It's over.. I still heard it in my head. Going over and over and over again. I had noticed that he was changed over the last week, his eyes were cold and he became distanced. I never would have expected this. He broke up with me, he did the one thing he promised he would never do. He had left me, alone. We had walked in to the woods behind my house, just up the trail. He had told me that he had to move with his family. Away from Forks, start over again. At first I thought he mend we as in him, me and the rest of the Cullens. But I was wrong. It mend him and the Cullens, without me. I couldn't believe he would do this, after all that we had been through. Things were going good for us, at least I seamed to think so. I guess I was wrong, stupid, blind lamb.

He told me he didn't love me anymore, I was not good for him. I screamed at him, he had promised not to leave me when I was in the hospital in Phoenix. That was after I survived the attack from James and his followers. He said he had promised to stay with me for as long as I needed him and he thought I didn't need him anymore. How could he think that? He was my reason for being, the true love of my life. I wanted him by my side forever, through all of eternity. And I thought that was what he wanted as well. Why did it suddenly change?

He left me, alone in the woods. I had reached for him, trying to put my arms around his cool, marble body, but he had gently put my arms back in place. He looked at me, cold emotionless eyes stared in to my desperate looking eyes. And then he took of. I tried to run after him, but he used his vampire speed to leave me behind. It's over.. I kept on hearing it in my head as I walked deeper and deeper in to the woods, the night begin to fell. It got darker around me and I noticed I had no idea where I was or where I was going. Tears had start to fall down my face I couldn't seem to make them stop. The tears just kept on coming, making my eyes irritated and red.

It felt like I was walking around in circles and when I fell down for the millionth time I just stayed down. All strength had left my body, I simply couldn't get up. I had scratches on my face and hands from trying to catch myself as I fell. They started to sting, but it didn't hurt. I felt numb. It had start raining, but I didn't even bother to shelter. I just lay there and kept playing his break up with me over and over in my head. I saw him, his perfect, marble skin and his beautiful, golden eyes. I couldn't believe he had actually left me. My angel, my reason for being, was gone. Forever.

Suddenly, as if something burst through my bubble, I heard voices calling my name. I listen carefully, to make sure is wasn't imagining the voices, but I heard them again. I tried to answer, I really did, but I couldn't. I didn't have the strength to answer, I was completely exhausted. I closed my eyes and hoped they would find me own their own, without my voice guiding them to me. But more then that I hoped for death, to release from this aching.

Suddenly a flashlight shined in my face, I kept my eyes closed because I knew I couldn't handle the light. After being in the dark for so long my eyes really wouldn't appreciate it, I knew it for sure. "Bella?" Someone asked. I let out a soft sob, unable to speak. "Are you hurt?" He asked. I shook my head, but I was hurt. Only not physical, there was nothing this stranger needed to know about my mental pain, about the hole in my chest that used to hold my heart.

I felt him pick me up from the hard, cold ground and held me close to his warm and soft body. Warm and soft, so different from his I thought sobbing in silence. I didn't even got the chance to say goodbye to the rest of the family, my family. Carlisle and Esme, my second parents who I loved so much. Jasper and Alice, though Jasper and I didn't have much of a relationship I would still miss him and Alice even more, my best pixie like friend. Emmett and Rosalie, my big grizzly of a brother and I would even miss Rose although we weren't the best of friends, she was still my sister. They were truly my family, I loved them so much.

Overwhelmed with loss of my family, I just couldn't take it anymore. Then I heard Charlie's voice. "Is she okay? Is she hurt?" He sounded upset, worried about me. "Charlie?" I said with a small voice. I still hadn't opened up my eyes, to afraid of what they might see. I could feel how I was being giving in to someone else's arms. Charlie's arms, I squeezed myself against his body and hold on as tight as I could. He walked me to his car en put me in the passengers seat, whispering the entire ride home. Everything would be okay, he kept saying it over and over again. I didn't believe it, my reason for being was gone. It's over..

When I got home Charlie carried me in to the house and laid me down on the sofa. He started thanking everyone that helped looking for me. The boys from La Push, some kids from my school with their parents and of course his colleague's. I was watching everything through my eyelids, I saw Mike Newton, Angela Weber, Jessica Stanley and some of Jacob's friends like Seth and Leah Clearwater. I noticed that there was someone approaching me, it was dr. Stanfield. One of Carlisle colleague's. Old colleague's I reminded myself. I flinched at the thought of never seeing them again.

After dr. Stanfield examined me and asked me a few basic questions, he went over to Charlie and spoke in a low, soft voice. I couldn't hear a single thing they said. Apparently he told Charlie I wasn't physically hurt, but emotionally I was pretty messed up. But who wouldn't be, after losing the one thing you lived for. The one thing you would die for, to spend all of eternity with him.

I told Charlie I was going upstairs, I really needed a shower en I just wanted to be alone. He watched me, worried expression on his face, as I got up to the stairs. As soon as I reached my room I could feel the hole in my chest being ripped open from the inside out and I fell, letting the pain consume me. Then everything went black.