I am so sorry this took so long my internet has been down again nothing unusual there like. Enjoy and review. Must post my other story too before the internet goes again.
B.P.O.V
What had I done? This was my fault, I should never have come to Forks then Edward wouldn't be lying in my arms bleeding to death. I wished I could help him.
I could hear the sirens now, why weren't they coming faster, he was dying and I could do nothing, I vowed that I'd become a doctor.
I never even told him I loved him but I hoped he knew. Okay we hadn't been going out long but he always made me feel special.
Please would they hurry up and get here. His face was losing colour and he lost consciousness twice so that couldn't be good.
"Bella" I looked up through my tears.
"Dad" I mouthed.
"What happened?"
"Mike Newton" and then I lost track of the conversation.
"Put him in the ambulance" the paramedic in charge stated.
"Where do you think your going?" she asked as I made my way towards the ambulance.
"With him" I replied through tears.
"Who are you?"
"His girlfriend, now let me in the ambulance he's dying and your interrogating me" she looked insulted but let me in. I held his hand the whole way there. I promised not to leave him and I wouldn't.
We reached the hospital in ten minutes as the village was rather quiet. We were rushed inside where I was greeted by the Cullen family. I didn't leave go of Edwards hand until they pulled him into theatre Carlisle had insisted on being his doctor.
"Bella what happened?" Esme Alice and Emmett asked at the same time.
"It was my fault" I sobbed "I never should have come here and this wouldn't have happened, it's all my fault" Esme pulled me into her arms.
"Darling it's not, you're the only one that makes him truly happy" she reassured me.
"I doubt he's happy now, He got stabbed trying to protect me from Mike" I cried and she soothed me.
My dad was in and out of the hospital asking me questions every now and then. I was aware Rosalie and Jasper were here but I couldn't take my eyes of the door Edward had gone through.
At half eleven Carlisle came out. "He's stable but unconscious" He looked at me and back to Esme.
"Bella what happened?" he looked near tears.
"Darling I'll tell you" Esme responded.
"Carlisle can I see him?" I asked and he nodded.
"Room 201" I nodded and walked slowly down the hall. I walked into a room clearly this was a private room as there were no other patients I sat in the seat beside the bed and took his hand in mine again. I began to cry again as I watched his chest heave up and down.
If he died what would I do? I'd never forgive myself ever. I fell asleep and dreamt of Edward. I woke early the next room aware everybody was in the room.
"Bella sweetie you should go eat" Esme suggested.
"No" I replied
"Your not doing yourself any favours Bella and it wont help if you end up in hospital to" I looked at her.
"I promised I wouldn't let go off his hand or leave him " my tears were threatening to fall again. I couldn't leave him after putting him in this position.
"Bella we'll go get food and bring you back something" She smiled adoringly at me.
"Thank you Esme and I really am sorry"
"Bella it's not your fault" Alice said and they all nodded in agreement and left each one attempting to hug me on there way out.
I looked down on him aware I had tears in my eyes.
"Edward I don't know if you can hear me but I'm so sorry, It was all my fault, I never even got to tell you that I love you"
The heart monitor picked up but besides that there was no change. The tears consumed me. Esme was the first to re-enter the room.
"Bella darling can I talk to you?"
"Sure but can we stay here I cant live him?" She smiled and nodded.
" Bella Carlisle and I have noticed your very close to him and I wanted to ask him do you love him?" She was very observant and I knew I could tell her anything.
"Yes I do" the tears flowed down my cheeks again.
"Oh Bella" she wrapped her arms around me. I felt a slight twinge in my hand and I looked on Edward who's eyes had began too flutter. "Edward?"
" Carlisle he waking up" I heard Esme call. His eyes focused on me and he smiled.
"I love you too" I smiled and kissed him.
"That was so cute" Alice chirped from the background and I turned to look at her. I still had tears in my eyes.
"Bella are you alright?" He asked and he winced in pain as he tried to turn to face me.
"I think we should give them some privacy" Carlisle intervened. I turned and mumbled "Thank you" Each paired of as they left Esme and Carlisle in front, Alice and Jasper and Rosalie and Emmett.
"Of course, just worried about you" I smiled " But I guess I had no reason too"
"Bella did you mean what you said about loving me?"
"Of course" I smiled and he smiled in response.
Hope you like it
love ya Jen xxx
