Disclaimer: Jo's. Well, not so much this chapter. Daniel Beddingfield and his people own this.

Notes: Sorry the last chapter sucked.

Here you go!

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If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I...

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I wanted to post, and i figured i would post this song by Daniel Beddingfield as a hint to all of you. Anyone, feel free to toss me an e-mail with ideas. I'm fresh out. Next real chapter is mostly done. It's just, i have to load it to a disc, and take it to my mom's house, and then load it onto her computer, and post it from there. I don't have internet at home. I'm 16, i can't afford it, lol! m e l e n n a a t m u g g l e n e t d o t c o m. So there, fanfiction! I posted my e-mail! HA! Guys, I don't know if i should ever be talking to you. Rumour has it, we aren't supposed to talk to our readers on here...at all. Which is utterly ridiculous, I think. But yeah, the song is a hint to the future of our boys...and the angst that will ensue from them. Whats really gonna cook your noodle later (to borrow a Matrix phrase) is which boy will it be, and why? Yep. I'm being mildly evil. And i'm going to say one last thing. Go read 'Flight of the Thestrals' on fanfic. It is utterly amazing. It will take you some time to read it, but its well worth it. Hell, theres an incubus! Who would want anything else? Oh, also, do you guys want sex scenes? And how explicit? Let me know, otherwise i won't bother writing them. k?

Enjoy, luvvies, and keep reading!

Mel