Greetings! It didn't take that long this time to update did it? Thanks for the reviews for the last two chapters
Disclaimer and warnings same as the last chapters…
A/N: there's a lot of character thoughts in this dealing with their feelings for each other and there's also crossdressing…Neji would probably kill me for it though…And I was originally using the honorfics, but I took them off because it messes me up so much and frankly, I'm terrible at them…
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After cleaning up the apartment, Neji was making dinner from what he found in Itachi's fridge and some cabinets in the kitchen itself which wasn't that much. All he found were spaghetti, tomato sauce, potatoes, and a little butter.
Sigh, "How does he survive on these things? I'm going have to try to make spaghetti and mashed potatoes. Should I make some for him? I know he said he didn't need anything but…should I anyway? I mean, he should have dinner and I don't think he has eaten anything yet…I really want to make something for him…Wait I WANT to? Have I really developed feelings for him? I do think he's good-looking, ok maybe extremely hot…but does that give me reason to feel about him this way? It was nice of him to bring me these clothes though…But even if I do have feelings for him, will they necessarily last? Forget that, I'm just worried about how he feels about me and how he will feel if he finds out my feelings for him. Will he be disgusted? Then again, if he does like me, he will not know if I like him if I don't tell him…Should I risk it and tell him? Now, I feel that I rather not until I get to know him better and see if he is interested in me…Ah, I better get cooking…I hope he wont get mad at me…"
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Inhale and exhale deeply. "Oh God, if you're listening, please, please don't let him get mad at me…" Neji raises his fist to knock, but before his hand hit the wood, the door opened…
"Yes?"
"I, um, brought you dinner…"
"I thought I told you I didn't need anything." "He looks so cute like that…with the blush and all. Argh, I really shouldn't think these things…even if he is hot whether naked or not. Damn it, not I can't get his image out of my mind again, I just got it out…He's so considerate to bring me dinner though. And those eyes…they're gorgeous…lips…they look so soft…But it's not just his looks, I feel that he has a side which he doesn't show, even though I've only known him for such a short amount of time. On that side of him, he's extremely delicate, very fragile…he needs someone he can trust to be with him forever…to be his lover and protector…DAMN IT! STOP THINKING THESE THOUGHTS ALREADY! Yes, I admit I do love him, I've been denying that fact ever since I looked into those pools of silvery lilac…but if he finds out…he would probably be disgusted, I don't think I can bear that. Wait, what if he has the same feelings for me? No, that's impossible. But if he does…GRRRR…I wont tell him now, but I will try my best to get to know him better…so if I can't be his lover, I'll at least be his friend…I'm just giving myself excuses to be near him. Fact is, I do love him more than anything or anyone I have ever loved…if I have ever loved anything or anyone…I can't remember the last time I felt this way…He must not find out, I can't have him leave me. Once I'm certain he has similar feelings for me, I will tell him though…"
"I just thought…nevermind. I'm sorry," Neji said looking down with tears starting to form and he started to walk away.
"Oh great, what have I done? Even if it doesn't look as he's crying yet, I can feel that he's about to" "Wait, I said I didn't need any, not, didn't want any. Sorry if I sounded harsh. Come in," Itachi said sounding truly sorry and holding the door wider.
"It's ok," Neji said looking up and smiling shyly. "I'm so glad he's not mad…if he got mad I don't know what I would have done! If he got mad, my sensible side tells to leave as not to anger him more, but now, I've sunk so deep into my love that I can't bear to anger him, can't bear to leave him, ever. I'm so weak, how can I sink so deep into this love that most likely is one-sided" "What's this for?" he asked Itachi, pointing at a French maid outfit, after he entered the room.
"Oh that, I'm waiting for a model to come in so I can draw her…it's a portrait of a French maid for my latest customer," Itachi answered as his cell phone started to ring. "Hold on for a sec," he said to Neji. Neji nodded. "Hello?" pause. "What do you mean you can't come today? I can't wait, he wants the portrait tomorrow afternoon!" pause. "Alright then. Bye." Itachi hung up angrily.
"What's wrong?" Neji asked concern as he attempted to hide his disappointment. "He draws girls in short dresses…he wont have any interest in me…ok, I need to calm down…I know I love him, but I'm just being paranoid, aren't I? Drawing girls doesn't mean he doesn't like boys, does it? Oh, who am I kidding? He has to be straight, beautiful girls probably drool over him and he was probably talking to his girlfriend on the phone…" "Do you have a girlfriend?" he blurted out without thinking.
"No…Hey, Neji, um…could you…uh…model for me…?" "Why did I just ask that? Yes, I want to see him in that dress…Oh My God! What if he figures it out? What if he leaves? I shouldn't have said that! What if…? What if..? What if he is disgusted?"
"Uh…sure…" "He wants me to model for him? Does he like me in that way or am I just jumping conclusions…I probably am…He's just desperate for a model, if anyone else was here, like a girl, he would probably ask her…"
"Thank you so much! Here put this on." Itachi said handing Neji the dress, a frilly apron, fishnets (A/N: Do. Not. Ask.), gloves, and some high heels. "You don't need anything in your hair, just let it out of that ponytail."
"Um…where should I change…" Neji asked blushing.
"Uh…you could change in here or in the bathroom whichever you wish." "Did that give it away? I couldn't help myself. Will he guess my feelings and leave?..."
"Could it be that he likes me? I don't want to get my hopes too high…besides, I'm not even sure. It could just be for convenience (A/N: hey, don't blame me, I couldn't come up with any other reasons…)…" "I could change in here if you don't mind…" he said blushing deeply.
"Why would I, if I did, I wouldn't have offered." Itachi said with a slight smile.
"Oh, thanks…(A/N: again, he had to say something I know it doesn't make much sense…)" Neji said as he started to undress. Itachi watched as the each clothing item came off revealing smooth, silky, pale skin.
"I would really want that to be mine…gods, he's so hot and turning me on even if he's not entirely naked…" Itachi watched as Neji put on the dress. As the younger boy fumbled with
the zipper, Itachi couldn't help himself, he got up and helped the other with the zipper. It took all his self control as to not just bend down and start kissing that soft smooth flesh.
"Thanks." "Ah! I'm getting turned on with him just getting near me, well, he turns me on with me just looking at him…What is wrong with me?" Neji thought as he put on the frilly apron. "Ick, I can't believe I'm wearing this! Am I willing to do anything for him?" Again, Itachi had to help Neji with tying the back of the apron. By that time, both were hard and blushing too deeply to notice the other's blush. Neji then put on the fishnets, or was attempting to. Of course, itachi helped him with those too. "What is he thinking of me now? That I'm trying to seduce him or something? That I'm a wanton freak? Will he kick me out after he paints the picture?"
"Fuck, I can't stand this any longer. How I would love to have those long smooth legs…no, no, NO!, NOOOOO!...I have to stop thinking like this! I haven't before, what power does this boy possess that draws me to him so much?" the eighteen year old thought as he was sliding the fishnets up the younger's legs. When that torture was over, Neji slid into the shoes and put on the gloves. Itachi started to paint after he rearranged Neji's hair.
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The next afternoon a man came, he was very impressed by the painting. "So, this is that boy who answered the door, neh?"
"Yes."
"How much does he charge a night?"
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me, how much does he charge to be bedded at night?"
"He's not a prostitute, now if you will excuse me; I have to meet my next client." Itachi said leading the man out the door, with cold rage burning in him
"I must have that boy…He will be mine…He will be fucked as he never experienced…" "Very well then Itachi, until next time." The door slammed.
Ok, for those of you I told this chapter would be very short…I'm sorry? Really, I told you I didn't know where I was going…
I feel bad already…I know what's going to happen in the next chapter…and I'm scared to write it…there may be two chapters with different things happening in each one, but still the same…that didn't make sense, but you'll see. It might take a little longer to update the next chapter because 1. I'm scared to write it and 2. It's two chapters in one. That's it, I gtg byebye for now! waves
