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Harry looked at the man who was now about forty, but still had the long black hair, the ice blue, bright eyes that could take your breath away and the same bright smile. He may be older, but he was still the man in this letter. "Sirius…"

Don't know how you met me

You don't know why…

Sirius gave Harry a funny look. He knew that tone of voice. He did must have done something. "Okay, Harry, what did I do?" Sirius asked as he walked in and sat on the bed next to Harry. Harry continued to just look at him. It was kind of distressing. Sirius leaned closer to place a kiss on Harry's cheek, but he moved away. "What's that matter Harry?" he asked concernedly. He never did that before.

Harry continued to look at him. "Sirius, did you and my father have a…thing?"

Sirius' eyes went wide. "Why? What brought that question on?" He asked with a small laugh.

Harry shoved the letter at Sirius. Sirius took it and started to read it over…all except the last page. Harry watched as Sirius' face took on different emotions. The one that broke Harry's heart though was the look of pure love and loss on his face.

When Sirius was done, he looked up at Harry. "Harry…"

"You have a thing of Potter men, don't you…?" Harry asked bitterly. If he had known about his godfather's and father's relationship, he may have had a different opinion about his relationship with godfather.

"Harry, I love you both."

"Yeah, in what kind of way do you love me Sirius? In the kind that I look like my father? The kind that you're replacing him with me?" He had been hoping that Sirius would deny all this…say that this was just something stupid, that he could never have loved his father in that way…done that to his mother…to him…

You can't turn around and say goodbye

All you know is when I'm with you

I make you free…

"Harry…" Sirius said softly as he leaned closer, reaching out to him. Harry back away off the bed.

"No, Sirius, don't touch me…you'll make me forget I was mad at you…" Harry said. He hated this. He just read all that crap and he still felt like he would give in to Sirius. He shouldn't want to…

And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea

I'm singin'…

"Sirius, just tell one thing. And don't lie…" Harry said as he looked his godfather and 'more then just friends' in the eyes. Those eyes that made him forget everything…all his worries…all his pains…Harry knew Sirius…he couldn't lie when looked in the eyes.

Sirius looked straight into his eyes. "What Harry? What do you want to know? I won't lie."

Harry took a deep breath and stared straight into his eyes. "Sirius…"

Follow me, everything is alright

I'll be the one to tuck you in at night

And if you want to leave I can guarantee

You won't find nobody else like me

I'm singin'…

"…when you see me…when you say you love me…is it me you're talking too? Or is it my father you're trying to get that message too…"

Follow me, everything is alright

I'll be the one to tuck you in at night

And if you want to leave I can guarantee

You won't find nobody else like me

I'm singin'…

Sirius smiled softly at Harry and stood up, walking towards him without breaking contact. He placed his hand softly of Harry's face and he didn't flinch away this time.

"Of course not Harry." Sirius said with a small smile. "You are absolutely different then your father…I could never get you confused…"

Follow me, everything is alright…

"How?" Harry asked softly. He has seen pictures of his father…there were very little differences between their figure and face. He would've been confused if he was around him. "How, Sirius? How do you tell the difference…"

I'll be the one to tuck you in at night…

Sirius smiled brightly. "That's easy darling…your eyes…"

"My eyes?" Harry asked.

Sirius nodded. "Obviously you know your father has hazel and you have emerald. I can't look into your eyes without only seeing you…okay, that's a lie. I see Lily too." Sirius smiled. "Besides, you two are totally different people…different personalities…different eyes…I love you Harry…"

And if you want to leave I can guarantee…

"I love James too. You can never replace James, Harry." Sirius said and Harry's eyes went wide and he tried to pull away, but Sirius held his chin tighter. "But I wouldn't want you too Harry."

Harry stopped struggling and looked into Sirius' ice blue eyes. "I love both you and your father…I wouldn't want either of you replacing the other. I'm sorry for not telling, but I didn't know how to tell you…it's not something that's easy to bring up…" Sirius frowned. "But I don't ever want you thinking that I'm only using you. I love you…you may not believe me for a while, but I do love you." Sirius smiled. "James had his heart split for two people…me and your mother…and you, but you had your own heart all together, but…you have half on my heart and James has the other…I never understood what James felt when he was around me and your mother, but now I do…I love you both equally."

Harry shook his head. He didn't really understand, but…"I suppose…" he said softly, pulling Sirius' hand away from his face and wrapping his hands around his. He looked down at it. "I can try to see if can work…" He looked up to Sirius' eyes. "But, it may take a while…it really is quite a blow to my heart…" Harry smiled. "I love you Sirius…despite what I just read…I don't think I would be able to forgive anyone else for this but…I won't find anyone else like you…"

You won't find nobody else like me…