needed.
Leaning against one of the biggest trees in the forest, Zero slid to his knees. He was tired from lack of sleep, the dreams and his prefect duties only made it worse.
"Instead of turning into a Level-E I'll become a zombie first. Two people guarding this damn school is not enough, sometimes I want to bitch-slap Kaien." Zero mumbled, annoyed because he missed sleeping at normal, decent fucking hours.
Closing his eyes he laid his back against the tree bark; breathing in deeply he let his mind wander and body relax. His senses will alert him if anyone came near this quiet area although the only exception would be Kuran should the pureblood use any vampiric abilities, but what are the chances Kuran would come here?
As long as no Night Class students were walking about and Yuki wasn't in danger, Kuran had no reason to bother him unless it was to mock him.
"Mew"
Instantly his eyes opened and looked to his left, right where he heard the soft sound of a cat.
What the fuck was a cat doing here? The small feline was a fluffy, caramel-white Scottish Fold, with sapphire-blue eyes gazing curiously into his own. The little creature came nearer to him and butted it's head against his hand in a "please pet me" kinda way. It was cute.
Smiling softly, Zero lifted his hand to stroke the furry head earning himself a satisfied purr which made him chuckle.
"You're a cute cat, I wonder why you came to me?"
'You look sad little one.' An unfamiliar voice sounded in his head.
He stopped petting the fluffy cat, violet eye's searching around for any sign that an enemy was nearby. Was he losing his mind already?
'I must still be tired that I'm imagining voices in my head, fucking spectacular...' Zero grumbled inwardly, maybe this was another indication of him falling, isn't that grand? Kuran and his posse would be celebrating should he become a level-E, then the pureblood would finally be free of him.
His heart lurched painfully that he gasped aloud; fingers gripping his chest tightly as he tried to calm down, but it wasn't working. Why did the thought of Kuran being happy without him hurt? He shouldn't care about that bastard, he hates him...
Zero hated the way Kuran's hair fell in an elegant sway onto broad shoulders, whenever the pureblood would frown it made him want to sooth whatever was wrong with the older male. He hated the twinkle in those garnet eyes that stared proudly at the Night Class students or affectionately at Yuki.
Zero hated how ridiculously handsome the vampire looks, how tall the bastard is, fucking unfair in his opinion.
He loathes the dominant and commanding aura of the pureblood, hates how Kuran's demeanor would become caring and protective towards anyone else but him.
That gentle smile reserved only for loved one's but not for Zero.
Those russet eyes of an evening sky. They gaze fondly to whomever that isn't the silverette.
Kaname Kuran, the arms of a vampire prince he wanted to be wrapped up in, to be held close. Would that heart ever beat for him?
Images, countless of them run through his mind like a film, watching a movie only he could see. Noticing everything he knew about Kuran...Kaname.
Why? Why him? Why a vampire?
Zero fell to his side groaning, clutching his chest where his fragile heart laid.
The cat was startled but didn't run away, it looked on in concern for the human, nudging it's furry head against Zero's face in comfort.
'The pain will ease, if you admit it dear one. You've hid your feelings for him for too long, that's why it's physically hurting you now.' The voice from earlier came back, warm and soothing. Even if he became crazy for hearing things, he couldn't do what the entity asks of him, admitting it would make it real. Tangible. Like it actually meant something.
Love would only bring him trouble.
He loved his adoptive parents and they died fighting to protect him from a pureblood vampire. He loved Ichiru as a brother, always stood at his brother's side to help and care for the younger teen yet Ichiru left him, betrayed him to deal with their parents death on his own.
Loving someone would only hurt them and himself. It will only end up in heartbreak.
'Love may bring misery, yet it can also bring joy. It's a risk you must take in order to heal. It will take time, but I believe in you Zero, I know you can do this.' The mysterious voice said with great conviction.
'How can you believe in me? I'm too weak to confess my own failures much less feelings I didn't know I had for him. How can you be so sure!? I don't even know who you are!' Zero angrily thought, his breathing laboured and chest aching. It fucking hurts to breathe.
He felt water droplets on his cheek. More were falling, was it raining? He shakingly brought a hand to his face; wiping a finger under his eye and catching a stray teardrop...he was crying.
'I believe in you because I've seen you struggle and overcome every obstacle, there is an inner strength in you that you unconsciously deny. Let that power within you come through, and the healing process can begin.' The voice urged Zero to hear it, it wanted to protect him, but only if Zero finds acceptance with himself.
'I can't, I don't-' Zero mentally stuttered, he felt the mysterious voice smile and a warm breeze covered his entire body in an airy light.
'You can, my little Tsuki. My sweet child.' Wispy hands lifted his tired frame upright, holding him as if he were someone precious. He opened his eye's to gaze at the ethereal being.
Ocean blue eye's filled with maternal love stared into his own, her features were nostalgic and familiar like a faded dream. Her hair of liquid silver spilled over and flowed to the mossy ground, yet what caught his attention the most was the symbol of a gold, crescent moon on her forehead that sparkled against her pale skin.
Instincts told him this person was safe, that he can trust her. Only one word came to mind that seemed so right to say.
"Mama?" Zero murmured, dazed and trembling as he felt her hug him tighter.
"Yes, my beautiful baby boy." Her voice was strong and tender, instantly calming the troublesome thoughts inside Zero's mind.
"I have missed you, my little Tsuki."
The woman looked fondly upon her child, her sweet boy. How she missed him dearly; to see him alive in this life brought a smile to her face yet there is a deep-set worry for her son.
Enemies from their ancient past were returning, and as much as she wanted her son to live a peaceful life, he could not. Fate has turned him into a hunter, a vampire, has made her child suffer in guilt and it pains her to see the sorrow in his eye's, wishing she didn't have to place this burden upon him.
"Mama, it hurts. I don't want to love him." Zero whispered, he felt exhausted from the unexpected emotions.
"Zero..." His mother's tone somber.
Zero closed his eye's tight and breathed out, "I love him. I don't want to yet I do, but he doesn't love me-" he whined as his heart began thumping hard, his skin aflame with sweat and head pounding with a migraine.
Zero's mother kissed his forehead, the mark of the moon appearing under her lips; leaning back she carefully laid her son onto the ground as she used her powers to cool him down. A mist slid over Zero's silvery hair and facial, his body softening as she sung him his favourite lullaby. Her time was nearly up, it may take months even years before she could talk and hold her baby boy again.
Distant moon, so big and bright
Softest silver glowing through the night
High atop, the mountain gold
Sun unseen, the world is cold
'Forgive me my child, it is time for you to remember your past. This world depends on you, soon your senshi will awaken also.' She gazed lovingly at her precious son, his features becoming slightly more feminine. His hair growing longer and turning into bright silver colouring like her own.
Here I wait, and here I stand
Early morning northern hour hand
Studying, in solitude
Looking for, a hidden clue
Zero began floating into the air, arms limp at his side; the crescent symbol of the moon glowing golden on his forehead as thousands of tiny blue and white orbs revolved around him, flashes of iridescent light pouring out from his body then locking themselves onto his body, changing into what appeared to be a tight bodice likened to a swimsuit accentuating the curved hips and buttocks.
In the middle of his chest a brooch shaped like a heart glimmered, metres of translucent ribbons wrap itself across his shoulders, onto his arms and hands it became gloves, down his waist it turned into a short pleated skirt and upon his legs it transformed into knee-high boots. Then the symbol of the moon sparkled a golden tiara formed around his head; his silver strands parted into an odango hairstyle.
I wish, to see this world through my own eyes
To calm, the elders and silence their cries
Because, of you I now gaze up and sing
The lullaby of the moon
From a distant an inhuman roar was heard. Lilac eyes snapped open and the boy landed gracefully onto the dirty ground. His vision of his mother dissipating as she whispered to him.
"I love you my son. Never forget I am proud you...we will meet again someday."
His mother, Selene had awoken his powers of the moon and his memories. He remembered his past and what led to him and the others being reincarnated in the twenty-first century.
"I love you too mother and thank you." He said softly knowing his mother had heard it before she disappeared, another roar sounded from afar. Violet orbs harden into cool amethyst, face set in determination.
"It seems I got a lot of work to do. Youma's and Level-E's...how exciting." Zero drawled sarcastically, then looked down at himself. It was silent, so silent you could hear a pin drop or a squirrels nuts dropping (the type of nuts that are edible, not the other nuts)... before he started cursing aloud "Fucking shit! Why does my transformation have to be a freaking girly outfit! This is like that damn dream all over again!"
Meanwhile the adorable cat sitting behind Zero just watched him curiously, she wonders if her princess remembers her now. Her tail flickered happily, she can't wait to talk to him, maybe he'll know where her mother Luna was located...also Zero-hime looks very pretty she purred in her mind though she wonders why he's wearing that outfit.
A/N: Answer time! Weeeeeeeee!
ben4kevin - Yeah...I had to google the info since it's been ages since I've watched it lol It's Kaname x Zero pairing, there might be one-sided pairings but yeah, no Night Class x Zero, sorry man XD
Camiomio - I know how you feel lol
Guest - He does, doesn't he? hehehe
loveless23 - Thank you, I love Zero in skirts and dresses lmao
irmina - I shall try to update quicker *wink*
guest - I love sailor moon also, just had to do a yaoi version with Zero as Serena/Usagi lol
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