Chapter three : SecretsThe days past numbly as my dreams progressed with Dr. Cullen. It was only when I found my self dangling my feet off the hospital bed was when I realized I would see his face again. I breathed slowly trying to arrange my thoughts. That was interrupted. "Nice to see you again Mrs. Moon," Dr. Cullen Smiled at me. "You too Dr. Cullen." I smiled. "Call me Carlisle." He said as he went threw his cupboards and got his gloves. "Carlisle." I giggled to myself. So we where on a first name basis now? "place your hand here," He said opening the cloth like he had before. I did as he said placing to my hand down as he picked out the stitches. "So Alice invited you to the party right?" He asked. The way he asked had me thinking, had he asked her to invite me? No, he wouldn't have. "Yeah, last week." I watching his face as he smiled while poking at my cut. "Good." He said in a voice so low I wasn't sure If I was supposed to hear. "Excited for prom?" He asked as he pulled the last of the stitches out. "I don't think I'm going." I replied wincing as the thread tugged my skin. "Why not?" He asked disposing of the fragments that used to be in my skin. "I don't really want to…. and I don't have a date." I admitted. "No one asked you?" He said sounding surprised. "No, people asked me. I just said no." I bit my lip. "Why?" He said as he finished sterilizing things. "Well, there's someo-" I stopped in the middle of my sentence. He wouldn't ask who, would he? "The person you want to go with hasn't asked you?" He asked. "We'll, he doesn't go to the school, he's older." I said hoping not to give to much away. He nodded dropping the subject. He walked me down the hall to the waiting room and said good bye. "Where's Lily?" He asked. Had he known I couldn't drive? "Ohh, I walked." I said smiling lightly. It was raining now. "I cant have you walk home in that." He frowned. He looked at the clock. "I get off in a half hour. Do you mind staying here?" He asked. "Yeah, cool." I nodded as I went to sit down. "Where are you going?" He asked catching my arm. "Hmm, to sit?" I said questioning myself. "No, come to my office." He said as he let my arm go. His skin was cold like the last time we touched. Like in my dreams. "o-okay." I stuttered following him back threw the doors. His office was large and like the other offices had glass windows for walls with blinds. He led me in to the couch and as we walked past the windows, he shut the blinds and closed all the doors. "I can stay here until I get paged." he said sitting down. He put his right arm on the back of the couch and I sat in front of it. It was silent for a while. I sat back and I could feel Carlisle's cool skin threw his hospital coat. I closed my eyes and then snapped open when I felt his cold finger tips tracing designs on my shoulder. I stopped breathing and my heart shuddered. "Are you okay?" Carlisle whispered. I looked at his hand. "Dr. Cullen.." I said then I turned my head to face him. He was closer than I thought. Hi scent was intoxicating. My heart stopped this time. "Carlisle.." He corrected. He was looking at me. Not my eyes, but my lips. Out of all the times I was about to kiss someone, they always looked at my lips, or I looked at there's."Carlisle," I said correcting my self after him. "Yes?" He said. He had started to draw on my shoulder again. It was hard to keep my breathing straight. "I.. I…I think I sho-" My words where interrupted by his lips. They where ice cold like his skin. He kissed me hard, but soft at the same time. My heart thumped as his hands where on my waist pushing me closer to him. I soon found my hands in hi hair pulling him closer. A soft moan escaped my lips and his pager went off. We kept kissing till it went off a second time. He pushed me away easily. "I'll be back soon," He said as he kissed me once more on the lips and then he was out the door.I must have been dreaming. There was no way I had just kissed Carlisle Cullen. But I had, and not only had I kissed him, but he kissed me. My heart was still racing and I could feel my blood pumping fiercely threw my veins. I was breathing heavily. Wow. I thought. I kissed, Dr. Carlisle Cullen. He returned later kissing me on the forehead. "Hello," He said softly. He twined his hand in mine. We talked about me. We talked about him. He asked me about Lily, about School. I asked him about Work and Alice. Neither of us brought up Esme. It was like she wasn't real. And I was enjoying that fact. He looked at the clock as it hit five o'clock. "Lets go," He smiled at me. We walked to the doors of his office with our hands together then he both untangled them as he opened the door. I smiled at him "Thank you." I said walking in front of him. He check out and we walked to his in the staff parking lot was his gorgeous Mercedes. He opened my door and shut it for me. As soon as he was in with the door shut he pulled my chin close to his face and kissed the tip of my nose. He was so cute! And Romantic, and perfect, and gorgeous. The list goes on. He drove straight to my house I didn't even ask how he knew where I lived. It was probably in my medical chart. He stopped the car in my drive way and looked at me. We watched each other for a few minutes then my heart was pounding. His lips where on mine again this kiss just as perfect as the first. I tired to keep us connected but he was too strong. "I will see you again Mrs. Moon." He smiled. "Thank you very much Dr. Cullen." I smiled back. I got out of the car and ran up to the house. "Where have you been?" Lily asked as I walked threw the door. "Well, Carli- Dr. Cullen, noticed I had to walk.. So he offered to drive me at the end of his shift.." I explain to my sister. "Oh, that was..nice of him." She said. "Yeah, it was." I smiled again. I skipped up stairs and into the bathroom taking another hot shower and processed what had happened today. I knew what happened today, and I wondered if they would happen again. I fell asleep then. Dreaming about Dr. Cullen's and my new secret.