Author's Note: Play Seether-Breakdown, while reading this. Please Review.

Skylar: COME DANCE WITH ME SODA!!

Soda: (coming over to dance with me) YOUR PRETTY GOOD AT THIS!

Skylar: YOU SUCK AT THIS!

Soda: WHERE'S JOHNNY!

Skylar: (stops dancing and I look Soda straight in his drunk eye) Long story, he had to leave like always. He never has time for me. I don't know what the fuck I'm saying.

Soda: (also looking straight into my drunken eyes) I'm always here for you.

Just then something happened that would change everything. Soda leaned in and kissed me. I flew away from him and we both fell over.

Soda: Sorry

Skylar: Wanna have some fun tonight?

Soda: Your gonna get me in trouble, aren't you?

Skylar: ME?! NEVER!!

Soda: (laughing)

Skylar: I need a cigarettes, come help me find one?

Soda: Sure

We get up and some how we got to Dally's room. We figured he would have some cigarettes some where. Plus Soda found a full bottle of Jack Daniels in the room and we decided to stay in there so we could drink it and no one else. We finished the bottle. Let's just say we were drunk off our ass and weren't thinking at all. I'm surprised we didn't black out after how much we drank. Soda usually never drinks, so he was a little worse then me. The only reason he was drinking, was because he was upset about Sandy leaving and finding out she had a new boyfriend. We began wrestling. Soda tackled me, we fell to the ground. He was laying on top in me, our faces an inch apart. I leaned up and kissed him on the lips. He kissed back.

Soda: (pulling away from Skylar) Johnny...

Skylar: What about Johnny?

Soda: SHIT! JOHNNY! (starts to get off Skylar)

Skylar: What are you doing?

Soda: YOUR GOING OUT WITH JOHNNY!

Skylar: So what? No one has to know and no one will find out. We probably won't even remember this in the morning. (pulling Soda back on her) Come on...

Soda's was thinking no, but his body was saying yes. He hesitated, but laid back down on her and was kissing her again.

Skylar: Let's get on the bed

We get up and throw each other on the bed. Kissing again. I go for his pants and shirt, taking them off. He was only in boxers and he had an AMAZING body. AMAZING! I take of my cloths, only with my underwear on. Straddling him, I take his boxers off. Then my underwear. Soda gets on top off me and starts to push into me. I tell him to go harder. So he does. We eventually stop and pass out.

THE NEXT MORNING

Ponyboy wakes up realizing that he fell asleep soon after Johnny left. That track met before they went to the party really did wear him out. Ponyboy gets up in a rush looking for Sklyar. He looks everywhere and goes up to Dally's room hoping she was in there. Ponyboy walks into the room not expecting to see what he saw. Skylar in Soda's arms, both of them were naked.

Ponyboy: JESUS CHRIST!

Skylar and Soda kinda wake up.

Ponyboy: GET UP! YOU BETTER NOT LET JOHNNY SEE THIS!

Skylar and Soda still not moving.

Ponyboy: GET UP!!

Skylar: GO AWAY!

Ponyboy: Fine, this is YOUR GUYS problem.

Ponyboy walks out of the room. Thinking to him self that they would be up before Johnny got to Buck's. Boy was he wrong.

Johnny: (walking into Buck's) Pony?

Ponyboy: (flying up from the couch, right in front of Johnny) JOHNNY! ummmm hey.

Johnny: Hi? Where's Skylar?

Ponyboy: (freaking out) Ummm I don't know, but will you help me find Dallas real quick?

Johnny: Sure man.

Ponyboy hopes that this will stall Johnny, knowing that Johnny would do anything for Dallas. Pony felt bad this was happening to Johnny and knew he should tell him. But he didn't want his brother or other best friend to get caught. Or for Johnny to find them and get hurt. He would make them tell him. Just not know and not like this. It would destroy Johnny if he saw them right now.

Ponyboy: Johnny let go look around for him.

Ponyboy splits up from Johnny hoping to find Dallas before he does, to stall more and make sure Johnny doesn't find Dallas first, then go looking for Skylar. Unfortunately Johnny went to look for Dally in his room.

Johnny: (Opening Dally's room door) Hey Dally, Pony's look- (Johnny notices someone's in the bed) Oh, sorry.

Skylar: (Turning over to tell the person to go away, not noticing it's Johnny) Jesus Christ (looks Johnny straight in the eye.) JOHNNY!!

Soda: (flying up.) JOHNNY?!

Johnny: (staying quiet, just staring at them in shock, both naked)

Skylar: Johnny, I'm so sorry

Johnny: (turns around and runs out of the house)

Skylar: SHIT!!

Soda: (putting on his pants, then sitting on the bed and putting his head in hands) What are we gonna do?

Skylar: I don't know, let's go get Ponyboy

Soda: Yeah, he'll help us.

They finish getting dress and start to head for the door

Skylar: (grabbing Soda's arm) Look Soda, I'm sorry. I never wanted him to find out. I...I..should have never brought you up here.

Soda: It's not all your fault. I chose to come up here.

Skylar: I know I sound like a fool, but I didn't want to hurt him.

Soda: Neither did I, I know we didn't mean for it to happen.

Skylar: But if I wouldn't have made you drink, you would have never let it happen.

Soda: But I chose to drink and it was my first time...I guess I shouldn't drink ever again, if this is what happens when I get drunk.

Skylar: I'm sorry. I know it's going to cause problems for you that you never had before with the gang.

Soda: I know, but it's just as much my fault. Everyone has their first fights right? No ones prefect. Come on, let's go get Pony.

They walk out of Dally's room to go find Pony. All the gang that was at the party is down stairs. Ponyboy comes up to them.

Ponyboy: Johnny found out, didn't he?

Skylar: (shakes her head yes.) What should we do Pony?

Ponyboy: I don't know. None of us have had this fight before. Well there was one time Sylvia was trying to warm up Johnny, but no one ever told Dallas.

Skylar: Well who should we get to help us? I don't want everyone to find out. They will be mad at Soda and think I'm a tramp.

Ponyboy: Let's go to the house, maybe he's there.

Soda: Get everyone together Pony.

Ponyboy: Sure thing Soda, don't worry, will find something for you guys to do

Ponyboy walks away to get everyone to go. Two-Bit walks up to us.

Two-Bit: What happened to Johnny? He ran out of here faster then a jack rabbit on acid.

Skylar and Soda both look down, acting guilty.

Two-Bit: Oh no, (laughing) so that's why Pony wasn't letting anyone go near that room!

Skylar: TWO-BIT YOU CAN'T TELL ANYONE!

Two-Bit: I won't, I won't (laughing) so when's it my turn Skylar?

Skylar: Ummmm, well how's about never?

Two-Bit: Don't save it all for Soda and Johnny.

Skylar: Don't push me Two-Bit

Two-Bit: I like the sound of that.

Skylar: Will you like the sound of me breaking your neck?

Soda: Lay off Two-Bit

Two-Bit: (backing up with his hands up, walking away) Don't shoot officers

Skylar: I shouldn't have been mean to him, I know he's...ugh I just don't want to know how the rest of the gangs gonna act.

Soda: Me to

Ponyboy walks back with everyone.

Dallas: Jesus Christ, what is going on?

Two-Bit: Well, you see our-

Skylar & Soda: TWO-BIT!

Two-Bit: (laughing) Find out for your selves

Everyone looks at Skylar and Soda.

Soda: Ummm well, let's go back to the house

Kayt: Wait, what's going on?

Skylar: Kayt, please...

Kayt: (realizing what happened) OH MY GOD!

Skylar: KAYT!

Soda: Let's go to the house now!

While we were walking to the house everyone else seemed to find out. Kayt told Dallas and Soda told Steve. Plus one of the Curtis's is obviously going to tell Darry. We FINALLY get back to the house. I couldn't take everyone looking back at me when they told or found out about me and Soda. I swear I was going to slap the next person that did it, with Two-Bit's luck, it would probably be him. We walk into the house and see Darry. GREAT! JUST FUCKEN GREAT!

Soda: Is Johnny here?

Darry: No? Is everything alright?

Soda: (walking into the kitchen) Darry, come here.

Soda and Darry go into the kitchen. When they came back out Darry was not looking happy.

Darry: Let's go find Johnny. We'll split up to find him faster.

Skylar: Darry, can I go look for him alone. I kinda need to talk to him alone, you know?

Darry thinks about it for a minute.

Darry: What if a soc finds him?

Skylar: He's got his blade and if I don't find him in 30 minutes, I'll call and we'll all go looking for him. Please?

Darry: Okay, but be careful and hurry. We don't need anyone getting jumped.

Soda: I'll go with her

Skylar: Soda...

Soda: Come on, I'm in this just as much as you are.

Skylar: Okay, come on

We leave and look everywhere for him. Finally we go to the Nightly Double. I don't know why we didn't look there sooner. When we went around the back way to get in to look for him, he was sitting against the gate. Head in his hands. He wasn't crying. Johnny hadn't seen us yet.

Skylar: Soda, can I talk to him alone for a minute?

Soda: Sure, I'll go call the gang and tell them we found him.

Skylar: Thanks

Soda walks away. I take a deep breathe and step towards Johnny. He looks up when I sat down in front of him. He just stared at me. It sent chills down my back. His look was scary. Like he didn't even know who I was. He just kept staring at me.

Skylar: Johnny...

I waited for him to reply. He still just stared at me.

Skylar: Johnny, look I'm really sorry. I NEVER EVER meant to hurt you. Me and Soda were both drunk. We didn't know what we were doing. I know that's not an excess and the last thing you want to hear. But it's the honest to god truth.

I start to cry, I tried not to, but the tears just came rolling down my face like a fountain. He STILL just stared at me. Anger, confusion, sadness, etc were all in his eyes.

Skylar: JOHNNY, SAY SOMETHING!

It's quiet for a minute. The only noise was me crying.

Johnny: Why?

Skylar: I don't know why. It just happened.

Johnny: Nothing just happens.

Skylar: It's not like I set out to hurt you.

Johnny: But you did

I starts crying harder

Skylar: IT WAS A MISTAKE JOHNNY! A FUCKEN MISTAKE! I WISH IT NEVER HAPPENED!

Johnny: THEN WHY DID YOU DO IT? WAS I NOT GOOD ENOUGH!?

Skylar: It has nothing to do with that. What do you want me to do about it?

Johnny goes quiet for 5 minutes while I just sit there and cry. Trying to calm myself down.

Johnny: I want to break up.

My head shoots straight up looking hi straight in the eyes.

Skylar: Johnny, PLEASE don't do this.

Johnny gets up and starts to walk away.

Skylar: JOHNNY, I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU!

Johnny stops dead in his tracks and turns around.

Johnny: You want to know something Skylar? I think I'm in love with you too.

He just turns around and walks away. Leaving me there. I start crying even harder. I cried and cried. I was crying so hard that I could barely move or breathe. Soda came back and came running towards me.

Soda: SKYLAR ARE YOU OKAY?

Skylar: Johnny...

I keep crying not being able to say anything else. Soda picks me up and carries me back to the Curtis house. When we got back to the house I was still crying. Everyone was there in the living room. When Soda walked in the door, everyone stared at us. Even Johnny was there. He looked down and got up and left. Ponyboy went after him. Soda carried me to his room and set me down on the bed.

Soda: I'm sorry.

He kisses my forehead and leaves.