For this chappie, I'll let you know that the italic parts go together, the scenes between them are still flash back
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I have been walking with Shadow for a few songs now. I don't know how many songs have gone by...I really didn't care. The next song came on. 'WTF!?!' I thought as I looked at the song title 'Something Worth Living For' by Shayne Ward I read this and it didn't click in my head, why would my bro have this song? I listened to the song. I had to admit it was cheesy but the lyrics...
I flashed back to when Shadow wasn't himself, it wasn't long ago, but I'm glad he's made a comeback from it. I remembered Shadow was in the hospital and he was in a week long coma. 'I though he was going to die' I though remembering the look on my brothers face.
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I walked in of him when he was in his room. I was meaning to ask him for help on my homework when I ended up following a trail of blood. I walked to his room, I dropped my text book and I started crying. I quickly made my way over to Shadow. He was shaking, when I came into view he stopped realizing I was there and what he had done.
I stood by his side while at the hospital. I held onto his hand, my thumb lightly stroking a clean cut along Shadow's wrist. 'Why did ya do this Shads' I asked myself over and over. Shadow stirred in his sleep and my head immediately shot up looking up to Shadow. When Shadow cracked his eyes open, tears slid down my cheeks.
I
made my way to Shadow. "Shads...what..." I did want to
believe this. Shadow was pale...it looked like he was about to pass
out right there. I tried to catch him before he fell but I couldn't
move...
"Shadow, why did you do this?" I wanted to
know.
"You...you wouldn't understand Sonic" my brother
always talked like I was a baby or something it was so annoying.
"Why?
Why would you try to leave us Shads...leave me?" I looked down.
We're always there for each other. We told each other everything,
all our secrets everything.
"I...I'm sorry Sonic...I swear
i'll never do I t again..." I felt Shadow's hand as it wiped
away me tears. I leaned forward and hugged him.
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I had mixed emotions after I remembered that day Shadow told me he'd never try to kill himself. Sure I was glad but I was mad, why would he want to kill himself leaving us…me? I just didn't get it. I held my brother closer feeling as if he'd vanish right on the spot. I felt Shadow tense lightly but hold me close as well. I smiled and I knew it then, everything was clear
I love by brother
I love him more than he'll ever know
..I love him more than I ever should
After all...we are
Just brothers
