The day I met Kyle! Oh I don't know what came over me! Maybe it was his eyes. They were beautiful! His eyes were dark green like emeralds, and they sparkled whenever he looked up towards the light. He was so cute! I didn't know how to respond to these feelings. I was only five years old at the time. I always had the urge to touch him or talk to him. My stomach fluttered whenever he looked into my eyes. I couldn't help myself and I knew he was getting annoyed by me, but I didn't stop. I kept coming after him.

I'd always blow kisses at him with my friends. My friends always went along with me, and we all thought it was funny the way he freaked out. I loved sitting by him. I always stared at him with a goofy smile on my face. His hair is a very nice color, not exactly red, not exactly brown. It was inbetween, more like an auburn. I leaned towards his head once and sniffed his hair. He turned around and looked freaked out. I knew not to do that again or he might get a restraining order. This did keep going on. I had a crush on him. This one time I saw him at the grocery store and my stomach fluttered. I ran towards him and embraced him into a hug. Though he was trying to get away from my grip, I held on tight and did not let go.

After all that our moms started to talk. His mom even said it was cute that we were "Friends" We ended up going to the park together, and boy I was happy! I knew he was upset because he didn't like me much. Sometimes I wished I wasen't so crazy around him, but I didn't know how to control these feelings. Soon first grade came along and It seemed to get worse. I really liked him but he didn't accept me. He was truly afraid of me. I swear that boy would avoid me or at least try to get away from me whenever I was near. After second grade ended, my friend Wendy Testaburger said I should ease off.

"Your really scaring him Bebe. Give him some space and maybe he will accept you."

That was the sleepover we had on the last day of second grade. Wendy was very smart for her age, and very mature. We may be different but she was still my best friend. She has long, thick, black hair, golden-brown eyes, and olive skin. She is very pretty. Kyle's best friend Stan is like in love with her. They actually started going out in third grade.

That year I took Wendy's advice and I stopped freaking out whenever I saw Kyle. I rarely ever talked to him. I was hoping it would work and I kept my commitment. Still a part of me was dieing to talk to him. So Wendy and I set up a plan. Wendy would have Stan build a clubhouse so we could play truth or dare with them. She will dare Kyle to kiss me and then he will realize that he loves me back. I thought the plan was a little out of lines, but I still stuck to it. Plus I got to kiss Kyle! I was so nervous though.

My heart was pumping and my stomach was in a knot. "Kyle, kiss Bebe on the lips." Wendy said.

"Oh God, here it goes" I thought as I closed my eyes and crawled over to where Kyle sat.

I leaned in and pushed my lips up against his. It felt like I was floating on a cloud, sparks all over me. I then pulled away and looked at Kyle. He screamed and ran out of the clubhouse. That was the first time I experienced "heartbrake". Kyle didn't like me and it hurt me. I wanted to cry but didn't since Stan and Wendy were still there. My heart still hurt for days. I wanted the pain to go away, so I went out with Clyde. It didn't work out though. I just completely tried to forget about Kyle. I didn't annoy him as much as I used to. But I knew I still had feelings for him.

I didn't talk to Kyle much after that. But as fourth grade came along I started to develop breasts. All the boys were attracted to me, even Kyle. But it was no use since he was only attracted to my breasts. I did enjoy hanging out with him. I learned some things I never knew about him. And he was so nice to me, it was weird, but in a good way.

I got tired of all the attention I was getting from the boys. Wendy became super jealous and my friends stopped talking to me. I decided to cover my chest with baggier shirts and jackets. I made up with Wendy and the boys soon stopped paying so much attention to me, which was good, but I missed Kyle talking to me. I never talked to him after that. I mean, I would say "Hi" to him and stuff, but nothing further than that.

Sixth grade soon came and we were all stoked! Just one more year away until junior high. Our teacher [i swear we've had that teacher every year since 3rd grade] took us to outdoor education. Its when you camp out near the woods for about a week and study nature. The girl's cabins were in near the forest and the guy's cabins were right by the lake. I thought that was truly unfair, the boys get to wake up by the beautiful lake and we girls are stuck in the creepy old forest. I was in cabin 9 along with Wendy, Red, and Annie. Annie and Red are my best friends after Wendy. We opened the door and walked in. It wasen't all that bad. The floors were wooden, there were 4 beds with white sheets and light pink blankets on top. There was a door tha lead to the bathroom and showers. There was a sofa near the corner by the window.

"This isen't too bad" said Red as she put her suitcase down by her bed. Ok her name isen't really Red, its just her nickname cause her hair is a dark red color. Her real name is Rebecca.

"Omg what if there's like, dead animals and stuff in the showers!" Annie squealed.

"Im sure everythings gonna be fine Annie." Wendy said rolling her eyes at Annie's dramatic statement.

After everyone was finished unpacking we were all supposed to meet outside down by the feild. Wendy and I walked down with the two girls behind us. Everyone was there waiting. pulled out a plasic bag with team names on them.

"There are 4 teams with about 5 people in the group. I will hand you a piece of paper, and whatever team name you get is what team your gonna be on. So don't come complaining to me about how you didn't get your friends team."

And with that he passed one out to every student. "What team are you on?" Wendy asked.

I looked down at the pice of paper. "I'm a racoon." I replied.

Wendy frowned in dissapiontment. "I'm a beaver. I wish we were on the same team."

Just then Eric Cartman yelled at the top of his lungs "I'm a beaver!"

Wendy then looked like she was about to burst. "Fat ass is in my group!"

I smiled and patted her on the back. "Just be careful, you don't want to get sucked into his fat belly if you get to close."

Wendy laughed and smirked. "Whatever" With that she walked away to join Cartman and her other team mates.

I found my group and went to join them. I stopped when I saw Kyle, he was on the same team! A feeling of excitement rushed through me. I haven't talked ot him for so long, maybe we can finally start talking again. I skipped over and stood right behind Kyle. He stood with Butters and Kenny in front of me. I wanted to say something to him so bad. I tapped him on the shoulder and he quickly turned around to see me in front of him.

"Is this where the racoons are supposed to be?" I felt so dumb asking this question when there was a flag in front of us that read "RACOONS"

"Uh, yea" he finally answered. I felt my cheeks turn pink, he probably thought I was stupid.

I looked around to see if any of my friends were on the same team but couldn't find anyone I usually hung out with. "Ugh great."

Our first activity was hiking. I was pooped, since I do this much. Everyone was ahead of me except for Butters. "I see you not good at this either huh" Butters suddenly says.

I turned around to see him. It was weird, we never really talked and I didn't know him very well. "Um yea, Im not a sporty type of girl." I answered.

"Oh we-well thats ok. You see i'm not athletic either and i'm a guy!" Butters studdered.

"Yup, or maybe we are getting to old." Oh crap, why did I just say something lame like that?

Butters actually surprisingly smiled at me and laughed. He seemed like a nice boy, I didn't understand why people made fun of him. He wasen't ugly, he was actually quite cute. I saw him more as a teddy bear though. The hike went on and I chatted with Butters. He was kinda funny, even though he wasen't trying to be. Finally the hike ended and I collapsed in the grass. Kyle and his friends seemed to look a little tired too. Kyle! I totally forgot about him! He looked so hot in the sunlight, and he wasen't wearing his hat. His hair was kinda wavy-ish. He started straightning it more often and it looked so good.

That night the girls were talking about their day and about boys. I just read a book, and I thought about Kyle. I still really liked him and I truly missed him. The other girls thought it was strange that I was being so quiet and anti-social. I just told them I didn't feel good. The next day, it was the same routine, I talked to Butters and kept looking over at Kyle wishing he would notice me. My hope was fading as the next day passed. We didn't talk much.

That night I decided to go sit down by the lake and spend time alone with myself. I swished my feet around in the water and looked out at the sky. I felt a hand grab my shoulder. I jumped up and screamed. "SHH its just me." I turned around to see Clyde with his shoulder on my hand. I went out with him for a while in third grade. After that he became a jerk and he is very perverted. He always tried to touch me and make sexual comments on my appearence.

I groaned "What do you want Clyde?" Clyde smirked then grinned.

"Well I saw you sitting alone and thought I'd give you some company." He winked and put his arm around my waste.

I pushed him, "Pervert"

He frowned then smiled again. "Your so hott, you make my pants horny."

I wrinkled my face with disgust. "Thats a gay pick up line ass hole."

He frowned. "You whore!" He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him. "I screamed and hit him but he wouldn't let go. Then out of nowhere Clyde was torn off of me by another guy. He screaned as he was punched in the nose by the mystery boy. People happened to see this as they walked by. The two boys kept punching each other and cussing each other out. I heard a whistle and turned around to see running running towards us with a few other kids behind him.

The boys stopped as soon as they heard the whistle. I looked at the other boy and I couldn't beleive my eyes. It was Kyle! Tears started to form and drip down my cheek.

"You two ass holes go down to the office building right now!" yelled as he approached us. Clyde groaned but started walking. I looked up at Kyle through my blurred eyes filled with tears. He look down at me, his face was motionless. He then turned around and started walking down to the office building.

"Bebe!" I heard Wendy's voice approach me. "Bebe what happened?" Wendy put her arms around me and gave me a caring hug when she saw the tears on my face.

The other students came around us looking confused. "Whats happened" People asked. Wendy just nodded her head. She pulled me up from the ground and walked me back to our cabin.