Hi again, I know what your thinking, I just skipped those days between Monday and Saturday, I just wanted to show the development of Kyle's irritation with Dean. And if you have a problem with that, write your own story. : P lol. Thanks for the great reviews, you guys are great.
Tuesday: Kyle's POV
Why was this connection making it so hard on him, if he didn't see her for awhile he would start thinking about her?
Wednesday
Finally, he felt as if he could breathe again, Jessi and Kyle were able to spend a few minutes together this morning but the tension was still strained between them.
Thursday
Amanda is getting annoyed; apparently he hasn't been himself since Sunday. Maybe it's just a coincidence.
Friday
He saw them leave together, she had a breathtaking expression. Lori was starring at him obviously taking in what she saw. Her expression was strangely angry at him.
Saturday Jessi's POV:
Jessi left to work at 9 am after eating breakfast and work went by pretty quickly because of how much fun they were having. The manager had allowed Jessi and Dean to work on a bike for her in the passing time. Dean joked about how Aaron would give people a rough time getting to know him in order to push others away. Aaron and Jessi seem to get along really well, she felt as though Aaron had a way to influence others to be more relaxed. Dean hadn't told her much about Aaron except that Aaron took care of his siblings because his parents died in a plane crash which resulted in his silence. Aaron seemed to show interest in fast cars and trucks, his favorite subject was literature and history. He was easy to talk to but Jessi felt awkward around him at the same time. After work Dean took Jessi to eat and hang out, where he questioned her about hanging out tomorrow morning and she agreed, he had other things to attend to so they would meet at 6 am, conversation between the two resulted in her arriving home at 6 pm. Jessi spent the rest of the day with at home, playing G-force with Josh and Andy.
Andy really liked Jessi; she was honest and felt like she didn't have to pretend around Jessi, another funny thing about Jessi was her mad gaming skills at G-force. They all seem to laugh and really enjoy playing games.
"Man you guys are too good" Josh complained.
"Hey Jessi" Jessi turned to find Lori standing there
"Hey" she smiled
"You want to help write a song?"
"Yeah sure, these two probably want to have some alone time anyways" Jessi said as Andy and Josh turned red. "See you guys later."
"Later, Jessi" they both replied.
Jessi headed upstairs with Lori and spent awhile helping her with a song at around nine they were called down for dinner.
"So Jessi how was your day?" Niccole asked.
"Fun, I got to hang out with Josh, Andy, and Lori for a bit after work."
"Well that's good."
After dinner was finished, Jessi helped Niccole with the dishes and then helped Stephen with some computer work. After heading to bed Jessi felt a hole in heart open again, the painful reminder that Jessi was rejected washed over her once again. She hated this, she knew Kyle wanted Amanda but still, it hurt knowing she wasn't wanted by him. Damn it, she promised herself she wouldn't cry, still seeing Kyle hurt like a blade. She was able to avoid him during the week for the most part but now it seemed like she was being repeatedly stabbed in her heart. Maybe she should go see him, but she couldn't, no, get a hold of your self Jessi. Then a knock came at the door. She was surprised she hadn't felt his presence before.
He opened the door, "May I come in?"
"Sure"
"So…how are you feeling?" he questioned as he sat on the edge of her bed.
"Good" she said cheerfully hoping she lied well enough to hide any feelings of before away. "Is something wrong Kyle?"
She saw his face harden. "No nothing at all, it's just that we haven't had the chance to talk for awhile."
"Oh" of course, he was worried about me feeling pain from before. "Well how was your week?"
"Pretty good" he lied.
"Oh really, that's great" For some reason this felt awkward Jessi thought. He hugged her at that moment. Jessi was taken back by this.
"Ummm…Kyle, is something wrong?"
"I missed you, you're always gone now."
"Oh well, you said Amanda would be more trusting if I wasn't around you all the time, I thought this is what you wanted." She replied.
As he let her go, he realized his mistake. "Sorry."
"No, it's alright." His hand remained holding hers and he felt a shock go through him, he moved his other hand so that he could stroke her hair. STOP. His hand touched her face. STOP NOW, for Amanda.
"I better go." He got up and left her. The door closed behind him.
What just happened Jessi wondered did he…? She heard his heart pound as he ran to his room.
"Did I just…" try to kiss her? "Why?"
Both slept rather restlessly, until Jessi felt her phone vibrate. She received a text from Dean. "Hey gorgeous, remember to meet me tomorrow, and don't forget to smile." She smiled to herself as she closed the phone finally falling asleep.
Jessi woke up at 5:30 am for her early breakfast with Dean. She decided to wear short shorts and a tank top with a light but long sweater on top since it was a pretty hot day. They went to a dinner called Denny's they ate and chatted about different things.
"So what kind of music do you listen to?"
"Uh, well I love Avril Lavinge, but some of my favorite's bands are the Fray, Matchbox 20, The Goo Goo Dolls, Counting Crows and Third Eye Blind."
"Wow, excellent selection."
As they order their food, Dean noticed that everything she ordered had something to do with strawberries. But he found it adorable; no matter what she did she was cute. During work he recalled how getting dirty didn't upset her like every other girl. When she was mad she a cut twitch in her nose. He once again question how any guy could not choose her she was great at just being herself.
"So, do your parents know you came here with me?"
"Uhhh….well maybe" she said hesitantly.
"So that's a no"
"I didn't know what to tell them"
"I understand but next time you come to hang out with me please tell them, so you don't have to be rushed home."
"Kay"
"So what kinds of people are in your adopted family like?"
"Well I have my adopted mother and father, Niccole and Stephen, they are both really dependable and even though they can be a little hard to deal with cause of how strict they are, they are good people and I know they really care about me. Then there Lori and Josh, my adopted sister and brother, at first they were kind hard to get along with cause they both didn't really like me but Lori and Josh are really fun to be around. And then there's Kyle…he's another adoptee of the Trager family; he was the only person that accepted me besides Niccole when I first moved in."
Hmm…it looks like she not's saying everything about Kyle, but I shouldn't push it.
"They sound like great people Jessi, you look like you really love being around them."
"Yeah, what about you, what is your family like."
"Well my dad died not too long ago, he was great, I loved building cars and helping out with auto parts. He was a lot like me except a little more free. He died in a car accident awhile ago. My mom couldn't handle the stress of his death and my sister had to put her in a mental hospital. I don't really have much to say about her…it doesn't feel real to know she's there. My sister and me have a touchy relationship cause we didn't really enjoy each other's company before she moved away and now she has to take care of me for the next two years but we're getting use to each other more and more now."
"I'm sorry"
"Don't be" he offered. "I'm not."
"How could you be so strong?"
"I couldn't just leave my sister, even if she does hate me, I want to do what's right and hopefully one day she will come to rely on me." He smiled.
"Wow" Jessi was shocked. As she watched Dean she knew they were getting closer, they had much of the same taste in music, liked the feel of freedom that motorcycles offered, and had odd attachments to their families. She felt connected to him, not the way she did with Kyle of course but something new, she felt as though she could actually learn to trust him, like he only saw her and no one else and she loved that feeling. But she still felt as though Kyle was the only guy she could have these feelings for in that way.
Breakfast ended at around 8:50 and Dean got her home by 9:00 am.
"Well then beautiful until tomorrow." He smirked while she laughed at him.
"Yeah sure, thanks for the ride."
"No problem, see you later then."
"Yeah, okay bye."
"Bye." With that he drove away. Jessi watched him go and then went inside where she decided to make breakfast to make breakfast for the others. At around 9:15 everyone was getting up and in to the kitchen. They were amazed to find Jessi standing there beginning to serve breakfast on a plate.
"Oh you're up, I made breakfast."
"Cool, your awesome Jessi." Josh was first to grab the plate, she smiled.
"There's butter, jam, and peanut butter on the table."
"Thanks, Jessi." Josh left to sit down. Lori was next followed by Niccole, and Stephen. Kyle hadn't woken up yet.
"So what would you like to drink?"
"Milk" Josh said "Okay, now how about you three?"
"Coffee" they all said. Jessi had already handed Josh his cup.
"How would you like it?" Jessi asked.
"Black" Stephen said.
"Spoon of sugar and a little milk with it." Niccole told her.
"Lots of sugar and milk." Lori smiled.
Jessi smirked at their differences and handed them their correct cup.
She turned around to prepare the next plate.
"Kyle, Jessi made breakfast, and it taste great, you need to have some." Josh said loudly.
"Oh…that's great." She heard him respond.
"Do you want some?" She asked.
"Yeah sure."
"Here you go." She gave him a plate.
"Thanks."
"What would you like to drink?"
"Uhh…how about some orange juice."
"Okay." She handed him a glass and she felt a shock go through her as he touched her hand.
"Sorry."
"It's okay." She served herself food and sat down with them.
"So Jessi, why aren't you at work?" Lori asked.
"Day off."
"Really?"
"Yup."
"Great you can come with Andy, Hillarie, and me for the day."
"Yeah sure."
"You cook great Jessi." Josh interrupted.
She laughed while Lori looked annoyed. After breakfast, Jessi insisted on cleaning up while the others got ready. She was nearly done when Lori came down, "I need some more of the good stuff." She announced as she poured herself more coffee.
"I think Niccole and Stephen will want some soon."
"Crap, there's no more."
"Don't worry, I'll handle it."
"Thanks." She went back up the stairs. Kyle was still in the kitchen eating slowly. He stood up and began setting the coffee.
"Hey I was going to do that."
"It's alright you've done enough" She had finally finished; she turned to look at him. "Not good enough."
"Who?"
"Dean."
"What do you mean?"
"He is not good enough for you."
"What would you know about who is good enough for me or not? God Kyle just go away." She turned and left, he heard the front door slam.
"What the hell Kyle?" He turned to see Lori standing there.
"What do you mean?"
"You mad your choice Kyle, leave Jessi alone. God." Lori turned and left to follow Jessi. Kyle hit the table, damn it she's right.
Lori found Jessi standing on the steps outside. She ran up to her and hugged her. "Hey"
"Hey"
"Kyle is such a jerk."
"Why did he have to say that?"
"I dunno he's an idiot about these things."
They were silent for a little bit. Lori let go of her and said "Hey forget about Kyle, Andy and Hillarie should be here soon."
"Really?"
"Yeah, so why don't I wait here and you go grab our bags."
"Yeah okay."
"And Jessi…"
"Hmm…?"
"It will get better"
"I know thanks." Jessi went inside.
"Good."
"Lori?"
"Huh?" She saw a blond walk up to her.
"Amanda, hey."
"Hi."
"Here to see Kyle?"
"No actually, I was wondering if we could hang out."
"Oh, sorry Amanda."
"Oh, why not?"
"Cause I already promised Hillarie and Andy I would hang out with them."
"Couldn't I come along then?"
Lori sighed, "Jessi's coming though."
"Oh…okay."
"I know that you feel bad but Jessi needs a day with the girls." As if on cue Jessi came outside.
"Hey Jessi." A honk interrupted, Hillarie was parked there.
"We should go, come on Jessi." Jessi followed Lori.
"Uh…bye Lori, Jessi."
"Bye then Amanda." Lori responded but Jessi said nothing and continue to walk. Of course she did, Amanda knew Jessi hated her, but at least she would respond. Now it was like Jessi wouldn't even bother to react to her.
"Hey Lori, hey Buttercup." Hillarie said.
"Calling Jessi and new nickname huh?"
"Yeah I figured she needed one."
"Why Buttercup though?"
"Dunno, it just fits her, don't you think."
"Buttercup" they all said at once.
"I like it" the other two announced, Jessi felt her face burn.
Together they drove off all but Jessi waving to Amanda.
Amanda was left standing there as they drove away. She turned back to the house. At least Kyle would be home, she knocked on the door, and Kyle answered. "Amanda hey" He smiled brightly.
"Hey can I come in?"
"Yeah sure." They went to his room.
"So are you feeling better now?" she asked.
"Uhh…yeah I am."
"That's good"
She looked down. Hmm…maybe this could help Kyle with how he's been feeling…empty the past few days. He reaches down and pulls Amanda's face up gently and leans forward. Her breath washes over his face and his lips meets her. The flutter of wings is inside him as the kiss becomes more passionate yet Kyle felt as if something was lacking. They pull apart to breathe some air; Amanda looks as though she is glowing. Kyle smiles but doesn't feel as though she is glowing. Kyle smiles but doesn't feel as bubbly as he usually is after kissing her. Amanda wraps her arms around Kyle neck reaches up and kisses Kyle again. After sometime they break apart again and Kyle looks into her beautiful eyes but the spark he saw before has in some way quieted. Kyle didn't understand this. Why? What's going on?
Meanwhile with Jessi and the others.
"Wow Buttercup, you look so pretty in that dress, and it's an everyday dress so you could wear it whenever." Hillarie told her.
"You think?"
"Yup" she said bubbly.
"You need some new clothes any ways, maybe some skirts, tank tops and new shoes would be nice too." Lori agreed.
Andy nodded in agreement to the others.
"Okay then we should start with the skirts" Jessi replied.
"Yay, Buttercup by the end of today you'll be fabulous." Hillarie smiled.
Jessi and the others continue to find some great clothes for all of them. Lori, Andy, and Hillarie all wanted Jessi to smile and have fun.
"Jessi look cheesecake." Andy pointed out.
"I've never had that before. Jessi told them.
"What?"
"Seriously?"
"Then we have got to change that first." Andy replied pushing Jessi forward.
They order their cheesecake. And Jessi fell in love with it. "Wow"
"Right" Andy said agreeing with her.
"So what's going on with Kyle and you, Jessi? Inquired Hillarie.
"Hillarie!" Lori said annoyed.
"What? It's only a question."
"But still-."
"Lori, it's okay" Jessi interrupted.
"But…are you sure?"
"Yeah, it's alright, Hillarie there is nothing but friendship at a distance, he made his choice and that choice was Amanda not me." Jessi confided in them, it was very clear that it still hurt her.
"Oh I'm sorry Jessi, I didn't know."
"It's fine really."
"Jessi!" another voice both very similar and yet different. Jessi looked up to see Dean and Aaron standing there.
"Dean. Aaron."
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah"
"Don't lie." Dean turned around and bought something from the store owner. "Here!" He pushed a pink rose into Jessi's hand.
"What?"
"Remember what I said," Dean told her, his eyes alight and beaming at her. "Pretty girls should smile it makes them stand out, so don't be sad or mad." Jessi smiled at the absurdity of this but then again he looked like he really believed it.
"So who are these lovely ladies that your with?"
"Uhh…this is Lori, Andy, and Hillarie."
"Guys this is Dean and Aaron." Dean smiled and Aaron nodded.
"It's a pleasure to meet you guys, man this sucks that we can't stay around but I have to help Aaron out at home."
"Yeah okay."
"Enjoy yourselves ladies." He winked at them and left with Aaron stunned.
Lori broke the silence first. "Wow."
"You said it Trager, what a dish he is Buttercup."
"And he's sweet too." Andy added.
They all looked at Jessi surprised at her silence. "Why are you worried about Kyle with him around?" Hillarie asked.
Jessi shrugged not knowing exactly what to say.
"Well anyways he's interesting and his friend is pretty hot too." Hillarie continued.
"Yeah I guess." Jessi answered uncomfortably.
"If he continues like that he'll have Jessi's heart in his hand or mine for that matter." Lori laughed.
They all smiled at this.
"So should we get going? Andy asked.
"Yeah it's getting late." The others agreed.
Thirty minutes later they arrived at the Tragers' home.
"Let's go inside guys." Lori said.
"Kay."
Jessi grabbed all her bags which was a pretty big task considering there were so many. Jessi has been needing new clothes ever since that event with Sarah. Once inside she carried her stuff to her room while the others went to kitchen. On the way there she heard heavy breathing from not one but two people.
Inside Kyle's Room:
Kyle and Amanda were making out when her phone rang.
"Hello" she said breathlessly, "Oh mom, yeah, I'm heading home now. I should be there soon, okay, bye."
"Going home." Kyle stated.
"Have to, see you later." She kissed him again.
"Bye" he replied as she moved to the window.
"Bye" she responded as she jumped down.
Jessi was back with Lori and the others laughing about the little things that they did while shopping.
Kyle walked in, "Hey girls."
"Hey"
"Hi Kyle."
"Hello."
"Hi."
They all responded grinning at themselves.
"How was your guys' day out?" He questioned.
"Great we went shopping, ate cheesecake, and bumped into Jessi boyfriend. Hillarie responded.
"What?" Kyle asked shocked.
"He's not my boyfriend…" Jessi informed them.
"Yet" Andy added.
They giggled a little about that.
"Kyle you've got to meet him, he is so sweet and nice to Jessi." Lori told him.
"Oh really?" Kyle asked disinterested.
"Yeah and he is so dreamy, every insecure girl's wish." Lori continued.
"And he has eyes for only Jessi." Andy agreed.
"That's great Jessi." Kyle felt as if everyone else was being very supportive of this guy.
"Yeah"
"Well Jessi, we got pizza, soda, and ice cream, so let's go upstairs." Lori interrupted.
"Yeah okay let's go."
Jessi led the way to Lori's room. They heard Kyle say something about working out and left outside. Once inside Lori's room. Lori, Hillarie, and Andy all broke down laughing at Kyle's reaction.
"Why did you guys do that?" Jessi demanded both curiously and annoyed.
"Jessi, it was to make him realize are very much wanted by other guys and to make him jealous, which he was." Lori explained.
"Oh"
"So don't worry we knew what were we doing." Hillarie told her.
"How do you know he was jealous?" Jessi requested.
"The way his eyes looked and his disinterested in the story or the way we complimented Dean." Andy replied.
Jessi remember how annoyed his face look as they talked about Dean.
"Huh, interesting."
"We know Jessi that was fun."
"But I don't get it, doesn't he like Amanda?" Jessi questioned while holding the rose Jessi received from Dean.
"Well obviously he feels something for you otherwise we wouldn't have acted this way."
"Okay."
"Now lets' get rid of this food."
"Yeah."
Jessi continue to think on Kyle, for some reason she was sad, mad and a happy.
I don't get it, while they were talking about him I felt so weird, like I want to hurt him or counter their faith in him. That makes no sense; Jessi should be with whoever she wanted. Why is this bothering me so much? I'm with Amanda so get use to it.
I know what you guys are thinking, I wanted to show the relationship between Jessi and the others growing so I decided to let Hillarie nickname her. Oh and how rude is Kyle? Gosh what a meanie. Anyways thanks for reading guys. It'll take a while before I could up another chapter so please wait patiently. :D.
