A/N: The horrible updater is back! lol, anyways i'm in a big rush right now so i can't talk much, but i would like to say sorry again. and that i'm going to update soon. i need everyone to review after reading this and tell me what they would like to happen. this is a short chapter, but its leading up to the big point so you have to review!


Confessions.
Later on in the night Rei came knocking on my door, he asked if he could come in and I joked and said, "If you think you can handle it" by accident. I could tell right after I'd said it that it was way to soon to joke about what happened. He just kind of awkwardly wandered in and stood in the middle of the room, for a minute and then said, "Kai, I don't think that you really understood what you did. I mean I don't think you really meant it. Did you?"

And I kind of just sat there and gapped like a fish for a second before i said. "Well. Rei. I was in an altered state of mind you see, and I was having a kind of hallucination, you know. Its these pills that doctor gave me…" I rambled. "I don't think he was a real doctor you know?"

The doctor didn't give me any pills. But the possibility of him not actually being a doctor seemed very high.

And then he sort of dithered about for a second and said, "I thought so," and smiled in that Rei-ish way. Like Mother Teresa, only a little more psychotic, and not as old… I felt bad for him though, really. I mean, I was lead on once by a sex god, or maybe I still am being lead on…. I don't know. The point is I know how he feels.

And I looked at him with all of my sincerity and said. "Look Rei, I'm sorry. I know it must be hard for you and all, seeing as I'm a bit…" I thought for a moment. Trying to find the right word to explain myself with out breaking the mood. Which seemed quite impossible.

But Rei helpfully added, "Free spirited?"

I nodded slowly. "Yeah, something like that."

Rei smiled again, shaking his head at me. What is with people shaking their heads in my general direction? I cant be that bad can I…?

No, never mind that actually.

Rei said. "I just wanted to see if everything was alright with you" He half turned and then said. "I'm sorry Kai." And then left.

10:34 PM

What the hell does Rei have to be sorry about? Does he think that he made me kiss him? Does he think he's the sex god? No I think not Rei. Nice try though, you almost had me there.

I'm sorry, Kai my ass.

10:40 PM

I think I'm going to trying praying.

You know, to the god of love, or whoever is in charge of all the sex-type affairs that happen in the world. Just for a little extra luck. I mean, they were nice enough to give me some kind of interaction with Tala, I don't want to make them angry and make Rei change his mind about not minding me accidentally-on-purpose kissing him… even though I didn't really want to…

10:43 PM

Is there really a love God? Or is there just… a God that kind of does everything? Or maybe he has little helpers… like Santa or something. I don't know, that doesn't seem right, but Santa was a saint wasn't he?

Does god have little elves that help him with love-type situations? I don't think God's really into that kind of thing. Or maybe he is who knows…

Sunday July 30th

Living Room.

9:00 AM

I asked Max to come to church with me to thank god for letting Rei let go of that whole kiss thing. And for giving me the sex god as a plaything. Even though he is a bit utterly mad…

After he stopped laughing and making jokes about how I would burn up as soon as I stepped foot into the building, he agreed and went and got ready.

9:30AM

Are you supposed to wear white to mass? I never really went to church. I mean, I grew up in an abbey but I wouldn't really consider any part of that entire escapade religious… in any way.

9:35 AM

Max says that you should wear something nice, and conservative. Hmmm…

9:40 AM

I never noticed how many pairs of leather pants I owned until today. Maybe I should give some to charity as a peace offering between god and me?

9:43 AM

I decided I couldn't part with any of my pants.

9:45 PM

I put on a white button-up shirt and nice jeans. For once, I left my face unpainted and my hair un-gelled and normal.

9:50PM

When Max and me were about to leave Tyson stumbled out of his room, half asleep, looked at me in astonishment and said, "What the fuck happened to you? Did I miss an exorcism last night?"

I just gazed at him with the utmost tranquility of a monk and said, "Watch your fucking mouth idiot. I'm trying to be peaceful"

10:11 AM

At Church.

Good Grief. Now I know why I never go to church. I thought it would be all 'halleluiahs' and 'the power of Christ compels you'. But so far we've only stood up and sat down about fifty times. If I wanted a workout, I could think of much more entertaining things to do.

But I kept a straight face and listened intently. For I am at the mercy of the love god or god... or elves… whatever.

10:40 AM

I had drifted off into a bit of a nap, for a second. By accident. And then all of a sudden this old woman was shoving her hand at me and saying something like 'peace of you'

And I screamed sexual assault and just about knocked her over.

10:42 AM

After everything was cleared up, Max apologized for me, explaining I was new to the catholic faith. Turns out she was saying 'peace be with you' and it was some kind of normal church-thing to shake hands or something…

I swear she was going for something else.

11:00 AM

On my way out I put five dollars in the collection box and in my head I said "Sorry about knocking over an elderly woman and then accusing her of sexual assault, God. You know how it is."

11:30 PM

We wandered through the street for a while and searched through shops, not exactly having a place were we needed to be, and not wanting to go back to the hotel just yet. It was a little cold so we stopped by one of the street cafes and I bought us both a large coffee. Talking idly. Max asked me about what had happened last night with Rei, and I explained the same story I gave to Rei, that I didn't know what had come over me.

Some part of me wanted to tell Max about Tala coming over and then getting jealous over Rei. I wanted him to give me advice. I wanted to know it this was just one of those little games Tala played when he was bored. Or if he seriously wanted me back,

I looked over at Max, sipping his coffee carefully. I wondered whether he's ever been in love before. When I really thought about it, I didn't really know anything about him.

He looked up at me, a looking surprised that I was staring at him, he asked if anything was wrong. I held back the urge to ask him all the questions that were boiling inside of me and said "I want to watch 300"

1:00 PM

Sitting in the living room watching 300 with the team. While we were out Max and me picked up some food at the grocery store, so we were all sitting around eating odd assortments of foods and watching half naked Spartans run around. Fantastic.

I still haven't heard anything from the sex god. I thought taking a bite out of an apple. Should I call him maybe...? oh I don't know, knowing him he would just joke around and then hang up.

I got up, grabbing a hand full of Twizzlers and left the living room, wandered into the kitchen to get a glass of water. In mid-pour I heard my cell phone's ring tone going off from my bedroom. I froze up for a second, a piece of licorice hanging out of my mouth. But then threw my cup into the sink and ran into my bedroom as fast as I could. Slamming the door behind me.

I could hear Tyson yelling something obnoxious at me in from the other room as I picked up my phone from my dresser and flipped it open. barely remembering to take the licorice out of my mouth.

"Hello?"

The smooth voice came over the phone immediately. "Listen, Kai. I don't have a lot of time. But do you want to meet somewhere? Now?"

Who the hell… "Tala?"

His voice was odd,
and a bit rushed as he replied "Yeah."

"Were do you want to meet?" I asked, my heart racing a bit.

"Anywhere"


A/N: sorry nothing much happens with tala lol, but the next part is going to be Tala's part so i need you to tell me what you want to happen lol. i'll try my best to do it. sorry if theres any mistakes in it. i didnt have much time to read it over again before i posted it.