Ryan's P.O.V.
"We have one more surprise for you Bec." I tell her, and make her close her beautiful eyes then I pull out our tour poster. It says "Panic At The Disco Tour! with support band Critical Indifference" Bec opens her eyes when I tell her to, reads the poster and flings her arms around me. "Oh my god guys! Thank you! This is the best thing anyone has ever done for me!" and much more of the same to everyone again and again. I grin at her happiness and I grin because I'm pleased with myself. I spent weeks dreading leaving Bec and I'm glad I found a way round it! Then Bec grinned. "Actually I have a surprise for you guys as well!" We all looked at her expectantly as she got something out of her bag. Then she made us close our eyes. I kept peeking and Bec spotted me. "Keep those eyes closed Ry!" She came over and drifted her fingers over my eyelids to make me close them. I kept them closed, holding onto that moment till i got a prod in the shoulder. "Open your eyes!" I did and looked at what Bec had put in my hands. It was a CD. The front cover had one half in perfect daylight and the other half in a troubled night. On the day half one half of a heart filled with rose petals hovered above crystal blue waters and on the night side the other half of the broken heart hovered above blackened water, bleeding into it, only this time the heart was filled with thorns. At the top the album was titled "The Two Halves Of The Heart" and when I looked at the bottom I grinned. The band is Critical Indifference. I grin at Bec and hug her as Brendon says "Congratuations!" Jon asked who signed them and Bec grinned again. "The fabulos Pete Wenz! I'm on DecayDance as well! Well, the band are." I laughed and ruffled her hair. Then I opened the album and looked at a list of ten songs, all with long, tongue twister titles! And on the inside Bec and the guys from the band had signed it,
To Ry(an),
Hope you love our songs! Lots of love, Bec
Don't break this! from Jamie
Good luck with PATD, hope this kills tour bus time! Ben
Have fun with all the guys from Kath
All the others had signed CD's as well, with their own comments from the band. I showed everyone how mine was signed, and Bec laughed at Jamie's comment. I read what the others got and I noticed that I was the only one that got "lots of love" from Bec. That made me smile.
When the others went to go home I asked Bec if i could stay a little longer, She smiled warmly and said "Of course you can Ry!" I grinned and followed her to her room. And, even though I didn't mean to I noticed how tight her trousers are and how damn good that bum of hers looked. I grinned again, telling myself off in my head. We went in her room and she kicked stuff from the middle of her floor to the outskirts and turned on some music. It was our album. "Bec! You didn't have to go out and buy it! You should have asked!" she giggled.
"How could I resist buying it when I walked past HMV? It looks so awesome!" I grinned.
"Who designed your front cover?" Bec blushed bright red and shook her head vigorously. I laughed. "It was you! Its so cool! What an awesome concept!" I took out "A fever You Can't Sweat Out" and put in "Two Halves Of The Heart" The first song came on, called "Speak all the words you like I can't hear plastic lies"
spread all the rumours
confess my every secret
Bitter game of chinese whispers
You better be ready for one fuck of a fight
Go and blab it all
I've learn't to shut it out
You think a handful of words can make me fall
Man, your in for a show tonight
Paint a picture, pretty as can be
But its just a web of lies
No matter what everyone else believes
Me Me Me
Pour lies from your tripping tongue
Tumble when they collapse
Trust me it wont last long
Even plasic minds know when somethings off
Oil from the blackest of hearts
in the form of ill words
All the bitches know their parts
Ready to act out a false "true" stories
and Becky sang along to the last line "I am what I am!" I could see her hands twitching as if she was playing along with her bass guitar and I grinned at her, knowing the feeling. "I have another present for you" once again I made her close her eyes.
Rebecca's P.O.V.
I put a poster tube into her hands and tapped her shoulder so that she would open her eyes. Bec took the poster out of the tube and unrolled it and gasped. It was a poster of both Panic At the Disco and Critical Indifference with photos of somke of our bands members with some of Ryan's band mates photoshopped together elegantly with black and silver swirls on the corners. I looked closely at the photos. Jamie and Brendon sat next to each other, playing their guitars and laughing, Ben and Spencer in a fake sword fight with their drumsticks, Kath and Jon throwing plectrums at each other and almost in the middle, Ry helping me out of his mums car on that party night. Wow! The photo was angled so that you couldn't tell I had been on brendon's lap. The other PATD members where in the car and the Ry in the picture was smiling warmly at the Me in the picture. His mum must have taken the snapshot. And in each picture the Panic member in the pic had signed it in a convient empty space. It looked amazing! And in the same curling font that was on their album, Ry had typed "Panic At The Disco & Critical Indifference"
I wrapped my ams and his waist, hugging him tightly and tell him how damn amazing it is, and how awesome the tour is going to be.
