Chapter 1: Chapter 1


Revision Made: July 28, 2016

One shot only

If you can hear my heart

If you can hear my heart!

Rating: T

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto...Wish I did!

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Summary: Naruto and Sasuke were The BEST OF FRIENDS since they were elementary. The blonde has feelings for the onyx eyes boy. Can he confess before he leave? One shot! Sorry for the grammatical errors in my story but do hope you enjoy!


This cool guy. This boy with stunning black hair and onyx eyes.

YOU KNOW HOW MUCH HARD IT IS TO BE WITH YOUR SPECIAL SOMEONE RIGHT?

Naruto frowned. How the hell this guy just ignores him while he is his BEST FRIEND SINCE THEIR ELEMENTARY GRADE?

He's so cold to him and so mean.

(A/N: but that what it seems to him)

When can he notice my feelings for him? Naruto thought.

He rested his chin on his palm as he looked at the guy who was sleeping peacefully in his shoulder. He is always with Sasuke but he cannot say his feelings. It's just that he is afraid to lose him and their friendship. As far as he knows, Sasuke likes the muse of their class, Sakura, and she is Naruto's other pal in their school. Sakura is pretty indeed.

The bell rang and it is break time, breaking the blonde's thought.

"Hey Dobe wake up! I'm starving!" The blonde said lazily. The other boy opened his onyx eyes and looked back at him while yawning.

He stares at onyx-eyed guy and admits that he is happy whenever he is with Sasuke, just as much as it hurts him when this guy is with Sakura.

"Come on, I'll treat you." Sasuke offered.

"Ramen." the blonde stated.

"Sure."

He smiled and followed Sasuke. There were times that he saw Sasuke talking to Sakura, and the black haired guy was smiling.

Yeah, smiling. His rare smile is easily shown to the pink haired girl. That's why he thinks that Sasuke loves her. It hurts. The kind of hurt that you wanted your heart to stop.

They arrive in the canteen. Luckily, they found a spot. He let his eyes rest on Sasuke's face. "Hey Dobe what are you looking at?" Sasuke raised an eyebrow to him when he saw the blonde staring at him.

"Um nothing." He simply replied, avoiding his gaze. He sat in front of Sasuke and they both ordered ramen at the same time. Naruto saw Sakura not from afar. They locked eyes and she smiled to the blonde. He saw Sakura walking towards their direction. Ah she must be looking for Sasuke.

"Sasuke, can I talk to you for a while? This is about the group project that we have to submit." The pink haired girl approached them and asked, looking at Naruto as if asking for permission.

"OK" Sasuke whined.

Naruto got jealous at that moment. His eyes followed the two who left him alone on the table. He had Sasuke treated and ate with him, but he was snatched by Sakura. He could not blame Sasuke and he could not get mad to Sakura. He has no rights. Snatch is not the right word. He don't own Sasuke.

Sakura is a good friend. Naruto also knew her since they were young. If ever they got together, it will be ok. He knows that Sasuke will be in good arms - though it will hurt him a lot. Will it really be okay? The black haired boy will not be with him if that happens.

It's almost been a month since his two buddies became close to each, and they often talk alone together. He regretted introducing them to each other on that acquaintance party. Now they spend their time together. They will often laugh and smile and talk things privately. He really wants to show his feelings even if he knew that Sasuke cannot love him back. He don't want them getting along.

He clutches his hand as tears well in his eyes, and he tried his best to keep it from falling. He stood and walked away. He doesn't want to see Sasuke and Sakura talking. He doesn't want to see them together.

NO...

IT'S NOT OK! It will never be okay.

If ever Sasuke and Sakura became a couple, if they end up together, he will die for sure. But nothing can be done. He cannot do anything.

And he won't dare do anything. They suit each other.


Naruto sighs.

His parents just called a while ago and they wanted him to migrate. They want him to study abroad. If ever he went to U.S., how can he say his feelings to him? Should he confess? What will happen? He will be far away from Sasuke if he leave.

He went out of the house, feeling the cold night breeze. He wanted to clear his mind. He spotted a public payphone not afar. He hesitated but used it annyway and dialed Sasuke's number. He waited until someone picked the other line.

"Hello." Sasuke greeted monotonously. Naruto didn't answer. He can't answer back. He bit his lips.

"Hello? Who's this?" Sasuke repeated but still he did not reply. He just wanted to hear Sasuke's voice. He clicked the phone off, not realizing that tears were falling freely from his face.

I don't want to go. He told himself.


(Rooftop after class)

"Hey Dobe! Why are you so quiet?" Sasuke asked. The blonde rested his back to the wall, feeling the stillness of the place. Hanging like this feels nostalgic.

"Sasuke, my parents called last night." Naruto started.

"Then?"

"They want me to go to America." Naruto stated. Sasuke looked at him with surprise and hurt eyes; he even tried to hide his pained expression.

"Tomorrow. Tomorrow will be my flight." the blonde added in a small voice.

"And you're going?" he questioned. The blonde did not answer. So that's it! Silence means it is Naruto's answer. Sasuke thought and didn't ask more questions. He stood, walking away to that place with dark expression.

Won't you cry if I left? Naruto asked Sasuke in his mind, looking at his best friend's back. If only he can say all these. Only he can hear his heart calling out Sasuke's name. Hoping that one day, his feelings will be returned. If only Sasuke knows how his face haunts the blonde's dreams.

If only you knew. If only I could tell you. If only you can hear me.


He looked once more at the entrance. He doubted his decision. If he leaves, there is no turning back. He will live in U.S. and finish his studies there. He will leave Sasuke. He will leave everything behind.

He sighs. He heard the call and grabbed his bag, walking slowly away and letting himself lost in the crowd.


Sasuke run as fast as he could. He was running with Sakura.

"Do you think we can get there before he goes?" Sakura asked huffing.

"I don't care! I just need to see him." He shouted in response and desperately. He is losing hope, and he really wanted to tell everything to the blonde. He is such a stupid for being quiet all this time.

They arrive on the departing area, and he tried looking everywhere. He can't find Naruto.

"Miss, is the flight going to U.S. had left?" Sakura asked to the woman who is just passing by.

"Oh yes, it had left a few minutes ago." The woman answered.

Sasuke froze. He felt like his heart stopped from beating. He can't hear any sounds. He was late. It seems like the world started to become colorless. He left. He left me and he's not coming back anymore.

It rang and echoed in his mind. He hadn't had the chance to confess all his feelings for the blonde.

Sakura is close to Naruto. He tried to talk to her just to know more things that he did not know about Naruto. Every time he found new things about the blonde, it makes his rare smile easily shown. Whenever they talk about Naruto, he'll definitely smile for sure. Sakura knows about his feelings towards the blonde and gives her full support.

When he learned that Naruto is leaving, he cried so much in his room. He cannot accept that Naruto is leaving. He is angry at Naruto for easily leaving him. Now he regrets letting Naruto leave without even knowing his feelings.

If only he had said his feelings, if only he told him that he loves Naruto. If only he is brave enough to confess, if only.

If only Naruto could hear my heart.

He was so afraid to lose their friendship. Why? Why did he become so stupid? He did not show his true feelings. Now Naruto is gone. He kneels, punching the floor with all his might. He can't accept truth that Naruto is not coming back. He is such a stupid jerk for letting the blonde go.


4 years passed and he graduated with flying colors - this worth nothing. Naruto is not with him. For 4 years that passed, he waited endlessly. Yet, Naruto did not come back anymore. No news of him, no communication, nothing.

He is so tired of waiting; all of his waiting and patience worth nothing. Though it is hard to admit, he realized that in life, it is not always a happy ending. Sometimes people are not meant for each other.

And they are not meant for each other.

A/N: Thank you for reading! Sorry for the grammatical errors in my story. I know the plot and the twist kind of the story is so common but do hope you still enjoy! Please read and review.~

Thanks!