The world is a merciless place. Tohru doesn't remember anything. How can this be?!! I'm gonna find that fucking prick who caused her this and kill him in three-thousand ways!! Her head searched around the room as if this was the first time ever seeing us. She still had her smile on but it was the one of total embarrassment. Why damn it, why?!! Looking me in the eye, I turn away before tears threated to come out. The last thing I needed was for her to ask what was wrong. Because even if she didn't remember me or not, she would still ask and I don't need that kind of attention. Oh Tohru, why you?
"Oh well, this is quite the dilemma,"Shigure scratched his head and sighed."What are we going to do about this."
"Do about what?"she piped up and asked as if she knew us all. Her warm stare took a blow to my heart.
"Nothing, flower. Nothing to worry you about," Shigure laughed and patted her head. Turning toward us, his face lost all the care-free spirit he displayed towards Tohru.
"Tohru," Hatori started for the door."We'll be outside if you need us"
Opening the door, we all filed out of the spinning room. What the hell is going on?! Hatori flipped back and forth through his clip board while his eyes traced along the words on the papers. Everyone seemed to be moving, but not walking. No none of them could stand still. Uo-chan and Hana-chan were talking amongest themselves while playing with bits of their hair or fumbling with a hangnail. Momiji shifted his weight onto another foot every five seconds and he looked as if tears were about to pour any second. Rat-boy fixes his shoelace while Shigure searches deep into his robe pocket.
"Why don't we take her to the house?" my brain had no idea why my mouth moved without even knowing my voice would back up the action."If we help her regain the memories of our friendship, it might be easier at the house"
"I think thats a stupid idea. She'll probably be wondering why in the world is she there. Besides, what about her job? Explain to me that, you foolish idiot."
"How about you think of an idea, wise guy?!"my blood was boiling hot and I just wanted to take out my frustration on him.
"I like the idea,"Momiji whimpered."I read once that if someone lost their memory, its best to take them to a place they spent a lot of time in. She spent a lot of time at the house so it could help with some things. Plus Yuki, it's not like she can go home with Kyo in their apartment. Tohru would be so confused, wondering why she is living with such an angry man"
"I'M NOT ANGRY DAMN IT"
"See,"Momiji couldn't help but slip in a small smile when he saw me demonstrating the exact thing I wasn't."Can she stay at the house, Shigure"
"Hatori what do you think?"he turned towards the doctor with a puzzled look stitched in his face.
"We'll have to break it to her slowly. I'm gonna have to keep her over-night though. Than tomorrow I'm going to run some tests to see if anything else is wrong"
"Ok,"Shigure clapped his hands and began towards the door."So it's settled that Tohru will come home tomorrow night, right"
Everyone nodded, including rat-face. Opening the door, the girls rushed over to Tohru and began making small talk with her. Shigure and Hatori began discussing something in the other corner while Yuki and Momiji listened to the conversation with the other girls. All I could do was stand around against the door frame, looking in on her beautiful face. I wouldn't let myself near her. If I even dropped my guard for two seconds and give into my ever-desired temptation, Tohru would be so scared I would have to kill myself for that. She is the most important person in my whole life and I can't even do anything about it! This is just like high school all over again only Tohru knew me and wanted to be near me. Before leaving her room, I could have sworn that she was smiling at me.
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