Chapter 5

Chapter 5.

"So here we are then…..back at headquarters." Dean said jokingly, to try and break the awkward silence. Ellen looked at Dean strangely. Sam introduced Ava to Ellen and Ash. Ellen brought Ava to a room to let her have a shower. Meanwhile the others talked about what's been happening.

"So does someone wanna tell me what's been going on?" Bobby said, while looking at Sam, Dean and Jo, "Dean…..how about you start."

"What…..why me…..what's there to tell anyway?" Dean shouted, while taking a beer from behind the bar.

"Well, why did you run off the way you did? And don't give me any crap, Jo already filled me in on this Cassie girl, and from what I can make out you let your emotions get the better of you" Bobby finished.

"HEY, don't you EVER say I let my emotions get the better of me in this job. I've been doing this since I was five and I've never let my emotions cloud my judgement. So if you ever want an example, do not use that alright!" Dean shouted.

"Dude calm down, I'm sure Bobby didn't mean it like that, right Bobby?!" Sam said trying to calm everyone down.

"No Sam, I meant it exactly the way I said it." he said.

Dean stood up so fast it was as if the demon was standing in front of them. Sam stood back and put his eyes up to heaven.

"Did you ever think to yourself Dean that maybe just maybe, this is all your fault, Jo…..Ava…..hell maybe even Sam could've been killed today, whether by a werewolf or the demon. One thing that's been bothering me, you say you've been doing this job for so long, then how the hell did you not know Missouri was possessed; Jo did! It was all a trap Dean, but you didn't know that, you nearly got yourself as well as Sam here killed. So what was it Dean if it wasn't your emotions?" Bobby yelled, loosing his temper.

Ellen had come back into the room at this stage and she couldn't believe some of the things she was hearing Bobby say.

"I don't have to answer to you or anyone" Dean said, storming out and going to his room. Sam followed him and Bobby stormed out the front door to get some air, Ellen followed. Ash and Jo were left standing there not being able to believe the row that just came out of nowhere.

Bobby and Ellen's point of view (POV)

"I'm sorry Ellen, it just…..I don't know I just lost my patience, it kills me to see people let their emotions get in the way that just can't happen, not in this job. He is going the same way John did." Bobby said calmly.

"I know but he is still young and that girl…..he cared about her, isn't that obvious…..he feels he could of helped; he was to young when his mother died and John; well he died to save Dean. So maybe he had a bit of a right." Ellen said, trying to knock some sense into Bobby.

"Yeah suppose you have a point." He said.

Dean and Sam's point of view (POV)

Back in the room, Sam is still trying to calm Dean down, who was frantically pacing.

"Who the hell does he think he is talking to me like that, he is not my father!" Dean shouted.

"Yeah ok Dean, we both know he went over the top," Sam was interrupted by Dean.

"No Sam he went too far, just keep him away from me." Dean finished.

"Dean!" Sam said.

"I'm going to bed." Dean stated.

4.OOa.m

Dean couldn't sleep, he kept going over everything that Bobby had said to him, also he felt a heart rending, soul crushing amount of guilt weighing him down and all because he full on made out with Jo. He kept going over it in his head, he didn't want to but he did, he kept seeing the kiss, it was just a small brush of the lips at first but when she leaned into it giving him permission he made it deeper, if she hadn't stopped well lets just say he wouldn't be waking up alone or in the roadhouse for that matter tomorrow. He felt guilty that he wasn't sleepless because of Cassie but that he was sleepless because of Jo.

"Damn it Dean, snap out of it." he whispered to himself.

This was too much; he had to get out for some air. He looked across the room and saw that his brother was dead to the world, he felt it safe and quietly slipped out of the window, he didn't want to be seen going out the front door encase Bobby was still up. With little effort he pushed himself out. He was walking out to the clearing at the back of the roadhouse when he heard a crash and he immediately went into hunter mode but remembered he left his gun back inside so he'd have to settle for the knife he had strapped around his ankle. He edged ever so lightly towards a corner and then hurried around it to be greeted with laughter. He saw Ava and Jo sitting out on chairs with big jackets and blankets wrapped around them due to it being -3C outside also it was 4a.m in the morning. He felt embarrassed when he saw that Jo and Ava were laughing with their hands up in mock surrender.

"Ha ha ha that's right having a laugh at my expense." he smiled fakely. Jo was still laughing.

"Wait give me a second to wipe away the tears…..God that was hilarious, you coming out expecting to see a werewolf, oh the look on your face," still laughing, "ok ok I'm finished, I'm finished."

"What was that anyway?" Dean said pulling up a chair and putting his feet up on the small table.

Both of them turned their heads to the left at the heap lying on the ground.

"I think it's safe to say Ash drank too much." Ava said.

"Awwwww he always does." said Jo throwing her blanket over him.

"What are you two doing up?" Dean asked pulling his leather jacket tighter.

"Couldn't sleep!" replied Jo, "You?" she asked.

"Same." followed by an awkward silence.

"I think I'm gonna head to bed." said Ava, sensing that the two needed to talk alone.

"Goodnight." the two replied in unison. They sat there for a while afterwards just staring out into the dark until Dean worked up the courage to talk.

"God I feel like an idiot." he said mostly to himself.

"Why?" asked Jo, Dean cursed himself that she heard him.

"For…..for…..what we did!" he chose to stare at his boots and nothing else.

"You mean kiss?!" she smiled. This he noticed. He smiled right back.

"What are you smiling at?" he asked. She turned her head back to the darkness.

"Cause I said the exact same thing to myself, I mean its crazy right…..us?!" she asked him wanting, needing an answer.

"Yeah its crazy." he lied, "It would never work, were to…..to….." looking for the right word.

"Similar." said Jo giving it to him.

"Yeah." he let out a sigh, "Similar." He watched as Jo sat up. "Wait!" he blurted out.

"What?" she asked, as she watched him get up and walk over to her. She looked him straight in the eye as he brushed her hair away from her face and she leaned into his hand as it cupped her face.

"What do you want from me Dean?" she asked, eyes closed.

"Just you." he replied.

"That was so corny you know that rig….." she was cut off when he captured her lips in one very but passionate moment. He baked her into the wall both of them sliding off each others jackets. Just when Dean started sliding his hand up her shirt Jo became very aware of where she was and who was lying prone on the ground.

"Dean we cant do this here!" she said in between heated kisses. Dean groaned deep down in his throat knowing that she was right. Dean smirked when an idea came to mind.

"What?" she asked.

"When the cars a rockin don't come knockin." he smirked.

"The impala." she smiled jokingly. Dean put on a puppy dog face.

"Has Sam been teaching you how to do that?" she laughed.

"Why does it work?" his reply was a kiss, she wrapped her legs around his hips and let him carry her to the car.

Next morning

Ash woke up face own in the dirt. Sam woke up to an empty room, Ava well she never fell asleep, to afraid she'd have a nightmare/ vision and Dean he woke up in the back seat of his baby to find Jo asleep on his chest as he looked down at her he couldn't help but brush the hair away from her face. God she looked beautiful. He was surprised when he awoke that he wasn't having any regrets but wished that the sun had never rose so he could stay here forever. Jo awoke to feel a warm mass beneath her and then all of the memories of last night came flooding back, she smiled and looked up to see him smiling back down at her. She raised herself up to face level and planted a kiss on his lips.

"Mmm, morning." he smiled.

"Morning." she was about to go back into another kiss when she heard, "Jo…..Joanna." shouted Ellen.

"Oh my god my mom." said Jo.

"Dean, Dean where are you?" shouted Sam.

"Sammy." Dean said.

They both proceeded in hastily throwing on their clothes. They shared one more passionate but short kiss before they both went their separate ways. Jo came in first. Bobby, Ellen, Sam, Ava and Ash all turned towards the door.

"And where the hell were you young lady?" said her mother, putting her hand on her hip.

"Yeah, you nearly scared me half to death Jo." said Bobby, sipping his coffee.

"I'm sorry; I was out checking the traps for the werewolf's." Jo said waling into the back; she saw Sam, Ash and Ava trying to contain their laughter.

Two minutes later Dean followed.

"OH and another one, where in the hell did you go?" shouted Bobby. Dean still angry at him for last night just gave him a three word answer before walking back to his room.

"Checking my car!" he could've sworn he heard Sam, Ash and Ava snort.

They both walked into their respected rooms, locked the doors and leaned back against the door and smirked.