I felt so cold yet no matter how many blankets they put on me. I know I don't have a fever, I can't get sick, or I don't know. All I know was that I wanted to feel the warmth I usually have. My tempature was normal and I was warm to the touch yet I was frozen just sitting there Xigbar's arm around me trying and trying warm me up. It was the oppisite with Zexion he had a fever of 104.8. I was so worried when they told me that but I know he'll be fine, he's a true fighter! I wrapped the blankets closer and listened to the rain but it didn't sound like the inspirational rain is acually sounded like snow. I stood up and looked out the window, sure enough the entire lawn was trapped in a blanket of white. I hate snow, i thought, why must it intrude on me so much? I sat down calmly next to Xigbar who rubbed my shoulders and said "Snowin' again huh?" I cast him an angry look and picked up my pen and notebook, quietly saying "Xigbar...How...How is h-he?" II turned away from my stare and said "His fever has dropped and... he wants to see you." He turned to face me, he smiled a little and we both stood up, I dropped the blankets and left to Zexion's room.
We came to his room and I rushed right in Vexen was beside his bed taking his temp again. "XV Is that you?" The old member asked in a quiet tone. "How is he, Vexen?" I asked my voice barely a whisper. The man motioned me over and showed me the thermomiter, it read 98.6. He smiled and Zexion, waking up, smiled at me. He sat up and took my hand, running his fingers down my wrist to check my pulse. He did this a lot because he thought I was just going to disapear. He knew I wasn't, I loved him too much! "How are you feeling, Zex?" I asked in unsion with Vexen and Xigbar. Zexion raised an eyebrow and said "I feel realy good acually!" The short boy stood up and hugged me, this was when the coldness left me for he takes away the coldness of not existing. For me.
One Week later.
"Hey wanna go get some sea salt ice cream with me, Xaine?" XIII asked me coming over to sit with me on the top of Memory Skyscraper. "Sure Rox!" I said pulling up the piece of metal on the roof that I hid my writing things in. Roxas looked at me in awe I just smiled and jumped off the tall building. "Wait Xaine!!!" I heard Roxas yell after me. Next thing I knew something hard was underneath me. I stood up and looked at the broken nose of Marluxia I screamed and picked him up saying over and over "Are you OK Marlu? Are you OK? I am so sorry I didn't see you down here!" By now the pink haired man had passed out of bloodloss. I ran to Vexen screaming "I think I killed him!!!" I was crying now but took no notice. Vexen loooked him over and said "He's fine but his nose is broken." This was when he came to. "Xaine? Did you kill me?" He asked looking in my general direction. "No Marly! I am so sorry! I didn't even see you down there! I thought you were with Vexen!" I hugged him and kissed his cheek but nothing healed the hole in me. I was so sorry for breaking my Marly. Just then Zexion walked in and saw me with Marluxia he gave a disgusted look and shouted "We're over Xaine! OVER!!" tears filled my eyes and Marluxia wrapped his arms around me, letting my tears roll down his coat. "Oh Xaine...Don't cry! He doesn't know what he just threw away! Don't cry...don't cry...don't cry...." Marluxia mumbled something like "Ow careful Xaine my nose" and "Damn, how can she jump off of a building?" And thats how we sat for 2 hours before I stood up and left to get my writing things and Roxas so we can go, if he still wants to anyway.....