I continued the rest of my day as I usually would, Calculating how to control myself. I saw that I had 4 classes with Andrea. All of the main classes to be precise. She seemed to be worried about something, and I noticed this because for some insignificant (at the time) reason I couldn't stop thinking about her! During my social studies class I had a seat next to her, and I was confused because of some breathtaking scent was clawing at my nostrils. I tried to find the source until I realized it was coming from her. The completely intoxicating scent that I enjoyed emanated off her! Like a strange light would emanate off a deep sea creature, irregular and alluring, but completely enjoyable. I looked over a few minutes later and saw her looking my way; she seemed to be a bit afraid from the expression on her face. Then I realized, 'I must be scaring her!' I quickly straightened out my posture and brushed myself off. After that I made my eyes as caring and thoughtful as I could and put on a smile that only somewhat exposed my fangs. But when I turned to her she had already gone back to her class work. My teacher then asked. "Would you like to work with partners?" and in a quite loud and obnoxious show of character the whole class (save me and Andrea- 'save' meaning except in this scenario) bellowed. "Ya!!!" I turned my head to look at Andrea and then asked: "Would you like to be my partner?" and she smiled a beautiful, relieved smile and replied: "Sure!" I smiled and looked down at the work. I reached over at the text book and my hand briskly brushed against hers. I felt so different, refreshed, and happy even. When I looked up at her I leaned toward her just a few inches without thinking, but thank god I stopped myself. I scolded and thought angrily to myself 'what in the living hell were you trying to do? Idiot! After a year of fighting vampirism you'd think you'd have more control than that! Did you actually believe you'd kiss her? And even if you did do you think she'd respond well to it? I mean look at you! Who on gods green earth could like you as you are?' and with those thoughts I resigned to my original posture (dragging the text book open so as not to look suspicious) and moped. - p.s- andi it's unlikely that you would have noticed me lean over because you were listening to the teacher with your head turned to a different direction. :P lol I hope you guys enjoy the NEXT chapter.
