Disclaimer: I do not own the Twilight series, or any of Stephanie Meyers interesting characters.
--------Three weeks later
I felt a slight change and gave Jacob a weak smile knowing what was happening. He looked at me with understanding as I excused myself from the rest of the days work to be with Edward. We spent the day looking into each others eyes and talking just enjoying each others company. I felt the pull grow stronger and sighed knowing my day was coming to an early end.
"Edward I love you…"
"I love you to my sweet Bella."
I sighed exasperated.
"Edward I have been keeping something from you for fifteen years and I need to tell you."
He looked frightened.
"What is it Bella you can tell me anything."
"Edward on the twins tenth birthday I lost control and killed an innocent girl who just wanted my help."
Edward looked thoughtful then dawning horror filled his face.
"That's why Jacob came here in case he needed to do his job." I nodded.
"Edward as the years have passed I have lost more and more control; I am going to lose everything because of my emotions they are a hindrance."
"No Bella they are what make you who you are, please don't tell me you are going to go back in your shell."
"Edward you are right emotions are what makes a person who they are, you must understand I will end up killing everyone I can do so much good if I didn't have them they hold me back Edward."
"Bella Please don't" he pleaded his voice cracking.
"Edward I don't have a choice, this time is different though I will not be hiding and you will not be able to pull me up. This body will have no emotions; she will be strong and do more good than I ever could." I tried to explain.
I felt the pull grow stronger taking me away. I leaned forward passionately kissing my love for the last time.
"Bella no don't do this you can learn more control" I shook my head sadly.
"Edward I love you and always will."
I took a deep nervous breath as I felt the emotionless sink in hardening my eyes; with the last breath as myself I ordered something that hurt me to my core.
"Edward move on take your time and find another love. Be open to surprises she will find you. I am sorry." I whispered not only an apology; but an order that can not be refused.
Darkness enveloped all that I was and a new vision came into view showing me a brighter more innocent world.
I hope you enjoy my story as it comes to a close.
