Disclaimer: I do not own Fruits basket. only the plot.

its about midnight and Tohru's on the computer in her room.(Shigure bought it for her birthday) chatting w/ a guy she's been talking to for a few months now. with Dir en grey filling her ears(through headphones,ofcourse)she begins another late-night conversation:

blucat(tohru):im here.
hoshino19(guy):hi,cutie.
blucat:") how r u?
hoshino19: great now that ur here)
blucat:lol hoshino19:wat?
blucat:o nothin hoshino19:seriously wat?
blucat:just thinkin hoshino19:hows ur day?
blucat: nothin special. usual shit hoshino19:ive never heard any1 sound as sexy wen they curse as you blucat.
blucat:k.
hoshino19:i want you hoshino19:ALL of you blucat:wtf r u talkin about?
hoshino19:ineed you in every way;feel you,hold u,to taste you.any way that wil mak u physically mine.
blucat:ur creeping me out

blucat:pervert(closes window and blocks him)

then she turns off her computer for the night and pokes her head out to see if any1s asleep. they r.
Then she finally goes to bed herself.

"i WILL hav u." echoed in her head as she finally drifts off to sleep.

as morning approaches she awakes with a start. Shes been having the same nightmare for 3nights.

She wakes up and sees everyone in the house is gone.odd.She wanders to the kitchen and Shigure,Yuki,Kyo r all waiting for her. Shigure has a knife in his hand.Kyo has a bat.Yuki has a gun. Shigure repeated the very words yuki had said to her long ago."Your going through all this trouble to keep our secret,but it might not be enough."There was something in his voice.something dark,demonic,not human.with those words,Kyo whacks her in the gut w/the bat. w/the breath knocked out, she toppled over on the ground. then Shigure stabs her,causes her to let out a sharp,bloodcurling shriek,and Yuki points the handgun at her head and, with words of ice he said"Akito's decision is law." and the gun fires...

which cause her to wake up with a start(how can that not!?)

she tries really hard to forget everything-the nightmare,hoshino19-everything,and puts on a happy face, the same one for months now, to hide her sorrow. she went to a different doctor and was diagnosed w/ depression. He gave her prozac, but she nevertook any of it. she never told a soul about any of it.she had a cheerful image to maintain.She goes down to the kitchen to make breakfast.about 20min after she started breakfast, Shigure and yuki strolled into the dining room w/kyo following close behind."Goodmorning!" she said in her usual cheery tone. They all noticed something in her smile. They all saw she was faking it. But they dadnt dare ask.Last time they tried to talk to her about it she instantly flew on the defencive,the first time they ever saw anger from her. then,Kyo did the stupid thing. he comes up to her and here's a conversation recap:

Kyo:Whats wrong?

Tohru:nothing

Kyo:bullshit

Tohru:nothings wrong.Your paranoid

Kyo:Oh, bullshit! i can tell ur hiding something!

Tohru:Oh shit! am i that obvious?(thinking)I dont know what your talking about.

Kyo: Dammit just tell me wats wrong!!(grabs her shoulders)

Tohru:NOTHING'S GOING ON!!(punches him and runs to room)

Yuki:(whacks Kyo)what the fucks the matter with you!?