"You know you're really cute when you sleep?" I awoke on the lumpy couch with Jack sitting at my feet. The sun was shining bright and the air was slightly warmer. But the bus was rather quiet. No sounds of arguing, or even chatting. Silence.
"Where is everybody." I yawned, stretching my arms.
"Monster truck rally." Jack answered simply, "Just you and me." he smiled
I smiled before throwing the covers over my face. The day with Jack sounded like a perfect day.
"Hey!" Jack laughed. The covers were removed from my face as Jack lifted the blanket. I hid my grin with my hands, but that didn't stop him either. He pinned my arms down on the couch and kissed me passionately, holding my face in his hands.
It wasn't long before we were doing nothing. We had all day before the guys got back. We drifted around the entire bus, until we finally found residence in the front by the pullout couch. I was sitting on his lap as he played with my hair.
"Did you fix things with Alex?" I asked to end the silence.
"Yeah, he just needs to learn a little." Jack said nodding.
"A little..." I said sarcastically.
I felt like screaming 'I told you so' but knew he didn't want to hear that. I rubbed his arm to comfort him and he wrapped himself around me. I felt like I was being pulled into a safety blanket, like no one could hurt me.
"I'm sorry for upsetting you last night." Jack said with obvious concern.
"I just don't want you to get hurt messing around." I whispered, playing with a hole in my shirt, avoiding his eyes.
"Awe, you don't need to worry about me." he said kissing my cheek.
We had sat in silence for a few minutes when Jack cleared his throat.
"So..." he trailed off with slight edge in his voice.
"So what?" I asked.
"Since its just the two of us..."
"Oh." I said, suddenly understanding. I was surprisingly surprised. I would have thought I would've been prepared for this, considering we were two twenty-year-olds in love.
Was I ready?
"Never mind, forget I said anything." Jack murmured, embarrassed.
"No, Jack. I love you."
"And I love you too. But we don't have to do anything you don't want to do."
"Who said I didn't?" I whispered sensually. I playfully kissed his neck as he laughed. There were so many things going through my mind when he started fiddling with my clothes, and I with his. Were we protected? Would he realize I was a virgin? What if the guys bust open the door to see us getting it on? Why must I think so much?
But as soon as I was close to him, all fear dissolved and my raging thoughts were put on hold.
