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Recap: The elevator ride was pure hell!!!!

"Hey, Rosie" I cooed to Rosemarie that was in her crib. I had spend the last two weeks depressed, only taking when people talked to me and only spending time with Rosemarie and Jasper; Rosemarie because she was something I might never have and Jasper because he blackmailed me; telling me that I was required to talk to him because it was manager/model requirement that was in the contract we both signed, when he became my manager and that it was reason enough for a him to sue me. When I asked him to show it to me, he just laughed and hugged me, asking me what was wrong. I never told him.

I picked Rosemarie up and moved to sit in the rocking chair that Sue had put in the nursery. "You slept good sweetie" I asked her, she just looked up to me and smiled; a toothless grin that had me crying silently. I couldn't believe my damned luck, just when I thought my life couldn't get better, Carlisle goes and ruins it. Not that it was his fault, but you know what they say, people always shoot the messenger.

"She awake?" Emmett asked, he had entered the room while I was distracted in my own thoughts and now stood in front of me, with a proud look in his face. "You'll make such a good mom bells" at his words my silent tears grew to sobs. Emmett looked at me with a now confuse look in his face and took Rosemarie from my arms, putting her inside her crib.

He kneeled in front of me, a devastated look in his brown eyes. "What's wrong baby" I just shook my head. "C'mon bells tell me" again I just shook my head. Em sighed and picked me up from the rocking chair, were he seated himself with me in his lap. "Belsie don't make me tickle you" he warned in a mocking tone.

I sighed, defeat and angry. "I'm sick" I whispered, my lips barely moving.

"Uh?" Emmett asked me, his tone confuse as hell .

I sighed "I'm sick" I said a little louder than before, but not enough because he just shook his head and said "little louder, Bells"

"I'M SICK! DAMN IT!" I yelled at him. Bad move, it looks like I have a louder voice than I thought because the moment those word were out of my mouth, the whole room filled up with my family. All of them sporting a worry/shock look in their faces. I sighed and buried my face in Em's neck. God. I hate my luck.

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"Well, are you gonna talk to us?"Jasper asked for what it semmed the tenth time. We had been sitting in the living room for half an hour; looking at each other, sighing, looking down, then sighing again. It was a circle that repeated itself multiple times and was driving me crazy, until Jasper decided to break the silence.

"Can you call Carlisle and ask him. I don't want to talk about it" my voice was raw with emotion, my eyes red with the effort that I was doing to keep the tears in, I had cried enough. I hugged my knees to my chest and took a deep breath. I was sandwiched between Alice and Emmett, neither of them had leave me alone since my little outburst.

"No we will not" Jasper said to me, when I was about to protest he added "Because you're the one who's sick, not him. Because you're the one I care about, I don't care if a truck hits Carlisle and leaves him like a sticker in the street. Hell I could care less if the world blows up and goes to hell."

"But I live in the world jasper" I protested in a small voice, getting a few giggles from Alice, Rose and Sue. Jasper didn't look all that amused, he just looked at me and raised an eyebrow, his silent way of telling me to get on with it and explain myself.

I sighed and opened my mouth to speak, closed it again then when for plan B: crying. I was sobbing and hiccupping and nearly hyperventilating in a matter of seconds; those acting classes sure did pay off. My fake tears rapidly paid off and Jasper sighed and kneeled in front of me, sorry look in his face, eyes filled with sorrow and worry. It broke my heart but I didn't want to talk, he could just call Carlisle if he wanted to know.

"C'mon baby, don't cry. I'll call the doctor and ask him, k?" I nodded, sniffed and gave him a watery smile. God, I'm such a good actress. I could be the next Marilyn Monroe!

Twenty minutes later and Carlisle's car was parked outside in our driveway. He had a pissed off look in his face and for a moment I wondered if he was doing something when Jasper called and asked, more like demanded, that he came to the house. But then I saw how Carlisle went and opened the side door of the car and he picked up Parker. The little boy was possibly beaming, his smile was so big that I thought his face would break in half. I got up from the steps in the front door were I was seated and walked towards Carlisle, arms open to hug Parker, who began to struggle against his father's arms until Carlisle let him go and he dunned towards me. I laughed.

"Miss Bella, Ms. Bella" he continued to chant until he got in front of me, he took a deep breath and said "Hi, Ms. Bella" I picked him up and settled him in my hip.

"Hi, there sweetheart how are you?" I asked him, waking towards the front door and completely forgetting about Carlisle.

"Happy, Ms. Bella!" his eyes were sparkling like New York City in Christmas time, and his Emmett-like smile was getting bigger and bigger by the second.

"I'm happy for you baby" when I entered the house my family was still gathered in the living room and when they saw me with a kid in my arms, their eyes got this sparkle and the goofy smiles on their faces told me that they would have been more than happy if the kid was mine.

And the mob attacked us. The women in my family all began to baby-talk to Parker, saying how cute he was, pinching his cheeks and ruffling his hair. I stepped back and held my hand up stooping their next advance.

"Let us breathe and I'll tell you who he is." They all nodded, still eyeing Parker as if they were little girls and he was the perfect baby-doll. "This is parker, he is Carlisle's son" I said gesturing to Carlisle that was standing behind me bewildered expression in his face.

Jasper soon walked thru the crowd that had formed around us and took my hand while looking at Carlisle with a look that clearly said "follow me"

And of course Carlisle followed us to the dinning room, were Jasper seated himself and waited for everyone to take a seat.

"Miss Bella, was wrong?" Parker sweets voice asked me from his place in my right hip. And there's were I saw my opportunity to escape, something I was doing a lot.

I smiled at him, and readjusted him so he could wrap his legs around me. "nothing sweetheart." I tapped Jasper in the shoulder. He looked up at me, eyes asking why the hell wasn't I sitting down and explaining. "I think Rosemarie woke up, and I don't need to be here because I already know what's he gonna say, k?" I didn't wait for his response and walked out of the room, remembering that Parker wasn't exactly mine and that I didn't ask his father for permission. Well, what the heck! I thought to myself and continue walking up the stairs towards Rosie's nursery room.

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Parker and I played with Rosemarie and with her toys for what it seemed hours, it was like two hours or so, and I was famished my tummy was growling like a bear when its waken up from it nap, and I was sure Parkers was pretty hungry too. He had this Feed-Me-Please look in his face that totally broke my heart and made me even hungrier. Rosemarie was the only one that was full because Rosalie came and fed her half an hour ago, she was now sleeping.

I sighed, Parker looked up at me from the puzzle he was forming and gave me a look that was purely reserved for the hungry kids in Africa. I laughed and got up from the floor taking his little hands in mine and walked out of the nursery room.

When I got downstairs everyone's eyes were on me, the pity in their eyes made me cringed from anger. I didn't want their dammed pity, if their was something I hated more than seeing blood was seeing pity in people eyes, and if it was directed at me it was as if they were stabbing me, cutting me open and patching me up again to repeat the process.

I raised a questioning eyebrow at them. Alice was the first to break the silence and before she could talk tears were spilling from her eyes and I closed my eyes to prevent them from rolling.

"Bells, why didn't you tell us?" her soprano voice was shaky, and I cursed myself from putting tears in her eyes two times in the course of three days.

" I don't know, I'm hungry ok. I need to eat something k?" I mumbled and walked away from their pitying eyes. I had forgotten that I had Parker's fragile hand in mine and quickly let go of my tight grip.

"Sorry, baby" I said, looking into his pained eyes. "why didn't you said I was hurting you?" I asked him, seating him on top of the kitchen counter.

He shrugged his shoulders and gave me a sly grin. I smiled back and went to the fridge. I opened it and looked inside " What you want, baby?" I asked Parker, while still looking inside the fridge.

"PB&J" he said in a small voice. I took out the PB&J from the fridge then move to the counter were the bread was.

"So tell me about yourself" I told him, after I made the sandwiches and took a seat besides him on top the counter.

"I-" he started to said but was interrupted by shout than came from the dining room.

"SHE'S SICK" I heard Emmett yelled from the living room.

I picked Parker up and walked to the living room were my family looked like they were going to go at each others throats in any minute.

"What the hell's going on" I shouted at them, then remembering that I had a kid besides me "sorry" I said to him.

Sue's eyes were red from crying, her sunkissed face was wet from her tears and when she spoke her voice was strained and croaky from the emotion "Bells, my god, I'm so sorry" that was the last straw before I lost it. I let go of Parker's hand and I was running out of the house, tears spilling from my eyes and sobs rocking my body and this time everything was true and there was nobody to witness it. I ran into the nearby woods until my legs gave out and I collapsed on the floor.

Why me? Was the only thought crossing thru my mind as I saw how the blood from my scrapped knee spilled to the ground. It's smell slowly making me dizzy, while the sight of it was making me nauseous, just when I thought I was going to pass out I felt arms around my waist pulling me up to my feet, and heard breathy word whispered to my ears. The words were sweet-nothings, the feeling of the warm arms around me making me feel claustrophobic and the way they were holding me made me feel ashamed of the way I broke down.

But at the same time those sweet-nothings whispered to my ear consoled me, because they were just that nothing but still sweet and they took my mind off my problems. The feeling of those warm arms around me made me feel human, because at the moment I was dead and cold inside. And the way they were holding me was making me feel safe, safer than I thought possible.

I knew just from my thoughts that I was mess, but still a hot mess!! I thought to myself, letting a laugh that became hysterical and new sobs rocked my body.

"shhh… bells… shhh.." Carlisle said to me, still whispering as though he thought that if he spoke louder he would scare me, like I was some little wild animal he was trying to tame. He kissed my temple and held me there while I cried my eyes out till there were no more tears in my eyes, and the sobs subsided, my breathing was less raged and I turned around to put my head on his chest, no giving a damm about his shirt. He could always buy a new one.

I was only hiccupping now, and was seriously considering blowing my nose in his shirt, just for the heck of it. I sniffed and tried to step back from Carlisle's embrace, but he just held me close to him for a few moments then let me go, he tiled my chin up making me look at him' just when I was about to open my mouth to thank him, he did the unbelievable.

He kissed the corner of my mouth, ever so slowly withdrawed and kissed the other corner of my mouth. Just like that he got up with me still in his arm and put me on the floor, like he hadn't just gave me the illusion he was going to kiss me. I sighed and this time he let me step back from his embrace.

"How about we get out of here, so we can go to my car and then to a diner" I looked up to him, my eyebrows raised and my eyes held a question "I know you Isabella, you cried now your hungry. I dated you remember" that was his simple yet complicated answer and without waiting for my response took my hand and lead me out of the woods that surrounded us.

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