A/N- I'm trying to update fast… but you have learned how supremely lazy Solar and I are. Cut me so slack! Anyway, Sasuke still hasn't told Sasuke about his kid, and Sai and Sakura are getting kinda friendly aren't they? That is until Sai says something to piss Sakura off. But what else is new? ( pokes sai's tummy) So cute. About that LP slash I was talking about…. I might post that after all. A lot of people I know like it. Yes me and my LP slash. I have a slight fondness for it. By slight I mean complete and by fondness I mean obsession. Back to fan fictions. I'll be posting like 3 new one's this month and a lot of one shots. That's if I type them is the thing. So yeah, this Chapter, "My love."
"Ugh…. Too many… drinks…. And multi-colored blonde bimbos…in mini skirts…. damned whores." Sakura mumbled in her sleep. Groggily she sat up and rubbed her eyes. She looked around and saw bodies sprawled across a carpeted rug.
"What the hell?" She said.
"What the hell indeed….." Said a voice. Sakura looked over and saw Sai smirking at her. "Really, what in the hell were you going on about?"
"Uh…nothing. Just…yeah…. Sai? Where are we?" She asked, yawning.
"Hangover city. Population: 10. We're at Tohru's. We all kinda just came here and passed out."
"Oh… Well. I'm going home. I need a shower." Sakura said standing up and stretching out.
"I'll drive you." Sai said.
"…? Okay, thanks."
She tiptoed over to where Tohru was laying. "Me and Sai are leaving now, okay? I'll see you later."
"Yeah yeah, you go get stuffed……"
"Hey Sai?" Sakura asked as they neared her house.
"Huh?"
"You wanna come in a for a sec?"
"Sure. I don't have anything better to do." They pulled in to the drive way and Sakura dragged him inside.
"What are you dragging me around for?" Sai asked as she pulled him to her room.
"I need you to help me pick an outfit. I need a guy's point of view. Naruto and Neji are useless drunk, so you'll have to do."
"Nice one pinky."
" I've been calling that girl all goddamn night!" Sasuke screamed in to his phone. He was talking to Tsunade. "She won't pick up and I have no idea where she is!"
"Will you calm down? She probably just went out or something." Tsunade said.
"But she always tells me when she goes off somewhere."
"That's creepy. Maybe you should just go over to her house to talk to her. It's better to speak with her up front about something like this."
Sasuke sighed "I guess you're right…"
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH WOMAN KIND!!!! YOU AND TOHRU TAKE AN HOUR TO CHANGE CLOTHES!!!!!" Sai ranted.
"Jeez! I'm coming!" Sakura ran out of her closet wearing a black jumpsuit, with pink on the inside. "Well?" She asked spinning around.
"Honestly?" Sai asked.
"Yes." Sakura braced herself.
"Actually it looks very good on you. The black shows off you green eyes in a nice way, as it does with your hair. While you do look good in bright colors, I think you could pull off black in a good way."
Sakura looked at him dumbfounded. "Thanks…" Was all she could say.
"Sakura, why do you keep your hair long?" Sai asked suddenly.
"Well…. Sasuke said he likes it long." She said toying with her long pick locks. "So I just kept it long. But it is a little hard to keep control of. Why?"
"Well…. It looks kinda childish on you is all. You'd look a lot better if it was short."
"You think so?" Sakura said, going to change in to some house clothes.
"I know so." Sakura quickly came back out. "So you wanna stay and hang out or something?"
"Sure."
Sasuke pulled in to Sakura's driveway, wondering how he was gonna tell Sakura what was going on.
'This…. Well…. Here we go…..' Sasuke walk to the house and let himself in.
"Sakura!" He called. No response. "Sakura? You home?" Suddenly, he heard giggling.
'Was that Sakura?' He thought running toward the den. In the den, He saw Sai relaxing on the couch, a PS3 controller in hand.
"And what the hell are you doing here?!" Sasuke demanded.
" I invited him over." Sakura said, coming out of the kitchen attached to the den. She was holding a bag of tortilla chips and a jar of salsa. She set them down on the table. "What's it to you? I just wanted someone to spend time with. Besides, you should be more worried about yourself. You look a little weird today. Did something happen with Tsunade?"
Sasuke's eyes widened. "Uh yeah …. Funny story about that."
"I'm in a funny mood. What's up?" Sakura asked.
"I told you…… sars….." Sai mumbled in a singsong voice. Sakura threw a pillow at him.
"So Sasuke, what did Tsunade say?" Sakura asked again.
"Well… There's another Uchiha one the way." Sasuke started.
"Itachi is gonna have a kid? Since when?"
"No…. It's mine."
"Yours?!" Sakura said, her voice tinged with anger and surprise.
"Yeah!" Sasuke started sputtering a mile a minute after that. "But Ino doesn't even want it! The baby is mine and we can raise it, he can be your baby and we'll never have to think about this again!"
"Sasuke…SHUT UP!" Sakura yelled. "So you're trying to tell me you've been sneaking around, again, And you knocked up your ex? Now you have a baby on the way and you expect me to just be like "Okay, that's cool"? What have you been SMOKING?!"
Sasuke shuddered.
"Out of my house Sasuke. Out now. I'll have your stuff at your door either later today or in the morning. But right now, you need to leave."
Sasuke was stunned. "Come on now Sakura! It doesn't have to be like this! We can still be together! Or did you stop caring about us?"
Sakura glared at Sasuke. "After the first time, I started to pull away from you, unsure of what to do. You didn't seem to care. That's what kills me Sasuke, It really hurts. Truth be told, I stopped caring about us when we became three."
Sasuke followed Sakura to the door. "Sakura….. Please… It doesn't have to be like this. I'm sorry….Just please…." Sasuke said almost in a whisper.
"I ride like a solider, put nothing else before you. Anything you ask, I'll be right there to do it. But if I react, you tell me to relax. Don't need to take it back, cuz boy you put me through it."
"Sakura….."
"This circular motion is all we do. I'm so sick of going back and forth with you. You should have been happy to have me, said you wanted to have some kids, build a family. Now I, wish it wasn't true, it's killing me to do, what I gotta do, the problem here is you. Ain't nobody new, not even my crew, could take the place of you, the problem here is you."
Sasuke sighed. "I know."
"Cuz if you only knew. How I felt for you, you woulda held on tighter, fought a little harder, been a little smarter, and now you're gonna miss my love. And one day soon, you'll see. You'll reach out for me. Boy, you had a keeper didn't know how to treat her, shoulda felt a little deeper, and now you're gonna miss my love."
"Sakura, can you at least let me get some of my stuff from our room?" Sasuke asked.
"You mean my room? Go ahead."
Kick it with your friends, go out with other chicks, be all up in the mix, you got the right to do that. You wanna be a pimp? Be treated like a prince? Go 'head and flip the switch, cuz now you got your crown back. This circular motion is all we do. I'm so sick of going back and forth with you. You should have been happy to have me, said you wanted to have some kids, build a family. Now I, wish it wasn't true. It's killing me to do, what I gotta do. The problem here is you. Ain't nobody new, not even my crew, could take the place of you, the problem here is you…..
Sakura watched as Sasuke put some of his belongings in a box. He stopped and picked up the now full box.
"Done?" Sakura asked. Sasuke nodded and followed her back downstairs.
"Sakura…" Sasuke said slowly. "I'm really truly sorry about what I did. I'm sorry Sakura. I really am."
"I'm sorry too Sasuke. I'm sorry I couldn't be the woman that could treat you right. At least that's what you made me think." Sakura opened the door, and Sasuke stepped outside.
"Goodbye Sasuke….." Sakura closed the door and slumped against it, rubbing her eyes.
My hugs, and my kisses. You know you're gonna miss it. And while you're trippin' on the love we coulda had, I'm moving on, I got to, ain't no looking back. Cuz if you only knew. How I felt for you, you woulda held on tighter, fought a little harder, been a little smarter, and now you're gonna miss my love. And one day soon, you'll see. You'll reach out for me. Boy, you had a keeper didn't know how to treat her, shoulda felt a little deeper, and now you're gonna miss my love."
"Sakura?" Sai asked walking into the room. "Are you okay?" He asked. He started to regret it a little as Sakura looked up at him, with death in her eyes. She shook her head and walked toward him.
"Are you gonna be okay?" Sai asked again. Sakura merely ran up to him, and fell sobbing in to his shirt. Sai stared at her wide eyed for a moment. He was a little unsure of what to do, but just reacted the best way he knew how; by holding the sobbing girl in his arms, and wiping away her bitter tears.
See boy you had a keeper…but you didn't know how to treat her…
A/N- Glad that's over with. Sasuke is now out of the picture! For now anyway. I might need him again. The song was "My love" by Ciara. It's such a good song.
Come on now Sai! You should know what to do, you've gone out with some many girls….. But wait…. What do you mean you've never fallen in love? What's up with that? I never ran away from you, I walked away slowly. And it kills me that you didn't care enough to stop me….why Sasuke? Next time- It's just a long dream. See ya! Lunar.
