this actually isnt a finished chapter but it ends okay but I felt those of you who do read this deserved an update. I actually kinda have Writers block so please Ideas welcome.. Happy ending? Sad endings? IDEAS please...

Chapter 13 Edward

"I love you too" It escaped my lips before I even had my eyes open. I noticed how a smile spread across her lips at my words. I attempted to turn towards her but I couldn't. I noticed that I winced in pain.

"Bella did you mean what you said about loving me?"

"Of course" She smiled and I found myself smiling in response.

"Bella can you get Carlisle as I can't feel my legs" the shock on her face was evident but as long as she was there it didn't matter to me.

"Carlisle" she screamed she wasn't leaving go as her fingers clutched mine tighter. I was aware he rushed into the room followed by my family and friends.

"Bella what's wrong?"

"His legs" she sobbed quietly and Carlisle began to look at me.

"What about your legs Edward?" The concern was evident in his voice.

"I can't feel them I tried to move earlier and I couldn't" He was at the end of my bed looking at charts.

"Esme get another Doctor for me please" Everyone was looking at me pity on there face except Bella who was looking out the window.

I knew what she was thinking. How could she love me when I wouldn't be able to walk or doing normal things. She wouldn't just be my girlfriend she'd be my carer and I didn't like it.

"Bella" She turned to face me smiling but tears were on her face.

"Yep" Her voice was dead all emotion gone.

"You can leave if you want to" All eyes were on her now.

"Edward Cullen, just because you are paralyzed does not mean I don't love you but if you want me to leave" She went to take her hand from mine but I grasped it tighter. She looked at me again and smile a new round of tears in her eyes.

"So Carlisle what's going to happen to me?" I asked knowing that most likely I'd be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life.

"It turns out that the knife got through to your spinal cord and managed to chip the bone hence leaving you paralyzed. There is a procedure that can be preformed but the outcome depends on the patient. So Edward the decision is yours?" Esme eyes were clouded over with tears but Carlisle Emmett and Jasper were looking straight at me.

"Can I talk to Bella for a minute alone?"

"Sure Children" Carlisle cradled Esme to his chest while Jasper consoled Alice and Rosalie and Emmett talked in whispers.

"Bella, look at me" She looked up from the spot on the floor she had been staring at.

"Hmm?"

"What do you think?"

"I think I never should have came to Forks then you'd never be in this position, it's all my fault."

"Don't say that it could have happened anyway"

"Edward you know that's not true both you and I know that you wouldn't be paralyzed if I hadn't of come here"

"But then I wouldn't have found love which is much more important"

"I love you, you know that?"

"Love you too Bella, now the procedure what do you think?"

" Well, I think if it's something you want to do you should do it, being able to walk is a gift one that was taken away from you unfairly, so I think you should do it but just remember it might not work so don't get your hopes up incase it doesn't work" She smiled but I could see the sadness in her eyes.

"Edward you know no matter what happens I'll be here" I smiled but I knew she could see the worry in my eyes and I hoped she didn't know why. Maybe she did love me but I knew what she was thinking. The only reason she was staying with me was because she thought this was her fault.

well what do you think I know it was short and all but your views.

Again Ideas welcome...

Love ya jen xxx