Dear readers,
I am writing to say that Welcome to My Life will be discontinued. You see, I was diagnosed with Leukemia a few years back and I underwent chemo and treatments and then my doctor said I was healthy as a horse again. Starting a few weeks ago, I felt sick, I lost weight and my appetite and I thought it's just a little bug. A few days ago, I went for my monthly blood check and my doctor said I have abnormalities in my blood, my oncologist thinks it's a relapse and I have to undergo treatment immediately. Needless to say, I'll be stuck in hospital until God knows when, I am confident that I will make it through again and I will get better, at the moment, all I can do is pray and hope I will get better, even for a little while; after all, there are so many things I didn't get to see and do yet (e.g. like visiting Colorado Springs for example –wink-).
As much as I want to continue writing and reviewing, I can't do it, if you've seen cancer patients undergoing treatment before, you'll know what I mean. As some readers might think, I am taking the easy way out in discontinuing my story, but I'm not. No one would ever want to hope and have cancer, its horrible having to undergo chemo and I hate it. Period. But apparently I have no choice if I want to keep on living.
Lastly, I would like to apologize to everyone and/or anyone if I have caused offence. I admit I am known for speaking without thinking first. Also, thank you to everyone for reviewing and reading and fave-ing my stories, it means a lot to me that I have brought you guys laughs and tears, meaning I have brought at least a little joy into your hearts. As much as it hurts me to say this, I can't run away from reality, I might have a Leukemia relapse and relapses are known to be bad the second time round, so this might be the last you'll see of me, ever. Though, I am confident I will get better and I
will fight for my survival as best as I can, I cannot deny the fact that I might die soon and I have to embrace it. But hey, even if I did die, I'll be with Lexi again, right Ren? –grins-
Anyway, I have to go now; I need to get to the hospital ASAP. My sister will be monitoring my inbox and she'll gladly answer any questions you want to ask.
So readers, bye, I do hope I can write again in the nearest future!
Much love,
Febrerocher
