A/N- People have been asking me for the song names that I have been using, so here they are:
Teardrops on My Guitar- Taylor Swift
Our Song- Taylor Swift
Never Again- Kelly Clarkson
Monster- Meg & Dia
Chapter 4/
I laughed freely as I raised the cup of animal blood, "To eternity."
Everyone laughed at that again but raised their wine glasses filled with blood in salute. We were celebrating...we were celebrating nothing, actually. All we were doing is drinking and celebrating in this expensive vampire restaurant. We were catching many glances at human restaurants so we decided to go to this private vegetarian vampire's one. That way, we could talk about anything without being heard.
All throughout the celebration Edward was looking at me weirdly. It was sort of restless glances and sometimes it was really annoying: having him stare at me.
"Wow, Bella," Alice mused. "You're not complaining about the prices for this!"
I laughed at that. "Well, being rich, I don't really mind anymore."
Carlisle and Esme stood up. Esme smiled warmly at me. "Well kids, we'll give you guys some alone time to discuss anything." Carlisle waved and then left with Esme to their house.
Emmett poke at my arm. "Hey, Bella, does that mean you age since you can turn yourself into a human?"
"Um, not really. I do age, but so slowly, it's hardly noticeable!" I took a sip of deer's blood and smiled secretly. "You know what else?"
"What?" Emmett asked, him to drinking.
"I can even reproduce actual blood if I stay in human form for a long time!"
Alice poked me to get me to look at her. "Really? You produce human blood?"
I nodded. "If I stay in human form for like, a week. Since my heart will be beating, it produces blood and stuff...It's awesome, I get to eat myself."
Everyone laughed at that and there was another clinking of glasses and sipping of blood.
"So, Bella. Are you going to keep at your singing career or are you going to mysteriously disappear?" Vivian asked.
I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't really know. For now, I'm going to keep at it. Then, maybe a year or two from now, I'll resign." Suddenly, I remembered the Hollywood party. "Hey, guys, do you have anything to do tomorrow night? There's going to be this Hollywood party for singers or musicians and I'm aloud to bring guests."
Alice jumped up and down in her seat, obviously thinking of the dresses she would get to wear. "Really? You can invite like, six more people?"
"Well, I don't know. You guys are like, handsome and beautiful, so I don't think they'd really mind." I winked. "I'm going to go in vampire form so that I can show off the dress I got yesterday."
"Wah, Bella! I was going to get you a dress," Alice pouted.
I patted Alice's hand, "I'm a big girl now, Alice. No more dress up. Anyways, Macy usually buys me all I need for these things."
Alice dejectedly swirled her wine glass in between her fingers. Her gloomy mood reflected on everyone easily...especially Jasper.
I sighed. "Fine, Alice. Do what you want." I just hope I won't regret it...
"Yay!" Alice tugged on Jasper's sleeve with excitement.
We raised out glasses again and more rounds of laughter and jokes went through until the night grew old, and it was time for me to leave...
"Let's go people," I flashed a smile from my driver's seat as everyone stared at my awesome car.
"Bella...is that your car?" Rosalie asked sniffily. Although she acted displeased, her eyes were brimming with excitement at seeing my car. "Exactly what kind of car is that?"
I opened the door to my car and stepped out, patting it's roof. "It's my blue Bugatti Veyron 16.4." Rosalie began to examine it with a special eye. "It was worth 1.1 million, so don't even think about pulling it apart, Rosalie." She scowled at me but continued her examination.
"Now, three people can come with me in my car, others go ride in Rosalie's." I slammed my door shut as I got in. The engine purred to life, barely audible to a humans ear. Alice, Jasper and oh-and-behold, Edward got in into the passenger's seat.
Vivian looked ready to complain but Rosalie shouted at her to hurry up. Then, her face showing obvious anger, she stalked to Rosalie's car and slammed the door loudly as she got in.
Edward sighed and just looked out the window like he didn't want to talk. Jasper and Alice were having a private whispering conversation in the back. Occasionally Alice would let out a giggle and burst out laughing.
I turned the radio on to drown the endless giggling and cooing...
"Every time you're near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I don't know what to do
And oh baby
I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just lose my cool
My friends tell me
Something has come over me
And I think I know what it is
[CHORUS
I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I'll be doin silly things when it comes to you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been telling all my friends what I feel for you
Just the other night baby
I saw you hangin
You were with your crew I was with mine too
You took me by surprise
When you turn and look me in my eyes
Boy you really blow my mind
I don't know what's gotten into me
But, I think I know what it is
[CHORUS
I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
Something strange has come over me
Got me going out of my mind
Never met a guy like you before
You make me feel special inside
[CHORUS
I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you"
My eyes looked to the right quickly and I saw Edward staring at me. His eyes were a light, hazy topaz today. He must have gone hunting early this morning. He stared at me more intently when I looked over at him. I quickly looked away and shut off the damned radio.
"Um...We'll be there in five minutes," I muttered under my breath.
Jasper leaned towards Alice, "Could you make it ten minutes?" Alice let out another giggle and pulled him towards her.
I rolled my eyes, "Eight minutes."
Jasper smiled and soon he was making out with Alice in the back seat of MY car. I sighed and turned away to look forwards. Edward was silent but I could see the look of determination on his face...for what, I have no clue on. I reached forwards and turned the radio on again, loosening the tense atmosphere.
I picked a random radio station...I regret it so much...
"I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
You gonna remember me boo
I'm gonna remember you too
(guy): I can't forget all the crazy shit.. we used to do
You was doing too much
I wasn't doing enough
That's what your friends are saying
You got a man anyway
I can't explain it neither
I ain't never wanna leave ya
Hell ya its hard to walk away when I see ya
When I see ya I remember the day
You put your shoes on and moved on
Before I could say
(girl): I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like too
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
(Girl): I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
(with a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
(Guy): I'm Gonna Remember You
Your Gonna Remember Me
The things we did
The way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me
My friend, my love, my family
How did we loose a love that seemed meant to be
Sometimes I kiss her and wish that it was you I'm kissing
Sometimes I miss him and wish that it was you I'm missing
Sometimes I hug her and wish that it was you I was hugging
And I realize how much I'm bugging
I miss you
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm Gonna Remember You
Your Gonna Remember Me)
(Girl): So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you
And you know she'll never love you like I do
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
Remember You
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)"
I quickly reached forwards and turned the radio off. I saw my cheeks flushed red in the rear-view mirror. I glared at the reflection and quickly changed to vampire form. Good, now I don't have to be so much concerned on my reactions.
Edward was staring at me intently again, but I ignored him. Instead I focused on the road with all of my attention. Three more minutes...three more minutes...I let out a sigh and I floored the engine, who gives a damn if I just arrive there in three seconds?
Jasper and Alice were getting along too well in the back seats and I just have to say...THOSE WERE LEATHER SEATS!
I was over 125 MPH so it wasn't a surprise when I reached the place. I turned around and scowled at the tangled bodies of the couple. I was just thankful they still had their clothes on! "Jasper, Alice, we're here. Get out of my car, now!" They stopped mid-kiss to glare at me. I glared back and they soon got out and pranced off to somewhere.
I sighed and took the keys out and put it in my trusty back pocket. I just only realized Edward was still in the car.
"Edward, you can get out now."
He stared at me and didn't speak. I shrugged and opened the door to get out myself. Her pulled me back my arm, "Wait, Bella. I have to talk to you."
I sat down on the seat again and raised an eyebrow, "What is it?"
"Um..." He just kept on staring at me, his hand still clutched around my arm in a deadly grip.
"Edward...my arm," I said pointedly.
He didn't say anything. I tried to pull away from the grip but suddenly, he pulled me in and his lips came crashing down on mine.
When I was human, our kisses were strictly confined. Nothing too intimate or else he'd eat me. But this time, considering I was in vampire form, there was no restriction. And it would be a lie if I said I didn't enjoy it. I actually enjoyed it too much.
He opened his mouth in an invitation and I agreed quickly. Our tongues were having a battle of their own when I suddenly realized what I was doing. I pulled away and slapped him on the face. It didn't hurt, but it felt good to do it anyways.
"Edward, you have a girlfriend! If you take me for the foolish little human from before, you were badly mistaken," I spat. I scowled and got out of the car, slamming the door.
I heard him get out as well, so I quickly locked the car door before taking on a quickly-paced stalk.
"Bella, wait!"
"Leave me alone, Edward!" I scowled even more. It wasn't that I was mad at him. I was only half-way mad at him. The other half of the anger was directed at myself. I mean, he has a girlfriend and I still kissed him!! I mentally slapped myself for letting down my stupid barrier.
"Bella!" He had caught up with me with his stupid vampire speed. We were lucky we were a bit away from the party since they would have gladly notice his fast movements. "Bella, let me explain!"
I barked out a laughed. "You don't have to explain, Edward. I know everything. You just can't get enough of Vivian can you? You have to come after me again, too. Just leave me alone, Edward. I don't want to play your stupid, idiotic games."
Edward reached out and swiftly turned me so that I was looking into his damned dazzling eyes. "Bella, it's not like that!"
"Then what is it Edward?!" I screamed.
"I still love you," he whispered so softly, I thought my ears were mistaken. "I still love...you."
A/N- The songs in this chapter was also:
I Think I'm In Love With You- Jessica Simpson
Walk Away(remix)- Paula DeAnda
