The last chapter! I hope that you've enjoyed this story so far. It was fun for me to write.
Disclaimer: I do not own Phineas and Ferb.
PHINEAS'S POV
I walked back into my room and laid down on my bed. After closing my eyes I ended up falling asleep, I knew that because I was with Ferb again. It was the type of dream that started this whole mess, we were walking down the street laughing then he turns to me, a very serious look on his face until his lips were on mine. It was a chaste kiss, but it meant a lot. Of course I didn't know that I was dreaming specifically then, but I could tell something was off. The scene changed and we were climbing trees and there was background music that sounded suspiciously like K -I -S -S -I -N -G of course, not to prove it wrong, we leaned over and began to kiss. His tongue was warm and light against mine, it was a soft kiss, longer than the last one, I felt like I was in heaven the man that I love was kissing me! Somehow I knew that it wasn't real but I didn't really care because at this moment, everything was fine, I was with Ferb he was looking at me like he actually likes me, and isn't disgusted. I was happy, at that moment.
"Phineas? Phineas, wake up. Wake up." An inhumanly gorgeous British voice said, and I could feel his hand shaking me. I opened up my eyes to see a green haired boy standing over me. "Are you awake?"
"Yeah, I'm awake. Barely but I'm awake." I yawned as I sat up, looking around wondering if I was still dreaming.
"Phineas, what is that?" He looked completely upset. I was confused until I noticed where he was pointing: right at my blood tinged wrist, I knew I should have worn a long-sleeved shirt. "When did you do this? Why did you do this?" he had tears in his eyes, I was incredulous! What did it matter?!
"Why do you care?! You won't even look at me, and now that I have a bloody wrist you want to talk? You know what? Screw you Ferb!" I stood up and ran out the door. I ran and just kept on going because every time I started to slow down I had a picture of every thought I had when I thought of Ferb's disgusted face and I saw the look on his face before he went to dinner the night before. I was about a mile out of town before I felt the stitch in my side, but I kept on going. I didn't want to get that far away from home so I navigated into the woods, I was a long way into the trees when I collapsed.
I don't know how long I laid there but, I finally started to think about how I'm going to survive on my own so I got up and started toward where I thought town would be to go and get a pack filled with stuff from my house. It felt like I was walking around the woods for hours, swatting at bugs until I finally heard some kids laughing and I stumbled out into the park. I was about to walk the familiar route to my house until I heard the voices of Isabella and Ferb, even though I couldn't see them.
"What are you talking about? I thought you were dating Buford?!" Ferb sounded rather upset.
"I am not dating Buford! Where did you get that idea? You know what? It doesn't matter, all I want to know is why you care so much about where Phineas is? Since when do you care anyway? The only person you ever care about is Vanessa, that slut that you are dating. You-"
"I was dating Vanessa. Lately though something's come up and I broke it off with her. And she is not a slut!"
"Oh, well isn't that convenient? Phineas is missing and your defending your girlfriend."
"EX-GIRLFRIEND." Ferb yelled.
"Fine, ex-girlfriend. But that doesn't explain anything. Why do you care all of a sudden?" Isabella sounded rather aggravated.
"Fine, the real reason?" I moved so that I could see them but they couldn't see me. I watched as Isabella nodded her head and Ferb opened his mouth again, "The real reason is also the reason why I broke up with Vanessa in the first place. I found out that another guy liked me and after I thought kept thinking about it I realized that I like him too." Ferb was looking down at his feet blushing.
Isabella had paled while he talked, "what does that have to do with Phineas?" She sounded nervous, like she already knew the answer.
Ferb looked at her weirdly, I couldn't place the look. "Phineas was the guy that said he liked me. I fell in love with my stepbrother. At first I thought it was wrong, then he ended up kissing me and I haven't been able to think about anything since then. I broke it off with Vanessa for him."
I was shocked. He broke up with her for me? But, what happened to if he can't be with her he'd die? (see the first chapter). Whatever, I have to get home.
"But I'm worried about him now, he's…… he cut himself. I came home to tell him that I loved him and his wrist was all bloody! I don't know where he went, he's gone! I've looked everywhere, the police are all over the place looking for him. He could be anywhere! I'm going insane!" Ferb had tears streaming down his face and Isabella was pale with tears in her eyes. She then turned around and walked away shaking with sobs.
There was no time to be curious about what was wrong with Isabella, because Ferb was turning around to walk away as well so I held my breath as I stepped out into the open and his tear filled eyes fell on me.
It was a long moment of silence until he rushed over to me and pulled me into his arms. "Phineas, I was so worried! Where did you go? Are you ok?"
"Ferb, I'm okay. You broke up with Vanessa for me?"
"Oh, you heard that, did you? I, well yeah I did. Phineas, w-why did you cut yourself?" Ferb still had tears running down his face, but he held a steady gaze as he stepped away from me to see my face.
"Because I didn't think that you cared. I thought that you hated me now, so I was hoping that the cutting could be a release. It sort of worked." I watched his face as his facial expression changes from steady to horror.
"Y-you c-cut yourself because of me? I'm not worth that! What were you thinking?!" He looked and sounded horrified. He obviously doesn't understand how much I love him.
"I'm sorry, but you are worth it. I love you Ferb." I stepped towards him wrapping my arms around him, but he took another step away from me.
"Promise me that you'll never, ever do that again. I love you too Phineas, and I don't want to lose you." He leant down and pressed his lips to mine. This kiss had more of a fiery passion to it than the last one did. All of sudden there was a large presence behind me and a sharp pain in my back, so I broke the kiss, "OWW!!"
"Are you okay Phineas?" Ferb sounded rather anxious, but I laughed as I turned around.
"Yeah, I'm fine. It was a twig that stabbed my back when you pushed me up against the tree." Laughing, I broke the twig, grabbed Ferb and brought him back down for another kiss.
A FEW HOURS LATER
"OH MY, PHINEAS YOUR SAFE!!" My mother wrapped her arms around me and started to cry into my shoulder as she was checking me over for any scratches and/or bruises. When she didn't find any she laughed and said, "Phineas, why did you leave?"
I took a deep breath, this conversation will make or break the ice. "Mom, Lawrence, Ferb and I have to talk to you." I lead them into the living room where they sat down looking confused.
I looked up at Ferb as he gave me an encouraging smile, giving me confidence. "I fell in love with someone, and I thought that he didn't care. So I ended up cutting myself," I showed them my wrist making them both gasp, "and when he found out he asked me about it but I was still reeling from the, he hates me thoughts. So I ended up running away. But now, it's all been sorted out and we're together."
"Wait, if what your saying is right, then that means your, umm gay?" Lawrence said. My mother was looking like she was about to faint.
"Yes, I'm gay. I, well um. The main reason why I, we have to talk to you tonight is because, well…… the guy that I fell in love with and am now dating is, Ferb." I took a step back and held my breath, waiting for their reactions.
They were both pale now, but they didn't seem surprised. "When did it become official?" My mother asked. I was shocked.
"What? Your not horrified? Freaked? Wanting to kick us out?" This was too good to be true!
"Of course not Phineas, we well we pretty much figured that you two would end up together. Your always together and you know each other so well, so it's just not surprising." My mother smiled at me. Then they both stood up and hugged us. Laughing, Ferb and I walked up the stairs together.
