Hey Pig,

You came to see me! I was so excited to see you there watching me. I made sure I did my absolute best just for you. I just really missed having you beside me. It didn't feel the same. I didn't have that amazing energy that I always had when I was with you.

I thought about you everyday you weren't with me, and I still do even more so now. I kept on turning down dates because my mind was only filled of you. That's strange for me, isn't it? If someone hot asks me out, I would agree right away. But since you've been away from me, I just can't bring myself to see other people.

I was so excited when I heard you'd be there to see me. I expected you wouldn't think it was anything special, but when I saw you looking dressed up and polished I could only think, "Wow, she's beautiful." I felt I must've looked ridiculous next to you.

I spotted the red rose in your hands. I wondered if it was for me, even though I should have been concentrating. You know a red rose means love, right? Of course you do, you know all about flowers. Knowing you though, you didn't even think about that and just grabbed it knowing it also meant good luck.

When I saw you in the audience watching me, I felt so many things at once. I was so happy and excited that you were actually there to see me! At the same time though, your presence made me more nervous than I already was. It made me feel even worse when you were glaring at me, but then I saw your lips pulling into a smile and tears spilling out of your eyes. I wanted to call out to you and be with you at that very moment, but then I focused on the larger task at hand.

At the end of it, all my friends and my family gave me large bouquets of colorful flowers, but I could only wonder where you were. I was getting nervous when you weren't in the crowd surrounding me. Then the crowd split to reveal you standing there with your arm outstretched, handing me a single red rose. Words can't describe how I felt in that moment; I felt something like relief, happiness, sadness and excitement all at once. My arms couldn't hold all the other flowers in my arms anymore, so I just dropped them. I couldn't contain myself any longer as I dashed up to you and threw my arms around your neck. I felt my eyes well up, but I promised myself I wouldn't cry. You whispered in my ear, "I miss you so much." Those were the most bittersweet words ever spoken to me in my life. It was getting harder to ignore the lump in my throat. All I could say was, "me too."

The day after, I couldn't focus on anything. All I could think of was you. The night before replayed over and over in my head so I could never forget it.

I love you.

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