A/N- OMG I'M UPDATING!!!! I've been a little busy with other things. I.e., writing slash, LP slash…. I got a request for an mpreg slash, which I actually want to do. Mpreg is weird and wrong but it cracks me up. Maybe I'm just weird as well. I also got some ideas while eating ice cream….. Turning people into living sundaes is a lovely idea. One of the stories is called "Chester's sweet tooth" the other is called "Bennoda sundae" I need a title for the mpreg though. Ideas anyone? Hahaha slash is good. So as for my other story, "Simple and Clean" That is on hiatus. Big time. I have major writer's block on that, even though the sequel is done. Now that I think about it, it would have been a better Sai/Sakura. Even though Naruto/Hinata is one of my favorite couples. Anyhow, back to the story, Sakura fast asleep on Sai's lap. Lucky girl.
Hours later, Sai and Sakura were back in the den. Sakura was fast asleep, curled up in Sai's lap, sniffling every so often. Sai was flipping through the channels, though there was nothing on, as usual. He stopped to gaze at Sakura sleeping.
'When she's asleep she's not half as evil…..or ugly….' Sai thought running his hands through Sakura's hair. Now, Sai was known for his flirtatious antics, and his constant girlfriend switching. Even though he'd gone out with girl after girl after girl, it would always end up the same way: Sai would break up with her, and not feel a damn thing. It's not that he didn't want to stay, it's just that Sai never felt any emotional attachments. That is to say, Sai never really fell in love.
A while later, Sakura sat up and yawned.
"How long have I been asleep?" She asked.
"A few hours. You know you snore right?" Sai said.
" I do not." Sakura snapped.
"Are you feeling any better? You cried for an hour before actually falling asleep you know."
Sakura nodded and laid back down on his legs.
"I'll be fine." She said yawning again. "It's for the best anyway. I need to think about me for once."
"Now you listen to me….." Sai smiled faintly and yawned. "Jeez…. When other people yawn, I yawn too. It's only 10:30.…But I'm so sleepy…." Sakura rolled off him and stood up.
"You can stay here if you like." She offered. Sai just nodded and stretched out on the couch.
"Okay… I'll just bring down some clothes for you."
"You don't need to."
"Oh, but I will. I'm gonna go take a shower."
"Why are you telling me?"
"I felt like it."
A short time later, Sakura was relaxing in the tub, surrounded by candles, in a strawberry scented bubble filled bath. She stretched out her legs and rested back.
'I think…. It's best I get over this…It's for the best. I need to stop thinking about it. And think about me. But what to do first?'
Sakura leaned over and picked up the notebook that was resting next to the tub.
'It's best to get this off my chest…and move on….' She took a deep breath and started writing. Not thinking, just writing about it. To let her feelings be known. To let it all out.
I loved you once before, And I thought you cared for me. I hoped and dreamed, but it's the end for thee. I never ran away from you, I walked away slowly. And it kills me that you didn't care enough to stop me. Can't take this feeling any longer, it's driving me insane. You took out my heart, now all I have left is this bloodstain. Goodbye, Sasuke, can't say I didn't try. You left me alone in the silence, in the dark where I cry………
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz+ Sakura reached over again and picked up her phone.
"What the hell are you doing? You've been up there for like an hour!" It was Sai.
"I'm taking a bath. You know, with water. You might wanna try it sometime." Sakura snapped back.
"Ooohh… Ouch. I think I might cry. Anyway…. About the clothes…"
"Yeah yeah, I'll be done in an hour or so…"
"AN HOUR?!"
"Kidding. Gimme a minute. I'll be right down." Sighing she stood up and put on her robe and walked out of the bathroom to her room.
I never ran away from you, I walked away slowly. And it kills me that you didn't care enough to stop me. But now……… Someone is there to stop me, to consol me, to hold me. Pulling me out of the darkness, where I no longer cry.
A/n- Ku ku ku. Short enough chapter? Oh yeah, it was. Sorry about that. I'm still kinda in writer's blockishness. The poem here was written by a deviant artist I met a while back. So if you like the poem, give her props for it, 'ight? In other words… I DIDN'T WRITE IT. Fullmetalangel. so go check it out! I changed it a little at the end, after "but now" I changed it. It looks okay I guess……. I don't know, but am I the only one that likes guys with tattoos? I think they're hot as hell. (goes off on a chazy chaz rant) I really love them. LP FOREVER!!! WOOT WOOT!! Anywhoo, reviews are nice. I'll update and I'm sorry for all the short chapters. Really, I am! FORGIVE ME PLEASE!!!
Next time- +snip snip snip+ You know what? You look better with short hair.
God, guys are gross. Get your hands outta your pants Sai!
See ya! Lunar.
