Okay, I'm sorry it took forever to get this up. I could bore you with excuses, but I know you porbably don't care. The main thing is that this chapter is done. I was actually planning to cut it off half way, but then remembered I promised a Lemon. So go on, yell and scream at me for taking too long, I'm a masochist! I love abuse!
Thanks for everyone who reviewd, and also the ones who reviewed for my other story, Afterlife
I dont own Naruto or anything else, for that matter
"Enough talking!" Gaara snarled roughly, the hand that had been stroking Neji's cheek had now moved to grasp fistfulls of dark hair, fingers combing through it. "I've waited too damn long to be able to do this!" And with that, Gaara roughly brought their lips together, tongues fighting for dominance as Neji melted into the kiss. However, the two were completely unaware of the fact that they were being watched by someone who's heart was being torn apart looking by just at them.
"Neji, why?" was all that escaped Naruto's lips, from thirty feet away, tears pouring down his cheeks.
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Gaara's tongue swirled around Neji's mouth for another moment, before pulling away, a trail of saliva still connecting their lips. Neji closed his eyes for a moment, resting his head against Garra's rock hard chest before looking up into Gaara's face. Then something behind the redhead caught his eye.
Naruto standing there.
Shit!
Neji broke away from Gaara, and tore into a run towards Naruto. He didn't know why, he desperately wanted to stay with him, but he felt like he needed to get to Naruto, just to say or do something.
Naruto saw Neji hurtling towards him, and all at once felt a powerful feeling of repulsiveness toward the boyhe loved so much. He still loved Neji as much as anyone could, but at the moment wanted to be as far away from him as he possibly could. So, Naruto did the only thing he could do.
He ran.
He turned and flew on his feet, his legs carrying him as far from the dark-haired boy as they possibly could. He wasn't sure where he was going, his eyes already half blinded by tears were useless in the face of the rush of emotions he faced. His only thoughts were: Get away from Neji. However, he could hear the Hyuuga behind him, trying to catch him. Naruto tried to force his legs to run faster, faster away, from Neji, but suddenly felt himself being tackled from behind.
"AARGH!" Neji's arms caught around Naruto's waist, knocking them both off balance and sending the two of them tumbling head over heels down a hill. When they finally stopped, the Hyuuga was straddling the blond, who was fighting violently to get away. After getting punched in the nose by Naruto's fist, Neji seized the smaller boy's wrists and pissed them above his head. Naruto resisted at first, but soon accepted that he was hopelessly trapped until Neji let him go.
A tense silence settled between the two boys, Naruto's teary eyes glaring up into Neji's guilty ones. Sure, Neji now had caught him, but now what? What could he say to mend Naruto's broken heart? A dull ache throbbed in Neji's chest, Naruto had been through so much, why had he done this to him!
"Why did you chase me, Neji?" The dark-haired boy snapped back to reality at the sound of Naruto's voice. He opened his mouth to try and explain.
"I- I- I'm so sorry, Naruto..." Neji whispered. "I just... I never got over Gaara."
Naruto's eyes darkened. "You never loved me then?" he snarled. "Never wanted me, always wanted him?" Naruto spat. Neji didn't know what to say. Naruto noticed. "Just get off me then," and Neji obediantly rolled off and watched as Naruto straightened his now crumpled clothes, and stiffly walked away. Running his fingers through his dark hair, he ignored the pang of guilt in his stomach and headed back to where Gaara was waiting.
As soon as Neji had his back turned, Naruto broke into a run again, and this time didn't stop until he had reached his apartment. Throwing himself inside, he stumbled into his bedroom and collapsed on the bed, sobbing his heart out. "why, Neji?" he croaked. "What did I ever do to you?"
In a sudden burst of anger, Naruto seized the nightstand and flung it across the room, watching with immense satisfaction as it splintered into peices, imagining it was the Hyuuga instead of flimsy wood. Then he noticed something laying among the shards of what had once been a drawer. Something shiny, made of a slippey looking metal. His razorblade.
Crossing the room cautiously, as if someone was spying on him, the blond tiptoed over to where the blade lay. He circled around it, before picking it up and letting his fingertips float over every inch of it. He smirked bitterly as he remembered himself repeating this ritual for the very first time, how many years ago? He had lost count. Time seemed to have no meaning or measure when it was just him and the razor. The only times when he had allowed himself to feel anything was before Sasuke had left, and the time he had been with Neji. But those didn't matter anymore, nothing did. Not the villagers cruel taunts, not that Iruka was with Kakashi and didn't have as much time for him, that Neji had left him, and especially not Neji's crumpled shirt which was laying forgotten in a corner of the room.
Naruto closed his eyes and leaned against the wall, tear seeping from under his burning eyelids. The initial shock had worn off, and all that was left, was a gaping loneliness in his chest. Unwilling to let emotion get the better of him, he gripped the razorblade and headed into the bathroom
Sasuke went flying from the forest. He had just ran into Neji and that eyebrowless freak, making out! As happy as he was that he maybe now had a shot with Naruto, he knew how badly it could damage the blond, and so was barely restrained by a very pissed off redhead from pummeling the crap out of Neji. They had both explained everything, and Sasuke hadn't missed the look on Neji's face when he said "Take care of him, Uchiha, especially after what I did." Sasuke was ready to murder the Hyuuga right there, but a sudden mental image of Naruto's sad, sad eyes stopped him. He broke free of Gaara's vice like grip and made a mad dash out of the woods.
Now, where to? Of course, he should start with the obvious: the ramen stand and Naruto's apartment. Ichiraku was closer, he'd start there and then head to the blond's place. He really didn't know why he was so freaked out right now, Naruto could take care of himself, right?
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In front of his mirror, the blond boy stared hard at his reflection, as if he was daring it to say something and stop him. Then he just shook his head and sighed, rolling up his sleeve to expose the tainted flesh on his forearm. He examined the arm with disinterest, the small voice in the back of his head screaming in horror that he didn't have to do this, that it wasn't worth it, that he was an idiot for wanting to harm himself like this. Blatantly ignoring the voice, he brought the blade down swiftly to bite into an already scarred part of skin.
YES!
Dragging it stealthy across his wrist, he silently swore it would never stop, never be enough. The demons he had created in his own mind were screaming in pleasure as pain roared through his skin. It was terrible. It was beautiful, like a drug. Naruto instantly wanted more, wanted to see his own suffering, wanted to witness his own pain and punish himself for not being loved enough to make himself alive on the inside. A twisted smile spread wide on the blond's angelic face, corrupting it and loving the pain. He threw his head back in masochistic ecastasy... and then the feeling left, carrying with it the emptiness of Neji not loving him. Now he was just empty. A souless body like he had been before, only this time it had been his own fault. He had been stupid enough to fall in love.
Sasuke brushed his dark hair out of his face in quiet frustration. Naruto hadn't been at the ramen stall, and as he had been about to start for the blond's house, he was stopped by none other than that annoying bitch Sakura. Fuck he hated her sometimes! She had clung to him for a good ten minutes, and whe n he finally managed to peel her off him, she had followed him around for blocks! Not being able to lose her, he finally called a last resort: He made a quick detour to the Hyuuga estate and told Hinata Sakura had tried to kiss Kiba. With those beautiful eyes of hers, she had spotted the pink-haired nuisance very quickly and commenced pounding the crap out of her. Sasuke didn't stick around to watch. He had a certain blond to find.
He followed the winding streets he knew so well, ignoring the occasional sqealing fangirl and the rain that had began to pour on him. He finally arrived at Naruto's apartment, soaked, climbed the stairs to the door, but then paused as he was about to knock. What does one say to their best friend with a broken heart? And then, really, what does one say to this broken-hearted friend who one just happens to be in love with?
Taking a deep breath, Sasuke raised his fist again but then the door flung open on to reveal a slightly surprised looking Naruto.
"Thought I heard someone outside." Naruto slurred. "Right now I want your ass gone, but I can't send you home now." he nodded at Sasuke, who resembled a drowne rat. And in Naruto's opinion, a kinda cute drowned rat. "Come on in, you'll freeze if you stay out there."
Sasuke nervously stepped in, noting that it wasn't much warmer inside than it was out. There was a bottle of vodka ans a shot glass sitting on the table, but Naruto didn't appear too drunk as he pulled out a few towels from a closet. He tossed them to Sasuke.
"Can I get you anything else? Some dry clothes, or whatever?" Sasuke noted the concern in the blond's voice, despite what must be going on in his head. It made Sasuke smile a little. But just a little.
"Nah, I'm good." he replied as he toweled his hair dry, despite the fact that he was soaked to the bone. Then he hesitated before asking softly. "What about you, Naruto, are you okay?"
Naruto's face was immediately pulled into the customary fox grin. "Whatcha talking about Sasuke, I'm fine!" he noticed the Uchiha's eyes travel to the bandage on his wrist and the bottle of booze on the table. "Well, alright, as okay as I can be under the circumstances. But I'm getting better!" Naruto's lips were stretched tight, pulled to his ears in an attempt to convince the raven that he was fine, that everything would be alright, even though it wasn't.
Sasuke was not convinced. "Naruto," he began gently. "You're not alright. Anyone can see that. Look at your eyes, they're dead. You aren't the same person I knew..." he took the blond's bandaged arm and lightly traced around the gauze pad. Watching hurt in the cerulean eyes flare up, he continued. "And I'm partly to blame. But I want to make it right, I want to help you, Naruto."
Shock lit up the blond boy's face. Confusion, amazement, and a small bubble of hope rose in Narutto's chest. Without being able to stop himself he flung his arms around the taller boy, and let the long supressed tears out, sobbing into the raven's shoulder. Sasuke only wrapped one arm around Naruto's waist, and the other hand held the back of his head, just murmuring "Let it out, Naruto, let it out." He was a little surprised at how quickly Naruto opened up to him. He guessed it hadn't been easy, holding in years of pain and resentment without anyone to confide in. Sasuke's heart ached with feeling for the other boy, it swole into his arms and legs, his hands trembling slightly. He could have blurted out 'I love you, I loved you, and I will love you for the rest of my life,' but he resisted the urge to say anything corny and ruin this.
Naruto's knees had buckled slightly pulling on his torso, and Sasuke took this as a sign that he wanted him to let go. But as he began to (unwillingly) unwrap his arms, Naruto sobbed out "Please, Sasuke, just hold me. I don't need you do do anything just don't leave me alone right now!"
Sasuke tightened his grip on Naruto, and they both sank down to the floor, flopping against a wall. Naruto wasn't crying anymore, but instead had resigned himself to burrying his face in Sasuke's neck, breathing in his scent. It was a combination of rich, dark chocolate, and something musky that Naruto couldn't pinpoint, but it went perfectly together and made the Uchiha smell delicious.
Sasuke meanwhile was having some difficulty keeping his hormones under control. Naruto holding him so close was waking up many a supressed fantasy, and it didn't help that the blond's leg was rubbing a very sensitive spot very close to Sasuke's crotch. He looked down, admiring the angel snuggling so close to him. Naruto tilted his head to look up at Sasuke. The desire to be closer to someone, anyone, took over, and he did the only thing he could to get that in this situation.
He reached up and pulled the Uchiha in for a shy kiss.
Sasuke was a little surprised when his and Naruto's lips connected, but welcomed it eagerly. He kissed back, but then pulled away, wondering if the blond just did it on the spur of the moment, and would regret it later. He kept his eyes closed for a moment, savouring the feeling he knew might disappear after this. Then he slowly peeled them open, afraid of what Naruto's expression, only to have Naruto nuzzel against his cheek, implying he wanted more. This time, Sasuke took immediate control. He seized the blond's shirt and flipped their posistion, with him straddling the blushing blond. He leaned down, but before capturing the others lips, he whispered "Naruto, are you sure this is what you want?"
Naruto ran one hand up the Uchiha's back and into the dark, silky locks, pulling the pale lips against his own pink ones. That was all the encouragement Sasuke needed. He kissed Naruto passionately, sucking and nipping gently on Naruto's botom lip to gain entrance to his mouth, which the blond gladly gave. Teeth scraped each other, with tongues battling for dominance, Sasuke eventually comming out on top. Naruto tasted vaguely of alcohol, probably from the vodka, and something citrusy that he couldn't quite name. It was intoxicating and delicious, and extremely addictive. The warm cavern of Naruto's mouth only begged for Sasuke to ravage it, explore it, tease it and taste it more. And then they finally broke apart for air, leaving Naruto flushed and gasping to breathe, drunk on the taste of his best friends hot mouth.
"Sasuke," Naruto breathed, his face flushed. Tanned fingers wove into dark locks, and Sasuke's mouth dove down to ravage the other boy's neck. He nipped and sucked at the most sensitive places, causing Naruto to moan and gasp in pleasure. He fiddled for a moment with Naruto's shirt, but after a moment got impatient and tore the nuisance off instead. His hand slid over a muscular chest to tease and caress a nipple, while his mouth licked and sucked at the other one, causing it to turn hard and red. "Oh god..." Naruto moaned, whimpering slightly as Sasuke abandoned the nubs, instead trailing kisses down Naruto's washboard abs until he got to the waistline of the jeans. Sasuke then straddled the other boy, but before he could do anything, he felt himself being flipped over, and looked up to find Naruto sitting on top of him.
"Now where were we?" Naruto asked huskily. "Ah yes, I remember..." and with that he ground his hips against the raven's, reveling in the delicious friction it created. He felt himself getting harder, as well as Sasuke, who's reaction to this was one of pure ecastasy.
The Uchiha couldn't restrain himself. He tried to fight it, there was no way he would let Naruto dominate him! But with a beautiful, sexy blond pleasing him, he let all pride go and submitted to the pleasure coursing through his veins before flipping Naruto over so that he was on top again.
"You dirty boy..." Sasuke swooped down to capture the blond's swollen lips. "You were so bad just now, I think you'll have to be punished." he traveled down and swiftly unbuttoned Naruto's pants. The blond hissed as he felt cold air surround his burning skin. He watched breathlessly as Sasuke's eyes trailed over him, like a predator eyeing their prey.
"Please..." Naruto whimpered, his aching cock begging for touch.
"Please what, Naruto?" Sasuke teased, letting his hand lightly brush against Naruto's throbbing manhood, watching as a shudder ran through the other's body.
Naruto licked his lips. "Please...touch me." he gasped, nails trying to grasp at anything he could on the hard kitchen floor.
Sasuke smirked. "I thought you'd never ask." He murmured deliciously, and he slid down to take the top of Naruto's member in his mouth.
Whatever the blond had expected, it was at least a million times better. He exploded in moans, pleasure snaking throught his body as Sasuke's talented tongue slid over his length, taunting him and making him crave more. He wove his fingers through the dark hair, his straining hips being held down by Sasuke's painful grip on them. He grasped tighter at the hair, guiding the raven's head. Just when the blong felt like he was about to come, Sasuke wrenched his head away, tearing his lips from the blond's shaft. Naruto moaned at the loss of delicious heat. but Sasuke only lifted him up, bridal style and murmured "Can't do this here, Naruto." carried him to the bedroom and placed him gently on the bed. Sasuke then peeled off his shirt, and finally freed himself of those painfully restricting pants, almost moaning in relief as his erection sprang free. He smirked as he watched the blond's eyes widen as he took in the size, before crawling on top of his tanned lover.
Sasuke was surprised when he found that their posistions had once again been flipped, with him on the bottom again. He immediately began struggling to get back on top, but stopped himself as Naruto settled his head between the raven's legs and took Sasuke's throbbing member in his hot mouth. Pleasure shot through every bit of Sasuke's body, his legs trembled and he moaned desperately, clutching at the sheets as Naruto slowly worked his way up and down Sasuke's long, thick shaft.
The raven bucked up, choking the other boy, but he didn't care. he tangled his fingers painfully in coarse blond locks, crying out Naruto's name in ecstasy. An odd thought hit him, in all his dreams about Naruto, and his few experiences with girls, he never got touched. He did all the touching, making the other feel and neglecting his own needs. Not this time though, this time he had the sexiest lover alive making him moan with desire, and he loved it. He felt how close he was, but didn't want to come yet; he wanted to be inside of Naruto first. So with some force, he wrenched himself away from Naruto, and flipped them around, yet again, this time with the tanned boy on all fours. He generously coated three fingers in his saliva, and posistioned one at the blond's entrance. But then he hesitated. "Naruto, are you sure you want this?" Sasuke couldn't control the need in his voice.
Naruto whipped his head around. "Yes, dammit!" His words were slurred, but his eyes were glazed over wih passion, his hoarse voice filled with desire. Sasuke gently pushed one finger into Naruto's little hole, and waited for him to adjust to the intrusion. When he did, Sasuke gently pushed in a second finger and made some scissoring motions with them, trying to find the tanned boy's prostate. Then he pushed in a third, at a different angle, and almost at once Naruto let out a loud moan.
Found it.
Sasuke continued ramming that spot mercilessly, making Naruto gasp and moan his name in the sexiest voice. The raven wasn't sure how long he could keep this up for, his cock was getting painful with need and Naruto's tight entrance was just begging him to enter. Finally he felt that Naruto was stretched enough, and swiftly withdrew his fingers.
"Sasuke!" Naruto whined at the loss.
"Shhhh, my kit," Sasuke muttered in a voice filled of desire. He posistioned himself at Naruto's entrance, his cock still lubricated from the blond's saliva, and pushed himself in inch by inch, hissing at the tightness.
"Ahh!" Naruto let out a little yelp of pain, so Sasuke immediately stopped and let the other boy adjust. Naruo shifted his weight, and after a moment, cried out.
"Sasuke, move!" Naruto let his head drop.
"Are you sure?" He was anwsered by Naruto rocking back against him, and a yell.
"I said MOVE!" Sasuke needed no further encouragement and withdrew himself before slamming hard into the other boy, hitting that spot like his fingers never could. Naruto let out a moan, a mixture of pain and pleasure he had never felt before. Sasuke started to go faster and faster, and reached his arm around Naruto's waist to pump his cock in time with his thrusts. Naruto began sobbing, long, loud, harsh moans that only turned Sasuke on more. Ecstatsy rippled through each of their bodies with every thrust, every time Sasuke's slick cock rammed against Naruto's prostate.
Naruto was close; They both could feel it. Sasuke fought to get deeper into his lover. His thrusts became quicker, harder and less careful. Naruto screamed his name and rocked hard against Sasuke, their bodies slick with sweat rocked together as they fast approached their orgasms. Finally, Naruto threw his head back and screamed one last time as Sasuke's teeth clamped down hard on his shoulder. Burning hot pleasure blinded them both as they came together, Naruto splattering his seed all over the sheets and Sasuke burrying his deep inside of Naruto.
The both collapsed, Sasuke rolling off the blond as not to crush him. Naruto fell asleep almost instantly, but Sasuke, even in his weary post-orgasm haze, took some time to clean them both off, gently rolling Naruto off the bed to chang the sheets before lifting him back under the covers. Sasuke snuggled against Naruto, wrapping his arm around the blond's waist, beforwe drifting off into a deep, peaceful sleep, happier than he'd been in ages.
And we all knows what happens after hawt sex - DUN DUN DUN DUN! The morning after!
Any thoughts? Should I never attempt lemosn again?
