okay so this is especially for ALTBABE she rocks and she is so nice. Is it long enough for you??
well I seeked this on as my mother is collecting my sisters *evil grin* I hope you like it well anybody who cares to read it.
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Bella left the bathroom happier than she entered. I was a fucking brilliant liar but at least I had informed her that I was a bi-sexual and she didn't seem to pissed of by it as I thought she and the rest of the population of Forks would be.
I mean I didn't get why I told her. I mean it's not like I loved her or wanted to be excepted by her. I just fell that I should, that I owed her that much but really deep inside I knew I was just trying to convince myself that she meant nothing to me when clearly she did. This thing whatever it was, was messing with my head.
She just seem so cool, so at ease with herself like she had figured high school out. I don't know how but she made it seem easy when clearly it wasn't.
I didn't get another moment to myself for the rest day. Either Mike was with me trying to maul me again or Bella was at my side smiling at me. It was rather dazzling. I didn't even no a girl had the ability to dazzle me and I found it quite refreshing.
It wasn't until after school that I saw Mike heading my way. I wanted to dodge him but I was waiting on Bella.. "Eddie-kens how are you baby?" Mike purred.
"fine" I replied clearly not in the mood for a conversation with Mike. I don't know why I was a attracted to him in the first place. He was nothing compared to my Bella. I must have been really caught up in my thoughts cause after a minute I felt his chapped lips on mine again for the second time today. I so did not need this.
"He's sending out the STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME VIBE you oxy-moron" Mike immediately stood back to see Bella glaring at him.
"He seemed to be enjoying it from what I could tell. Don't tell me your Jealous?" he questioned she started laughing and I felt hurt but I wasn't sure why.
"You clearly don't know what enjoyment is then" she walked over to me and began to kiss me until a moan escaped my lips. She pulled away to find Mike shooting daggers at her. "That he enjoyed"
She began to walk away and then stopped to call over her shoulder. "Invest in lip balm your tearing Edwards lips apart" she smiled at me and walked off.
That was really weird but god she was a brilliant meet. I mean wow, not even the lads during the summer were that great. Nothing compared to the way her lips felt on mine or the way I felt her breath enter my mouth. It was like something else something foreign and new.
I couldn't help thinking about it as I drove and instead of ending up at home. I arrive outside her house. No point not going in I said to myself. I knock on her front door to be greeted by Chief Swan who was just putting his gun belt on.
"Is Bella there?" I asked keeping eye contact to show that I wasn't scare well at least I was telling myself I had no reason to be.
"Oh yeah top of the stairs to your left" He walked out and let me into his house. For a cop he was very trusting. I may look like a normal teen but for all he knew I could be a serial rapist and he didn't even ask my name. Weird.
I walked up the stairs and heard sniffles coming from behind the shut door. Oh God Please I'm begging you let her have a cold and not be crying.
Unfortunately faith was not so kind to me. I opened the door to find her lying face down on her bed crying.
"Get out dad" She mumbled.
"I'm not your dad and thank fuck for that" I smiled and she looked up shocked.
"What the hell are you doing here?" she asked as she try to subtlety fix her hair.
"More important question why are you crying?" I asked surprised that I actually was concerned for her.
"You" she pointed a finger at me "You said there was nothing with you and Mike and you snog him in the school car park are you fucking insane like?" the rage was evident in her voice, but I didn't care it was clear she was Jealous and an angry Bella was so freaking erotic.
"Jealously doesn't become you" I smiled
"Edward your out of your closet half the school saw you kissing" then it hit me she was ashamed of me and my bi-sexuality.
"Bella all you had to do was say, I understand you cant be associated with the bi-sexual of the village" I looked at her and I look of utter disbelief was on her face.
"Edward Cullen are you well in the head? I wouldn't care if you had aids and one eye I care that you let him kiss you again and out of rage I kissed you after Mike had you, I'm probably a whore or the girl who tried to turn you straight" she looked so ashamed and I ached to comfort her but I was at a loss as to know how.
"Oh Bella" I pulled her into a hug and she cried into my shoulder until I could feel her tears on my arm.
"I'm sorry" she mumbled after a few minutes of silence.
"Don't be" I whispered in response.
"I'm sorry about your shirt too" she smiled up at me and I could see how big the wet patch was on my skirt. I just nodded in response.
"Hey take it off and I'll wash it" I looked at her funny.
"Are you serious"
"Do I look serious, if you don't take it off I 'l just have to take it off you" she smiled and I actually had heart palpitations.
She reached over and began undoing my shirt. I shrugged out of it when she was done.
"Be back in two" she left the room and I began to snoop. There was a picture of her with Barney the purple dinosaur. It was so cute and creepy cause she looked like she was ten. There was a picture of her and her mother and I swear they looked identical except one had a few wrinkles. I began to wonder if she had a boyfriend and then I saw a picture of her with this tan muscled boy, that looked the same age as me.
I picked up the photo and looked at the back and it said Bella and Jacob and there was a heart around it. I felt like I was going to gag. I put it back down and waited on the bed but every two minutes my eyes would wander back to the photo and I felt like ripping it into shreds and walking out of her house, so that's what I did.
I stormed down the stairs a bit over dramatic. "Edward what are you doing?" she called.
"Im leaving" I raged
"Why and what about your shirt?"
"Keep it" I stormed out her front door and took off I could see her in my rear view mirror, shock evident on her face.
so what do you think??
hehe interesting I know.
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love Jen xxx
