A/N: alright i know im writing a sess+ rin story but i really just need to do another.. so basically that one will be on hold for a while. Because i already typed Broken Butterfly, and i just know it isnt going to be the same as last time, so i just ... well my stupidity. its slower for me typing it this time.. because i already typed it. any ways enjoy this one.

This story is more or less about kagome, and kouga's daughter. kouga one night looses his control over his full inner demon, and rapes kagome. there is more but i dont wanna give it away... even though it might be in this chappie.

oh and there is no naraku in this story. it takes place right after the final battle, in the middle of the night. there will be refrences to the final battles.

WARNING: THIS STORY IS RATED M FOR SEXUAL CONTENT SWEARING, RAPE. MOLESTATION. VIOLENCE BLOOD.

DONT READ IT THESE TOPICS WILL OFFEND YOU IN SOME WAY POSSIBLE. I ENJOY WRITING AND DONT WANT TO BE REMOVED AGAIN BECAUSE SOME ASSHOLES FIND EVERYTHING OFFENSIVE. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED OF THESE TOPICS !

ok now that thats settled on with the story!

before i go know that if i dont update for a while then is my excuse: I'm either eating breakfast, second breakfast, elevensies, luncheon, afternoon tea, dinner, or supper with Merry and Pippin. --------------- they are almost as sexy as ruper grint (aka ron weasly from harry potter!
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" Inuyasha," Shippo said quietly walking beside the irritaded half demon. Inuyasha was hopping around every where searching for Kagome. He had woken up the morning after they had defeted Naraku to find Kagome was missing. He had smeeled her tears everywhere, and some scent of that bastard wolfe Kouga. He had to find Kagome, he needed to tell her how he felt. Besides she wouldnt leave without running it by him first . She knew better. so she was around here some where.

" What?" Inuyasha said climbing a tree, and jumping from branch to branch. The are was crystle clear, and the scent was fading. He had been searching for days. So had the others.

" When is Kagome coming back" Shippo asked struggling to keep up with Inuyasha's great speed. the small fox cub was on the brink of crying. the cub didnt know what to do Kagome was like his mother, since the thunder brothers killed both his parents. He didnt want to be left alone again, that would very well break him.

" How should I know? Dont ask me you little runt." Inuyasha said cruley and ran faster twords the bone Eater's Well. he had to be sure she was alright.

"Inuyasha where are you goin'" Shippo asked trying to keep up, but failed seeing as to how he is tiny, and has less energy than the pissed off half demon.

" I have to see if she went home... I have to know." Inuyasha ran through the woods, and to the anceint tree where he and Kikyo parted, But where he and Kagome met. He stared at the tree for a moment and growled obseane things twords it.

" I'm going to find you Kagome, And one day we will be together. Not because you deserve it, because I love you. he said as he jumped in to the well. Inuyasha expected to be engulfed in an bright blue light as usual, but this time he just landed hard on the bottom, near the skeleton of Lady Centipede. her bones were disposed of in this well after her seconed death, and have remained here since. " What the fuck?" Inuyasha yelled jumping out of the well and jumping back in again, like it was some sick exercise. It had been almost an hour of jumping in and out of that cursed well, before he gave up. For a while he did nothing, but then he did something no one ever thought was possible. Inuyasha cried.

It wasnt one of those sob fest cries, it wasnt one of those crying spree's in which even drinking a nice big glass of water wouldn't help. A single tear ran down the side of his right cheek. I know it may not seem like much, but for a man, or i should say a boy like Inuyasha it was everything he had hoped would never happen. Grown men, or boys dont cry because the one they loved was lost. they were supposed to tough it out and deal, but Kagome was diffrent. Kagome made him shed tears. Kagome would be the only woman to ever do that to him. he was so disrought that he didnt notice anything around him the wind and all else were a total oblivian to him, he didnt even notice when dusk came.

"Hey Inuyasha i thought you said men dont cry" Came Shippo's voice from the shadows. Inuyasha jumped about three feet, and then landed like a cat who had just been tossed in water. Inuyasha just turned around and said nothing, " Inuyasha whats wrong? Is Kagome not coming back?" Shippo asked meekly, and looked like a small Inu pup for a moment. It made Inuyasha smirk and rub the kitsune's head father like.

" I dont think so kit... I cant even get through the bone eater's well... I dont know..." Inuyasha said. He had shed his tears for Kagome. he was sure more would come but not in front of shippo.

" But I want Kagome... " He wailed tears came from his eyes anime style, and he sobbed. He sobbed the way a little boy should sob, the way that Inuyasha couldn't. " Who is gonna take care of me now? Kagome was like my mother! No Kagome is my mother... I want my mother" Shippo cried out. Inuyasha grabed the little cub, and held him like a father now. He let the kit cry into his fire rat kimono. the kit cried so hard there was a ring of tears on Inuyasha's Kimono, and it clung to his chest like static.

" Don't worry runt, I'll take care of you..." Inuyasha said, The kit held him tighter, and cried harder. "Hey" Inuyasha smiled patting his head lightly instead of his usual hard hits.

" What?" Shippo asked through a sobbing voice.

" Lets go get some food, I Bet Kaede has some food cooking for us." Inuyasha said holding the cub by the nap of the neck so it wouldnt hurt him.

" Ok..." Shippo said still saddened tears streamed down his face still but not as bad as earlier. they walked, or Inuyasha did. " Hey Inuyasha... I wont tell that you cried" Shippo said Inuyasha smirked a saddened smirked.

" What ever kid..." he said. They walked back to Kaede's village. Every day for the next 16 years Inuyasha tried to get through the well. For the first 12 he wanted to get through to tell Kagome how he really felt, for the last for years, his love grew to dispise, and he just wanted to make it through that well to tell Kagome off. To make her feel the pain that she made him feel, and every one eles. Expessaly that little runt Shippo. Now Inuyasha cared, now he just wanted what he couldnt have. Never would he grow to hate her like he and Kikyo had for a while, but he would make it clear that he was the stud, that she would be his bitch. but in a painful way. he wanted to twist her a bit. It pained him to think like that but in the end he didnt know why. His lonleness for a lover was like something you couldnt explaine. His heart went sour he was basicly more irritable, and couldnt fight as well. ( Simplest terms .-). He just didnt know his day would come...

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"Gee... thanks Hojo" Kagome managed to say. It had been almost two weeks that she hadnt been to the feudal era, and she was lonly as all hell. She missed Inuyasha, but after what happened with Kouga how could she face him. She just couldnt do it. This was greater than any battle that she had faced, even the final battle with Naraku. " I dont know what to say." Kagome took yet another basket full or medicinal herbs from Hojo. He certanly was a giving person.

" No problame Kagome," He said scratching the back of his head nervously. " I hope they help... I mean you have made a meraculous recovery in the past two weeks" He was nervouse for some reason but Kagome didnt care she was nervouse for her own reason, and didnt much care for his.

" Yeah umm Hojo I'm tired so im going to go lay down so that i can rest up for graduation tommorow." Kagome said holding her stomache. all of a sudden she felt like throwing up. And didnt know why.

" Hey are you ok? You looke seriously ill Kagome." Hojo asked he went to touch her arm but she jerked away. She still wasnt totaly over Kouga's and her's little incident at the hot spring.

" Im fine just go away ... i mean i will see you tommorow 11:30 at the gym alright." He nodded solomly and left. HE turned back once or twice to see if she was still there, but she wasnt there."

Kagome was in the house all alone. Her mother was out shoppig, Souta in School, and Gramps was in the hospital. Poor old man had a heart attack when he herd what had happened to Kagome. Kagome fell to her knees writhing in Pain. Her head ached, she made it to the kitchen on her knees, and threw up into the garbage can. And then fell on the ground. Something was happening. Her teeth hurt so bad they felt like they were going to fall out, her nails grew out painfully, and her hearing she could here the sound of a fire bell, almost two miles away. What was happening to her? Why was this happeing to her? Kagome passed out from all the paine, but before she did she whispered, " I wish none of this ever happened"

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A/N: I might have the measeles, and Broken butterfly might be up dated soon thanx to a totally awsome person, that i dont know i i should name or not.! any ways measles mean more of storys and that means you pple are happy so yay ! but first i need more than 2 people to read the damn story so if any one dose read this please review so my self esteem rases a little bit! love you all bye

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