I Love Him, I Must Love Him Not
A/N: Another late update… CRAP! This story is pretty much finished in my HEAD! I'm just too lazy to type and I feel people don't like my story.
Henry: You are emo, Danii
Me: How could you say that? I'm just a little unhappy. Why are you typing on my typing on MY story anyway?
Henry: Cause I'm your boyfriend.
Me: Since when??
Henry: Come on you know you love me-
Me: Shut up and get out of my apartment.
To my readers Henry is (his name is not Henry he is just paranoid about the internet) my roommate. He will be reading my stories and encouraging me. By NOT calling me emo.
Henry: Whatever Depressed-san.
Me: On with the story…
Chapter 5 Save me, Ichigo-kun
Will anyone even notice when I'm gone? Ichigo's face appeared in Momo's mind and she let out a small sigh. She still couldn't move and she felt her life was slipping away but she held onto life, and strangely life felt like Ichigo's warm strong hands.
xoDxo
"Monira! Tell you're brother he is not the captain I am!" Ichigo growled scribbling fiercely on paperwork.
"I would make a better captain than you!" Moniji growled sitting on Ichigo's couch.
"Stop fighting you two!" Monira said massaging her temples. Her glazed eyes moving around. Monira was blind but she had an amazing ability to sense reiatsu and extreme senses. She had white hair not in an elderly way but in a loss of pigment color. She was extremely pale.
Moniji, her brother, was the complete opposite of his sister. He had tanned skin and black hair that almost looked blue. He had dark blue eyes and he was only good at using his zanpakto.
"Taicho, can we sleep here tonight? We are just helpless children." Monira said walking up to Ichigo.
"I would never stay in Strawberry-taicho's house!" Moniji yelled.
"No, and you two aren't children. You are probably older than me." Ichigo said growling lowly at the paperwork. After about ten minutes of Moniji's yelling and Monira's flirting attempts, Ichigo burst. "Shut up! Moniji, finish this paperwork, correctly! Monira go clean up the dojo!" Ichigo then grabbed Zangetsu and left. He mumbled stuff about 'dumb twins' and 'stupid division' at that thought Momo appeared in his thoughts.
He walked into his home and grabbed his home. It rand once. Twice. Three times. "Hey this is Hinamori. If you have something to say ,say it at the beep." Beep.
"Hey Momo. Why aren't you answering? Are you mad at me. Come on Momo I'm getting worried. Momo, just call back. OK? Bye." Ichigo hung up and lay on his bed. Ichigo growled in frustration. Momo, where are you?
xoDxo
With a grunt Momo pulled her eyes open. She tried to get up only to notice she couldn't feel her limbs. I can't move!
xoDxo
"Ichigo, I haven't sensed Momo's reiatsu. Is she ok?" Rangiku asked walking next to Ichigo.
"I don't know! I've called! I've left messages. Gah!" Ichigo yelled more to himself than Rangiku.
"Send a search party. For a captain you can be slow!" Rangiku laughed not seemingly grasping the seriousness of the situation.
"MONIJI! MONIRA!" Ichigo yelled at the top of his lungs.
"Hai, taicho!" - Monira "What the hell do you want?" -Moniji
"You two are going to find Hinamori-fukutaicho, you will then report to me. Understand?"
"I don't see why we have to do this?" Moniji said glaring at Ichigo.
"Because I'm your superior and if you don't do this I will, 'Report you for undermining authority. One year at Shinigami Academy is suggested punishment'" Ichigo quoted.
Moniji's glare faltered and he sighed. While Monira just bounced over to Ichigo smiling, "We'll find Hinamori-fukutaicho! Right now!"
"Wait! I have to get it approved or go to Yoruichi." Ichigo took a moment to think about his situation. It could take months to be approved since there was no real emergency or he could just go to Yoruichi now. "Rangiku, please find Shihouin (sp???) Yoruichi."
"Sure! Be right back!" Then Rangiku dashed off. Leaving Ichigo to deal with the 'Terrible Twins' as Ichigo called them.
"So, Ichigo-kun-"
"Kurosaki-taicho."
"My sister can call you anything she wants too!"
"No she can't!"
"Yeah, she can. Got a problem with it?"
"Bastard."
"Ass!"
"Urusai! Urusai! Urusai!" Monira yelled. (Urusai- shut up)
"You aren't in charge of me! Neither are you pipsqueak!" Ichigo said pointing at the twins.
"Stupid tall person, evaporate!"
"Go in a hole and die!"
"I hope a Hollow finds Crazy!" Moniji yelled. He then quickly smirked seeing Ichigo's stunned expression. "Yeah, she'll probably be a Hollow willingly! She is so messed up!-"
CRACK!!
Moniji stared up angrily. "I think you fucking broke my jaw!"
"Good, don't talk about Momo that way. If this mission fails I'll do a lot worse than that." Ichigo hissed bending down to Moniji's eye level.
"I'm back… oh my Ichigo what did you do?" Rangiku asked her and Yoruichi staring stunned. Surprisingly, Monira answered.
"Brother said mean things about Hinamori-fukutaicho and Kurosaki-taicho punched him." She said hopping from foot to foot.
"Oh, Ichigo! And thought you became as cold as Little Byakuya for a while there!" Yoruichi said hugging Ichigo.
"Yoruichi, get off of me. You know it annoys me." Ichigo said pushing her off. And just like that Kurosaki Ichigo was cold again. "I've got work to do. Yoruichi get them to the World of the Living." A World where I no longer belong, he thought sadly.
"Hai, Taicho!" Yoruichi joked though it was an attempt to make him crack a lopsided grin. Too bad though, he was already gone.
"Well you heard him. Secret mission: Rescue Peachy is now in order!" Rangiku said happily. She too missed the fun kid Ichigo used to be.
xoDxo
Ichigo really wasn't getting any work done. He was sitting in his mansion thinking. Momo can only be a friend. She loved Toshiro and I loved Rukia this is too soon. I'm just worried about my best friend.
No king you're not. Our poor Peach is in trouble-
She is not ours and where the hell did you come from?
You wanted advice. I'm givin' it.
Why are you so serious today?
Easy, I already like Momo-chan if you won't acknowledge it I'll take her myself.
You will do no such thing! Bastard! I don't want your sick advise!
Whatever king but ever since losing Rukia, Momo's been there! Ever since you felt like crying she was there. Ruki-chan ain't comin' back King. But neither will Momo if you keep pushing her away. Then his Hollow was gone. He went over to his laptop and stared at it. Sitting there was a collage of pictures that Momo had made. There was him and Rukia. Him and his sisters. Him attacking his dad. And at the center Momo with a big smile and himself staring at the camera.
Ichigo put a CD in he Momo had begged him to buy. She still loved it and she loved the group.
xoFlashBackxo
"Ichigo please! I love Three Days Grace (A/N: My favorite band besides Paramore!!)" Momo asked hugging the CD case to her chest.
"Fine. I actually think their okay." Ichigo stated.
Later…
(A/N: I do not own the song Get Out Alive by Three Days Grace)
No time for Goodbye, he said
As he faded away
Don't put your life in someone's hands;
They're bound to steal it away
Don't hide your mistakes
Cause they'll find you, burn you
Then he said
If you want to get out alive
Oh, oh Run for your life
If you want to get alive
Oh, oh Run for your life
This is my last time she said
As she faded away
It's hard to imagine
But one day you'll end up like me
Then she said
If you want to get out alive
Oh, oh Run for your life
If you want to get alive
Oh, oh Run for your life
If you want to get out alive(If you want to get out alive)
Oh, oh Run for your life
If you want to get alive (if you want to get alive)
Oh, oh Run for your life
If I stay, it won't be long
Till' I'm burning on the inside
If I go, I can only hope
That I'll make it to the other side
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Oh, oh run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Oh, oh run for…
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Oh, oh run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Oh, oh run for…
If I stay, it won't be long
Till' I'm burning on the inside
If I go, I can only hope
That I'll make it to the other side
If I stay, it won't be long
Till' I'm burning on the inside
If I go If I go
Burning on the inside
Burning on the inside
Burning on the inside
By the end of sing Momo was singing and Ichigo was playing his guitar. "You're good." Momo said a little breathlessly.
"You too. Try again?"
Momo nodded and the song played again but only the ferocity of Ichigo's playing and Momo's singing.
xoEndFlashBackxo
Ichigo almost smiled at the memory. He started digging through his stuff until he found it, the mixed CD: Three Days Shinigami. He listened to himself on the guitar and Momo blasting out notes. He listened to the whole CD before starting on his work.
He filed and signed papers. His soul pager went off.
"Monira?" Ichigo grumbled. "Moniji, give the phone to Monira… Yeah that's an order… stop being the ass and give-… Shut the fuck up bitch… Oh! I'll so make you… Me acting childish? Ha!… Fine. I'll stop aggravating your brother… Stay on track! Have you found Momo?… Okay keep searching… No, Monira I do not want to go on a date… Goodbye!" Ichigo hung the phone up angrily. Those twins had different ways of getting under his skin. His division was crazy…
Except for her…
xoDxo
I'm being carried away! Momo thought attempting to move. "You will do great in Hueco Mundo." A voice whispered in Momo's ear. "Sensei, will have fun with you, even if you are a shinigami." Momo whimpered and willed herself not to cry.
"Let me go!" she managed to hiss.
"Tsk! Tsk! You need to be… SILENT!" With that said the weird Hollow made his hand glow and put it over her mouth. Momo fought against the odd power but failed. A powerful dark sleep came over her.
xoDxo
"Yo! Ichigo!" Renji shouted upon seeing his friend.
"What Renji?"
"You, me, the rest of my drinking buddies and… drum roll please! SAKE!" Renji shouted walking in front of Ichigo.
"You know I don't drink Renji." Ichigo said his thoughts on his missing lieutenant.
"Look dude. You got all depressed after the war but Momo changed that. She's gone, you acting all depressed again. So get the stick out of your ass and live life. (A/n: no pun intended)" he said seriously.
"Fine but I'm not helping you guys get home when you are totally wasted." Ichigo stated equally as serious.
"Whatever because you are going to be totally wasted too!" Renji said.
"Who's coming anyway?"
"Me, Rangiku, Hisagi, Kira, Zeraki-"
"Bye!"
"He promised not too fight!"
"He better…"
"Anyway, Yoruichi, some subordinates oh and Ikkaku of course!"
"Fine, let's go."
xoDxo
"Yeah! And little Byakuya was like, "I will beat you at flash step!" Yoruichi said slurring every word.
"Byakuya was a lot like my son wasn't he?" Isshin stated.
"Me?! Like that ass! Not in a million years!" Ichigo stated standing up and falling back. "Damnit! Renji You weren't supposed… G'night" He said laying on the ground.
"Haha! Ichi got wasted!" Rangiku laughed getting off the ground.
"So Isshin why you in the Soul Society?"
"Visiting my darling boy! He never visits me anymore!"
"Don't cry be a man!" Zaraki growled grabbing yet another bottle.
"Whatever Kenpachi! Stop drinking all the sake!" Isshin said grabbing for the sake.
"Give it up old man! You are drunk beyond compare anyway!" Ichigo growled. Even while his son spoke the said old man was jumping up and down for a sake bottle in Kenpachi's hand. "Damnit! I said stop!" Ichigo yelled tackling him.
Isshin 'eeped' and crumpled under his son. "But son…"
"Go home!" He snapped.
"So mean Masaki! Our son is so mean!"
"Ichigo, dude. You made your own dad cry." In his drunken state sort if sounded like a hippie. (A/N: Hisagi + Drunk + My twisted mind = Hippie!! Lol)
"They were fake tears Hisagi. Go back to sleep. Oh here take your wife." Ichigo tossed a snoring Rangiku on top of him causing his words to be cut off.
RING!!
"Captain bad news! We believe Hinamori-fukutaicho fell off a cliff and a Hollow took her based on the reiatsu that was left behind."
"What?!"
"Her reiatsu disappears at the same point with a Hollow. She's gone, Captain."
"This can't be happening… Please tell me this is a joke Monira. Please."
"Ichigo I'm so sorry! We are doing everything we can. We think… I think she was taken to Hueco Mundo. WE need back up Ichigo. We can't do this alone."
"Come back immediately. I'm setting up a real rescue mission."
ROAR!!
"Backup Ichigo! We need back up now!"
Click.
Ichigo dashed out of the bar and went straight to Yammamoto's office. "HEAD CAPTAIN! HEAD CAPTAIN!" Ichigo roared banging on the door.
"What is it Kurosaki?! At this hour!"
"I'm sorry sir but right now two of my subordinates are in the World of the Living facing off Hollows. They believe Hinamori-fukutaicho has been captured and taken to Hueco Mundo. Requesting rescue mission."
"Approved. Who will you take?"
"I'm leaving now. I want two captains, two lieutenants and maximum five seated officers. Hueco Mundo is dangerous now. At least Aizen maintained order, now that too is gone."
"Approved. You may go."
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"Hinamori, how lovely to see you again! I've missed you so much!" A voice said sickeningly sweet in Momo's ear.
"No… you… this… oh Kami NO!" Momo shrieked struggling against her captor.
"I think we'll bring Captain Kurosaki here too!" The voice cackled.
"Don't you dare! He… you… no please… Kami no!" Momo sobbed. Ichigo, don't come! Please don't ever come!
xoDxo
"Momo, I'm coming. Just hang on. Hang on, Momo-chan." Ichigo said leaving the Soul Society.
xoDxo
"Say it Momo! No! Scream it!"
"Never!"
"Fine!" The man raised his zanpakto high.
"He can't come! He can't!" Momo said shaking her head. She screamed as he pulled her hair and put his zanpakto to her throat.
"This will be-"
"So much fun."
A/N: Woo! So sorry but guess what? I got so many people signing up for alerts on my story. It is sort of like reviewing in my book so thank you. Updates will probably get slower because my cousin, he lives next door, his wife is pregnant again. I really need to help out and they are expecting twins! J 3 YAY! I hope it's a girl the boys are a handful!
Bye
~Danii
