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Recap: My bad luck seemed to want to keep up with me because in an act of clumsiness, that only existed during my teen years, my foot slipped in the wet-pathway causing me to go flying backwards. While I was falling, the only thing that my mind registered was Jasper's worry voice shouting my name and then everything went black.

When I woke up the only thing I saw was white; all I saw everywhere was white. White walls, white floor, white ceiling, white bed, white gown, white bedding and an annoying faltering white light that shone down at me. Quite frankly, it hurt my head to see the shade reflected everywhere I looked. What was it about white that people like so much anyway? Or was it just hospitals that liked it?

Well this is uncomfortable! Was the first thought that crossed my mind after I tried to move in the little bed I was in, not 'where am I' or 'am I ok'. I think that Alice was finally rubbing off on me, because for my first thought to be that one I had to be crazy.

Ouch! So I'm ok was the deduction I got after pinching my thigh and feeling the stinging pain. That's gonna leave a bruise! I still felt pretty disoriented, but my body was ok, that was the important part, right? Yup

After a few minutes of looking at nothing, I felt someone's eyes on me, causing me to move my eyes away from the white ceiling and the annoying light, and making me looked around the room I was in. I got lightheaded with the fast motion of my head.

I think they gave me drugs!

Well no shit Sherlock, you did bump your head!

At the corner of the room by the closed windows were Alice and Jasper. She was half-lying in the uncomfortable looking couch; her upper bodies on top of his and her legs on the couch, while Jasper's feet were on the floor. Alice was clearly sleeping. I smiled at her sleeping form, she looked like a little kid compared to Jasper. When I looked up, Jasper was watching me with a relieved smile in his tired-worried looking face. I waved my fingers at him and send a small smile his way.

"I love you," he said in sign language, I guessed trying no to wake Alice up, seeing as she had already woken up I spoke.

"Love you too" Alice ran faster towards me than I have ever seen her, not even during sales, she had run so fast, and she enveloped me in a bone-crushing hug.

"God, bells you almost gave me a heart attack" she said. Her voice sounded broke, like she was choking on something. Tears, I realized it was after a couple of them dropped in my hospital gown. "don't scare me like that again Isabella" she said to me after looking up, she was looking at me with tears stained eyes and her hazel eyes were bloodshot red from crying.

She had no make-up on, that's the first time I had ever saw her without it; make-up was like her life string and she put it on religiously, not even when her mom died she stopped putting it on, and it broke my heart that I was the reason of her not wearing it.

Jasper didn't look much better either.

"You know me, I have always liked to cause drama," I told them jokingly, trying to lighten up the dead mood. You would believe that for them to act like this I had scratched my face or something.

Jasper looked angered by my response and all but growled,"you busted your head with a dammed rock, Isabella be serious" it was a freaking rock, shouldn't have them just bandage me up and send me in my merry way to my home. And that's exactly what I told them, but not in those words.

Jasper told me that yes, they should have.

"Then why the hell am I still here?"

"I'm gonna go get the doctor," Jasper said to us and walked up to me and kissed my forehead while ruffling Alice's hair and then gave her a chaste kiss.

After he left I looked at Alice with my eyebrows raised in questioning, "So why am I still here?" I asked her again.

"Let me see what I remember ok? I wasn't paying too much attention to him, well I was paying attention to him not what he was saying, "she said in a girl-sees-cute-boy voice, totally girly. "Ok. Ready. You have a nasty bump in you head, some scratches in you back and thighs because of some little rocky-rocks that where on the ground, don't worry though those will go away in less than a week. The only bad thing is that you were running a freaky high fever that could have made some damage to your brain. So your friend said that it would be in everybody's best interest if you stayed under observation, just for 24 hours." Even though she was speaking in a light-perky voice, I saw flickers of worry passed thru her face. I wanted to ask her more question about my stay here but something she said sidetracked me from asking her, it was a word to be exact.

"Friend?" I asked her confused

"Yeah, why didn't you tell me about him? Dr. McDreamy out there almost jumped out of his skin when he saw you, from joy of course!"

I stared at her confused out of my freaking mind. Who was she talking about? "Doctor? I don't have any friends who are, wanted or were doctors," I told her.

"Don't look at me like I'm crazy, bells. Dr. McDreamy said he was your friend and Charlie said so too. Even Emmett knew him!" she told me matter-of-factly.

"You know most of my friends ally, none of them are doctors." I said to her in a final tone.

"Glad to know you still consider me a friend, Isabella" a familiar voice said from the doorway.

I looked towards the sound of the voice and standing there was an older much hotter Carlisle. And in that moment flashbacks of the night I had tried to forget came right back, all in one wave.

Flashback: year after Carlisle left.

(Third POV)

She opened the door to Carlisle dorm-room with ease, she wasn't supposed to be there into next week but she thought that Carlisle would be happy. But what she saw inside the room made her heart stop.

Esme, she was a senior student that was supposed to help Carlisle with one of his classes, was naked and moving on top of Carlisle, his blankets pulled up around her waist. She moaned and twisted as he fucked her, oblivious to the fact that they now had an audience. She balanced herself on him, riding him hard. Bella felt faint, as if she might pass out. She flipped the lights on, startling the couple on the bed.

Esme jumped away from Carlisle, nearly falling of the bed, and if it had been in another circumstances Bella would have laugh her ass off.

Esme wrapped the blanket around her naked body, covering herself. Carlisle sat up, his eyes wide. Carlisle grabbed his discarded boxers from the floor and pulled them on. Bella just stared at them and no one spoke for a long time.

Esme's voice was soft when she finally spoke. "Isabella, I… we can explain…"

Bella looked at Esme fiercely, shutting her up with the look on her face. Esme swallowed hard and sat back, looking at Carlisle.

Bella finally spoke to them, her voice low and strained. She was trying to keep the tears at bay. "How long"

"Bells, baby, I didn't want…" Carlisle started, but Bella interrupted him.

"How fucking long?" she asked again, her voice higher and angrier.

Carlisle spoke again. "Almost three months, but baby…"

"How could you?" she screamed at him

"Bella, I'm so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I swear, believe me. We can.."

"We can what? Pretend as it never happen?" she asked him with a look in her face that clearly meant that it would happen when hell frizz over. Twice.

" Bells, we can try," he said, sadly, but the emotion in his voice meant nothing to Bella. She shook her head at them.

"I hope the two of you will have a nice life together. I really hope it was fucking worth it"

She turned to leave. She heard them both call out her name but she ignored the as she walked down the hallway and down the stairs, forgetting there was an elevator. She went back to her truck and drove back to Carlisle parent's house, where she was staying.

She sat in their driveway for a long time, just staring out the window towards the starless sky of New York. When she went into the house, Suzie and Anthony sr. looked at her, with worry in their eyes. She simply walked up the stairs and toward the room she was staying at. She walked right to the bed and collapse onto it. The jetlack of her flight and the events of the night suddenly came crashing into her body and she felt numb. She felt furious and miserable, but no tears came. Hours later it began to rain and she watched the clock besides her bed tick away, hoping that everything that happened that day was a dream, a nightmare. Hours later, she succumbed to the sleep that her body and mind were aching for.

End of flashback

I looked at him, disgusts and anger clearly written allover my face. "I thought you said he was a friend, Alice," I said to her without looking at her.

"But…"

"No," I interrupted her "I want another doctor" I said while looking at the ceiling.

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I had a hard time writing the end of this chapter. I had an ending were Alice told Bella she was sick, another were Edward was the doctor, but at the end I decided to put this one.

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