Hey I'm back again... sorry it took so long to get it up, been busy with school work. My teachers hate me... lol any wayz here it is chapter 3


Chapter 3


"I'm right here." He said. Raven turned around, in the shadows of the trees, there he was. Leaning up against one of the tall trees.

"Oh my god." She said in disbelief. He came closer to her; he was looking at the ground though.

"Mind if I sit?" He asked pointing to the rock next to her. She nodded and moved over a bit.

"Why?" She asked looking at the moon. He didn't understand her at first.

"I thought we could talk?" He said not sure if that was what she was looking for.

"No, why? Why did you leave? You don't understand how upset everyone is. Starfire is probably still balling her eyes out. Cyborg hasn't left the garage except for when he has to make dinner. Robin won't leave his room, the tower is so quite. There are no arguments over what food we're gonna have." She said trying to calm herself down.

"What about you?" He asked looking at her.

"What do you mean what about me?"

"You said that Star was balling her eyes out, Cy won't leave the garage, and Robin won't leave his room. But you never said anything about you." He looked at her, she could tell he was gonna want an actual answer. She sighed and looked at him

"I don't know. It's just been hard, you made it feel like it was my fault. I haven't been able to meditate..." She sighed and looked away. "I know that you want more of an answer but..." She trailed off, her eyes started to water but she blinked them away.

"Rae, it wasn't your fault. Sorry I made it out that way, I just wasn't in the mood."

"But, when are you never in the mood Beast boy? Like hardly ever, please just come home." She begged still looking away from him.

"Why don't you look at me? Raven look at me please." He said trying to get her chin with his fingers. When he finally managed, he noticed it was damp. "No, Raven don't cry." He said when she looked at him. He pulled her into a hug.

"Why can't you come back?" She said, resting her head on his shoulder. He thought for a bit.

"Raven, I just need time to think, I don't know when I'll be coming back..." He sighed and continued. "I don't actually know if I'll be coming back."

She tried to pull away from the hug but he wouldn't let her. "Wait, what do you mean not coming back? Beast boy you have to come back!" She finally got away from his grip and she stood up. She looked away from him; she looked at the clear water. The fishes swam past her with lighting speed. The moon cast a shining glow onto their scales which reflected onto Raven's wet cheeks.

He came up behind her, and looked at the water. "Sure is pretty." He smiled at her

"Don't change the subject please. What do you mean by 'not coming back'?" She still looked at the water; she could see his reflection in the water. He looked pretty down, but she wanted to know.

"Look Rae, the guys are probably worrying about me. I better get back." He said and he started to walk away. Raven turned to face his back as he walked.

"They'll never worry us much as us Beast boy! Just remember that." She said and then vanished in a lick of black flames.

Beast boy turned, but she had already left, he walked sadly back to the apartment. His head hung low and his hands in his pockets. When he got back the door was unlocked so he didn't need the keys. On the table was a note saying that his room mates had gone to get some dinner and they'd be back shortly.

He sighed and went up to his room; he didn't really feel like eating. He was upset about what had happened between him and Raven. "Man how do I always manage to screw things up with her?" He asked the mirror, his softened reflection was deep in thought. He felt the rage building up inside him. His hand turned to a fist and without warning he punched the mirror. The broken reflection lay on the floor. Little droplets of blood landed on the broken heart shape mirror.

His hand was bleeding badly but he didn't care. He took the glass out of it and threw them on the floor. Raven was right, his old room mates were never gonna worry as much as his friends did. They would never understand as much as they did. He wished he was at the tower, that way he could play video games with Cyborg, or try and make Raven smile. But he knew that it would never happen, Raven was never going to smile, she was never going to laugh at one of his jokes or love him the way he loved her...

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Raven walked through the front door of titans' tower. Her heart felt heavy and her eyes were watery. She went into the main room. Starfire and Robin were asleep on the couch and Cyborg was in the kitchen making himself some dinner. "Hey." She said to him.

"Hey Raven. You ok?" He asked, noticing the fact she had been crying.

"Yea, I just saw Beast boy that's all." She sat down at the table and put her head on it.

"Is he ok? When is he coming home? Why were you crying?" Cyborg said sitting down next to her.

"He says he needs time to think. He doesn't know when he's coming home and because..." She trailed off. "Forget it."

"You wanna talk bout it?" He said taking a bite out of his foot long sub.

"I wouldn't have said forget it if I wanted to talk about it Cyborg." She got up and went to the main room doors. "I'm going to bed. Night." She said as she went through the doors.

"Night."


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