AN: I am sooooo sorry... This is probably the worst most awkward straight sex scene ever to be written but its literally the first straight sex scene I've written in some detail. I used to just skip the sex scenes in general and have them in bed after having sex... I hope to get better over time...

"You just going to sleep?" Cross asked as he walked into the room about five minutes after Aren had laid down. Slowly Aren sat up to look at Cross but quickly looked away as he seemed to be getting changed as well.

"Um well...I didn't know what you were doing...?" Aren replied staring at the wall away from Cross.

"You really are a virgin aren't you? I didn't think any adult virgins were left." Cross scoffed in amusement as he looked over at Aren who was still looking away. That comment made Aren blush even more.

"It's not like its a bad thing. I hold to my morals... I was raised Catholic, am still Catholic and I follow that a Catholic person should remain pure until they are married..." Aren responded glancing over at Cross out of the corner of her eye. Cross was shirtless standing off to the side in a pair of slightly loose black pajama bottoms. That made Aren blush more, Cross was rather muscular which was a little...surprising? Aren had never seen such a muscular man who was still...attractive. Usually there was either the slightly muscular men or the too muscular they could barely move their bodies men. Cross was somewhere in the middle between those two, not too much, not too little amount of muscle.

"I didn't say it was bad. Just unusual. So...now that you're married you can have sex?" Cross replied putting his cigarette out in the ash tray on the night stand closer to him.

"Only with you...yes. Adultery is not permitted...cheating...in case you didn't know the term." Aren explained a little more sarcastic than she meant to be but oh well. Cross didn't actually seem offended by her remark which could be taken a few ways. Mainly a bit of a jab at how Cross was rumored to be a lecherous man.

"What if I don't want to have sex with you?" Cross countered watching Aren's reactions.

"Then I assume you would commit adultery with others but I will still remain true to my beliefs." Aren huffed softly as she pulled the blanket up closer to her chest. Huffing in amusement Cross sat on the bed looking at Aren. It was a little interesting how Aren didn't seem to mind this banter they were having. Most people wouldn't talk to Cross like this what with him being a mob boss and all.

"You really are a good little Catholic girl... So...as your husband, shall I make you a woman?" Cross asked with a grin as he leaned in closer to Aren who surprisingly didn't pull away.

"I don't need you to make me a woman. I am a woman already." Aren huffed holding her ground.

"Ah but not in the full sense of the term. If we are being honest, we didn't marry for love. We married for a treaty and to have kids. Not exactly the most fond part for me but its what needs to happen. You haven't tried to make a kid yet so you aren't fully a woman yet." Cross spoke in a more serious tone. Aren studied Cross before speaking.

"You don't want to have kids?" Aren asked still studying Cross. If he wasn't fond of the idea of having kids then why was he trying? Or planning to try anyway... Aren wanted to have kids, that was the main thing she had wanted since high school but of course that was beyond unreasonable at the time.

"Not really no. It's not my ideal thing but...at some point its bound to happen. Planned or unplanned. But I was always careful to avoid the unplanned scenario." Cross stated sitting straight up now since they were talking more seriously now.

"You realize if you have sex with me its very likely I'll get pregnant. Maybe not this time...but at some point..." Aren started and was cut off by Cross.

"Yes yes. You're Catholic and you don't believe in birth control." Cross said with a wave of his hand not necessarily mocking but not much better than that.

"It's not that I don't believe in it like it doesn't exist...I know it exists. Same as...I can't deny there were dinosaurs. It just goes against the rules. If we are meant to have kids we will have kids, if not then...we won't." Aren explained as she looked to Cross. She wasn't necessarily referring to them personally but people in general.

"Can you accept that? Getting pregnant by me?" Cross replied studying Aren because in all seriousness he wasn't about to force her to get pregnant if she didn't want it. Just because she wasn't in to using birth control didn't mean she might not want to avoid getting pregnant by him.

"I want to have kids... And...Just because I don't love you now doesn't mean that in time I won't fall in love. That might be silly to you but...I'm taking this very seriously." Aren really was going to take this marriage seriously. It may not have been her idea but she had agreed to this commitment and commitment was something she took very seriously.

"That is silly. But that's your choice. Now...Do you want to make this a traditional wedding night or would you rather go to sleep and hold on to your purity for a while longer?" Cross asked returning to a slightly more original topic. Aren took a soft deep breath as she studied Cross.

"I...I am curious...but...scared." Aren admitted now looking away from Cross blushing as she thought of the idea of having sex. She had heard that sex felt good but also that the first time for a female could hurt.

"Well...its not that big of a deal for me... for me it's just sex...for you...its more I suppose." Cross responded since he was actually a rather honest person.

"I know that. And I know that at some point I have to...get the first time over with... and with me being married now...I can do that without regret since I'm not going against my morals." Aren looked to Cross a little less nervous than before and Cross could see it in her eyes. Though she was still embarrassed about it. She knew Cross was no virgin, but she was. She knew nothing of how to pleasure someone so there's no way she would be able to make Cross feel good and that was a little humiliating for her.

"Well then. Say the word and I'll help you get over that." Cross leaned in once more now placing a hand on Aren's cheek. He could feel the blush of her cheeks on the palm of his hand.

"You really just want sex don't you? And this is the perfect excuse for it..." Aren pointed out as she stared into Cross' red wine colored eyes.

"Yeah. Pretty much. Plus every girl deserves her wedding night right?" Cross replied his grin rather apparent and telling of his thoughts.

"I'm going to be bad at it..." Aren whispered with a heavy blush feeling the need to be honest that she knew she was going to be bad and he shouldn't get his hopes up.

"You don't know that since you've never tried. Just relax and feel it." Cross answered before pulling Aren into a kiss. The kiss threw Aren off for a moment since she wasn't expecting it. The kiss was different than when they had kissed at the alter earlier though Aren was no less nervous about it, it was more deep and heated than before. Cross' hand left Aren's cheek trailing down her neck stopping on her mostly bare shoulder, his hand was rather big compared to Aren's slender shoulders. Gently he pushed the strap off of Aren's shoulder while Aren was distracted by the kiss. But once Cross' large hand was cupping Aren's now exposed breast that had her attention. Gasping Aren pulled away a little blushing madly.

"S-Sorry I just...It took me by surprise..." Aren looked away rather embarrassed that she had reacted like that. She wasn't really sure how she was supposed to react but she was pretty sure that wasn't it.

"I get it. You were pretty distracted~. Like the kiss~?" Cross asked with a smirk as his hand continued to cup Aren's breast but was now playing with it a little which only made Aren blush more since that was the first time her breast had ever been touched in such a way. The only time Aren's breasts really ever were touched was when she was showering or getting dressed. Carefully Cross pulled the night gown Aren wore off up over her head tossing it to the floor. Sitting in only her underwear Aren covered her breasts with her arms rather embarrassed again.

"If you're gonna be awkward about this then I am not gonna do this..." Cross stated not really wanting to have to keep coaxing Aren out of hiding.

"This is my first time so I'm gonna be awkward about it you bloody arse!" Aren retorted her British roots very obvious at this point heavy accent and all. Despite living in England her whole life Aren often downplayed her accent heavily since it wasn't always the prettiest thing. Yes a lot of people seemed to love British accents but some dialects weren't very nice and they tended to curse a lot and were a little unpleasant. "You just gotta accept that I'm a little uncomfortable because you're the first person seeing me naked. What ya did felt nice but I'm a shy person so just so suddenly being naked without much warnin' is gonna startle me. It was reflex." Aren huffed not appreciating Cross' attitude.

"Alright simmer down Brit." Cross replied holding his hands up a bit in mock surrender.

"Don't call me Brit. Its rude. Want me calling you Irish?" Aren remarked looking at Cross with slightly narrowed eyes.

"Fine fine. Now we doing this or what?" Cross asked though the mood had been slightly ruined. But it had been earlier and Cross got it back so it should be fine.

"What am I supposed to be doing?" Aren asked relaxing a little but her breasts were still covered for now.

"For now nothing. I'll go easy and do most of the work this time since its your first time." Cross answered reaching out, gently he took her wrists moving her arms away from her chest. Once he had her arms moved Cross made Aren lay down on her back. Hovering over Aren, Cross leaned down kissing along Aren's neck leaving marks here and there making Aren moan as one of his hands resumed teasing and massaging her breast.

"N-no wait...th-that's..." Aren protested her hands tangling in Cross' hair as Cross had moved a little lower his mouth now on her breast as his hand kept the other occupied. Cross ignored the protested since he could tell they were just out of embarrassment and that she was feeling the pleasure. He knew if she was serious she would be pretty obvious about it given her little outburst earlier. Soft moans kept escaping Aren and her fingers kept gripping and letting Cross' hair go as she writhed around a little under Cross. Right now Cross' tongue was swirling around her nipple as he sucked on it. After teasing that one for a little bit Cross moved over to the other to give equal treatment. Once he was done playing with Aren's breasts his lips started to travel lower which caused some form of excitement to bubble up in Aren.

Aren was right back to being really embarrassed when Cross went lower and pulled off her underwear leaving her completely naked. She tried to close her legs but it was a little hard to do since Cross was sort of between them. A shocked gasp left Aren when she felt Cross' hand way lower than before. Cross rubbed his finger up and down along Aren's entrance making her shudder in excitement. Though she was flustered about this she couldn't deny it was exciting. It was strange knowing that some man, Cross, was touching her down there.

"Whoa hey!" Aren protested sitting up a little when Cross was suddenly leaning down further between her legs. That was a little too close to her entrance in Aren's opinion. Cross had no need to have his face down there...right? Sighing heavily Cross looked up at Aren.

"This is normal trust me. You'll like it once you get over your awkwardness. For all of this to go right you need to be aroused properly or it won't feel as good for you. You are already wet but not enough for this to go smoothly." Cross explained as he rubbed two fingers almost inside of Aren's entrance before showing Aren the wetness on his fingers from her.

"Wh-what are you going to d-ah!" Aren gasped dropping back onto the bed when there was a sudden shock of pleasure. Cross seemed to decide to shut Aren up by getting back to what he was doing. Aren covered her face with her arms soft pants and moans left her as she writhed around in pleasure. It surprising felt very good as Cross gently slipped one finger inside of her and his tongue teased her. Cross usually wasn't one for going down on whoever he was with but he was making an exception this time. The sensation of Cross' tongue moving around down there on her clit and his occasional sucking on it left Aren's body feeling rather hot even though she was laying naked on the bed in autumn.

"Ma-marian..." Aren moaned as she felt this intense feeling building up in the pit of her stomach. She had an idea of what the feeling was but she wasn't one hundred percent sure. Cross was moving his finger in and out of Aren's entrance rubbing one spot in particular causing Aren to lose control. Sitting up Cross looked down at Aren who was a bit of a mess as she recovered from her first orgasm.

"See? Told you you would like it." Cross commented as he watched Aren. Slowly Aren opened her eyes looking up at Cross as she panted softly.
"I-its tingly..." Aren said softly as she sat up a little bit. Cross chuckled softly as he shook his head.

"Yeah that's common. Hypersensitivity. Give it a minute and it will go away." Cross answered finding it slightly amusing how innocent Aren was when it came to sex. It was his first time ever having to explain this sort of thing to someone since he had never slept with a virgin before.

"Mm...I think I'm okay now..." Aren said after a few moments of sitting there. The tingling and pulsing she had felt had faded so that was good.

"Good. Lay back down then." Cross replied gently pushing Aren back down onto the bed. Aren stared up at Cross until he stood up dropping his pants which was all he had been wearing. Rather...surprised...Aren quickly looked away covering her eyes with her hands. "You really shouldn't look away...If you want kids you should get used to the sight..." Cross wasn't saying that to be mean or forceful. It was the truth, if Aren wanted to have kids that usually required sex which meant she would be seeing his member a lot. And the sooner she got used to the sight the easier it would be for her to be comfortable with having sex.

"I-I know that...It just took me by surprise..." Aren said slowly coming out of hiding. Cross was now hovering over her once again. This situation caused Aren's heart to skip a beat. This was real...they were both very naked and in bed...

"Just...stay relaxed and it will be fine." Cross directed in a rather soft tone for himself. Gently Cross spread Aren's legs positioning himself between them with the tip of his member lightly pressing against her entrance. Carefully Cross started to enter Aren taking his time pausing some times to allow Aren to adjust without hurting her. Cross watched Aren's face for any signs of pain she might be feeling. For the most part Aren wasn't really in much pain, it just felt like there was...pressure down there. But that was to be expected since she was being stretched by Cross right now. When Cross was as far inside Aren as he could get he stopped allowing Aren to fully become adjusted to the feeling.

"Are you okay now? Can I move?" Cross asked as he stared down at Aren who was gripping the bedding. Slowly Aren opened her eyes to look up at Cross. There wasn't really any pain but she was still a little worried. But she knew she couldn't make him wait forever.

"Y-yeah I'm okay..." Aren said softly which allowed Cross to start slowly moving in and out of Aren's tight heat. The feeling was rather unusual at first but Aren started to get used to it especially since it actually felt kinda good. After some time Cross started to go a little faster but not any harder. At one point Cross reached down rubbing Aren's clit with his thumb causing Aren to gasp and moan a little louder. It was a little surprising how well Aren was doing for her first time, she managed to fall in sync with his rhythm rather quickly. Aren reached down gripping the hand that was currently teasing her clit as she rolled her hips a bit. Soon Cross could tell Aren was reaching her limit once more as she was trembling under him. Once Aren came undone again she cried out Cross' name arching up off the bed.

Aren's cries of pleasure and the tight feeling of her coming undone sent Cross over the edge after a few more thrusts his cum filling Aren up. After a few moments Cross slowly pulled out of Aren who let out a soft strange noise and squirmed a little. Cross moved laying down on his side watching Aren. It was clear she was trying to figure out what to do now.

"It feels weird..." Aren said squeezing her legs shut. Well that reaction was a first. Well so was Cross taking someone's virginity and not wearing a condom... It was weird to Aren since she could feel Cross' cum slowly leaking out of her and she didn't know what to do.

"Go to the bathroom then..." Cross suggested as he moved to lay on his back lighting a cigarette. Aren stared at Cross before sighing softly. It was amazing how fast he went back to being so distant. Carefully Aren got up heading to the bathroom. When she left the bathroom Cross was just putting out his cigarette. Shaking her head Aren climbed into bed wearing her nightgown again. Laying on her side with her back to Cross Aren stared at the wall for a bit before she fell asleep. Cross studied Aren as she lay facing away from him wondering what she was thinking about until it was clear she fell asleep. Once Aren was asleep Cross put out his new cigarette and settled down for sleep.

In the morning Cross woke up to find the bed missing the young lady he had bedded last night. After a shower and getting dressed Cross left the bedroom where he found Aren sitting out on the balcony talking on the phone. Aren seemed to already be dressed and ready for the day except her hair was still drying.

"No I'm fine. He was rather nice about all of it... Yes... Well he gave me the option... It had to happen at some point right? ...Well how else does a person get pregnant...? Why are you whining, this was your set up. Yes yes...Love you too grandpa. I'll talk to you later..." Aren said before hanging up the phone setting it off to the side. When she looked to the side and saw Cross standing in the doorway she gasped jumping a little. "Geez...I didn't notice you there..." Aren said placing a hand over her heart.

"Your old man checking up on you?" Cross replied exhaling a puff of smoke.

"Yeah... He wanted to know how the wedding night went...Strange man..." Aren answered looking out at the water as the sun was rising. Cross sighed as he sat down in the other chair on the balcony.

"Are you okay?" Cross asked but didn't look at Aren. Aren stared at Cross for a moment a little surprised by the question.

"Yes. I'm okay." Aren answered with a smile. Cross really didn't seem to be such a bad guy. He had seemed rather cold and distant yesterday at the wedding but at the pool and last night it seemed like there was a chance that he could care about her. Not that he loved her but at least...cared a little.