Chapter 4

Tachi was laying on his bed looking up at the celling. He was in deep thought about everything that had happened that day. He couldn't sleep and he couldn't stopped thinking about today. "What the hell is wrong with me!?" Tachi yelled. He didn't say anything as if he was expecting an answer. ' I can;t love him can I? What happened between me and him I shouldn't have the right to love him or anyone else. But what I feel must be something' Tachi thought. Tachi, so fell asleep.

Tachi's mind raced with pictures in his sleep, he saw himself as he was back in Japan. Everything he did was full of hate and anger. The thoughts of the first time he met Bad Luck was even bad when he looked at them as nothing more then a then a cheesy act. He moved forward and he found no moment that was good when he was around Bad luck . Then he came to what changed his fate in Japan all together. The night that he raped Shuichi, he was so proud of himself when he got what he wanted. A way to end Bad Luck forever.

He awoke in a cold sweat and put his hand on his head. He looked over at his digital alarm clock that was sitting on his oak night stand. "Damn, It's already tomorrow" Tachi said. Tachi yawned and got out of bed. Then he thought about yesterday and what Shuichi asked him. 'Do I love him or not' He thought. Tachi jumped into the shower and His mind began to race with picture of Shuichi He felt good thinking about him. Then he began to get hard and thought about other things. Tachi got out of the shower and quickly got changed. He ate a quick bowl of cereal brushed his teeth and took off out the door.

He didn't live that far away from X-M-R so he just walked. The streets were packed with people and he found himself getting pushed back until he became more forceful and made his way through the crowds. He made it to the office in about ten minutes. Tachi walked into the building and a blond haired woman began to call his name. Tachi walked over to a large desk. "Mr. Aizawa, Mr. Gear wanted me to tell you that he wanted you and Mr. Shindo to use the same room that you used yesterday" The woman said. "Thanks I;ll head up right now" Tachi said walking away. Tachi walked the hall and entered the room and saw Shuichi sitting at the large table writing something. "Shindo, your here early" Tachi said.

"I wanted to start working early" Shuichi said. Tachi leaned over Shuichi's shoulder and saw the song he began to write the other day. "You did this much with what I wrote all ready?" Tachi said. "Yeah, It's a lot better for me if you write things like this" Shindo said. Tachi sat down next to Shuichi and just watched him write. 'He looks so cute when he writes' Tachi thought. "There it's done" Shuichi said. "Tachi what are you looking at me like that for". Tachi quickly changes the look on his face. "It's nothing Shindo" Tachi said. 'Yeah, let me see if I can get a rise out of you' Shuichi thought. Shuichi moved over to the point that he was practically in Tachi's lap. Tachi began to freak a little bit but did his best to keep his cool.

Shuichi then moved completely onto Tachi's lap. Tachi quickly moved from the chair Making Shuichi almost fall to the ground. "Tachi why did you do that for?" Shuichi asked. "Just don't do that okay!" Tachi yelled. "So it shouldn't bug you unless you do love me" Shuichi said. "Why did this matter to you it's not like you love me. I now that you shouldn't because of what I did to you" Tachi said. "I don't understand it myself but I do love you. You say I shouldn't love you but I can't help it. I just need you to say it" Shuichi said. Tachi noticed how serious Shuichi's face had be come and he new that he had no choice. "Shindo, I do l...love you" Tachi said. Shuichi quickly jumped up ion to Tachi and They fell to the ground.

"Damn, Shindo you got heavy" Tachi said. "Hey, that's not nice"Shuichi said. Tachi gave Shuichi a quick kiss on the lips and then said. "Deal with it".Shuichi blushed and kissed Tachi back. "Let's get up so I can see what you did with this song" Tachi said. Tachi took a seat and Shuichi sat on his lap holding the paper in his hands.

Love You (Forever)

I want to kiss your lips

I want to say I love you

Baby you now it's true

Let me be there for you forever

When I see your smiling face

I forget all my troubles

When you're sitting next to me I want to scream I love you

Let me love you

Let me hold you so tight

Chores

You say I shouldn't love you

I now that's not true

Let me kiss you endlessly

Will you stay in my heart forever?

I just want you so bad

Let me hold you

Hold you so tight

Give me all the love you have in side

Chores

Let me love you

Let me love you

Forever...

"Wow Shindo, This song is great" Tachi said. "Well I have an idea for a very special one" Shindo said. "Well tell me what is it?" Tachi asked. Shuichi picked up another paper and gave it to Tachi. "Do you think Mr. Gear will give us clearance on this song?" Tachi asked. "Well, let's go ask then" Shuichi said. They walked out of the room holding hands. They took the elevator up and walked into Mr. Gears office. "Mr. Gear I want to now if you would give us clearance on this song" Tachi said. Shuichi handed the paper over to Mr. Gear and he began to look it over. "I can only approve this song if you have done at least two other songs. Shuichi then handed Mr. Gear to other papers. "Tachi, I will give you clearance on this song" Mr. Gear said. "You can start recording tomorrow". Tachi and Shuichi walked out with big smiles on there face. "I love you so much Shindo" Tachi said. "I love you to Tachi, and please call me Shuichi" Shuichi said. "Got it Shuichi" Tachi said with a smile.

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Please forgive me on the Delay I have been dealing with a lot in school and Work but I'm doing my best. There is only one more chapter left and it's going to be a big Chapter with singing and Love So watch out for that.