i miss him i wish he would come home doesnt he know that people miss him here why the heck did he let go of my hand anyways i mean that happened didnt it i know i didnt just dream it but then why am i the only one that remembers then again i guess i dont really remember huh since i dont even know his name i feel so bad were best friends i know we are i remember that much but i dont even know his stupid name its not my fault, at least i remember he existed no one else does that has to count for something ugggghh i hate not being able to remember i remember that he was a dummy and i remember riku and i remember telling him to get up you lazy bum and we made a raft then that storm and ugh why cant i remember past there its like something went missing or something and his name his name what the heck is his name selphie youre no help i cant believe you dont think he exists everyone probably thinks im a nutter now thats just great as if missing a random year of school wasnt enough im suddenly the weird kid but then maybe im not i do still have a lot of friends and lots of guys like me or so selphie says but im not really interested thats not weird is it i mean i dont have a boyfriend i kind of wish i did but it doesnt feel right after all hes not here and that doesnt seem fair to him but does he even like me ugh i cant remember that either its right there and i reach out to grab it and then its gone gosh that dummy does he even know how much it hurts my head to try and remember why cant he just come back with riku so we can all be happy again i miss him i wish he would come home starts with an s