Sakura and Lee looked at each other then looked back at me; I smirked and crossed my arms, waiting for Sakura to say sorry. She took a step forward as she held her wound and looked at me.

"What do I have to say sorry for? What did I do wrong to make you angry?" she asked.

I couldn't help up to punch the tree trunk, some of the leaves had shaken off from my punch and both Lee and Sakura had jumped,

"For being oblivious to Lee's feelings for you… Cause of your stupid crush over Sasuke you ignore Lee's feelings… You're HEARTLESS!" I screamed out with tears in my eyes.

Lee stepped out and put his fist out towards me, he was angry at what I had said. I looked at his expression and looked down at his fist; I grabbed my chest. It hurt to see him so angry at me, even with my negative arguments I had with him, he still stuck through with a positive attitude. Now here he is angry with me, it hurts so much.

"Do not dare call Sakura heartless!" he exclaimed.

"She is…" I muttered.

"No she is not, even if she does not notice my feelings for her, she will always be that important person to me. That is what counts" he explained.

I trembled and tears started to overwhelm me, I couldn't see, everything was a blur. I put my hand on the trunk of the tree to keep my balance, I was becoming very dizzy. I needed to throw up and it felt as if someone ripped out my heart and started to stab it multiple times. I couldn't help but cough; I was filled with so much emotion my body started to get sick. I saw Lee run under me to make sure I wasn't going to fall. I shook my head and started to pound my fist into the tree again.

"Why is it that everything good that happens to me, is always taken away from me!" I cried,

Sakura walked forward,

"Garnet-Chan…" she muttered.

I started to cough even more when I heard Sakura's voice, I started to gag, and I gripped on to the trunk and rested my head on it.

"I don't want to hear your voice… It makes me sick." I warned her.

Sakura didn't say anything she just stood there and looked at me. I could feel her beautiful green eyes on me, and I felt pathetic. I didn't want her to see this side of me; I didn't want anyone seeing this side of me. I started to let more of my tears out. I took a breath in, too see if breathing more would help, but it didn't make any difference.

"It hurts… You have no true happiness when you're in my shoes. With my dead father, my psychotic mother; every kid in the clan hated me… I find one person, who accepts me, and to think things will change, but they don't. They just get worse, the closest person to you, you see them die right in front of you, as you cower and hide from the same pitiful fate you knew you should have gone through. " I started to explain, hoping that they would get where I was coming from.

Lee's expression was still filled with anger, but also had the emotion of pity. Sakura only showed pity towards me. I hid my face from them,

"The night time became my enemy, when I closed my eyes every memory of my clan being destroyed had been imbedded into my mind. Only dreaming of that night, and only hoping that I had died in that, and to never wake up to another lonely beautiful day. Then, you came along Lee…" I looked at him and noticed his expression had softened a bit. I smiled lightly at him hoping he would understand I was glad he entered into my life, but he shown nothing but his anger and pity towards me. Then I turned away,

"Even if it was only three too two days with you… You gave me a smile; you gave me a reason to want to wake up. You gave me hope. Something I do not have any more… I have fallen in love with you…"I said.

Lee sighed and looked down,

"I am sorry, but you cannot have fallen in love with me, we had only spent as you had said, two to three days with each other, it is quite impossible for that to happen. Unless you had love at first sight, as I did with Sakura." He said,

Sakura looked at Lee and her eye twitched at bit as she remembered the first encounters she had with him. She shook her head and looked up at me.

I stood up and pointed at him, anger was filled inside of me; all I wanted now is Sakura dead. That is the only way to get her out of the way. Right?

The gray raven started to grow darker, it almost turned black, Sakura gasped as well as Lee,

"Garnet-Chan! You must stop!" He pleaded.

"I will stop when she is dead" I said.

Lee looked at Sakura and then at me, the emotion he had on his face was filled with rage.

"I will not let the person most important to me be harmed!" he exclaimed.

I couldn't take it anymore, any more of his words about how she is important to him I wanted her dead!

"I DON'T GIVE A SHIT! I WANT HER GONE, DEAD! SHE WILL BE GONE FROM YOUR LIFE! I WILL BE THE ONE YOU WILL FALL FOR! YOU WILL BE INLOVE WITH ME! I REFUSE TO BE MISERABLE ANYLONGER! I DESERVE HAPPINESS I PUT UP WITH MORE CRAP THEN ANY OF YOU!" I started to sob as the raven almost flew away,

I grabbed the raven's feathers, but the raven continued to fly away, but I managed to get a hand full of feathers before the raven had escaped my grasp. I looked at both of them and I started to breath heavily,

"I want… to be happy…" I threw the feathers that acted as if they were senbens towards Sakura. Sakura stood there shocked and unable to move. I started to laugh as the sharp feathers started to reach towards her. Then I stopped laughing and tears again overwhelmed me, Sakura had the exact same emotion in her eye's as well as mine.

Lee had taken the hits, many feathers had pierced through him and he fell to the ground, I stood there my heart stopped. Every part of my body went numb, Sakura dropped down to the ground and picked Lee up, she started to cry and scream.

"LEE! LEE! LEE!!" she screamed

Lee had opened his eyes a little and smiled at Sakura, "Sakura…" he said.

"Why?! Why did you do that?!" she exclaimed as she sobbed.

"Because you are the most important person to me… and I…"

My knees gave in and I lost balance, I slipped off the tree branch and started to fall. Everything seemed to be going by slowly, I was still listening to Lee and Sakura. I only hope he wouldn't say the words.

"Love you…" he said as his eyes finally shut and Sakura started to scream and sob.

I grabbed my chest lightly and started to cry, it hurt to hear that. I couldn't help but to only wish it was all a dream and someone would catch me and hold me. I only hoped, I shut my eyes and I wished for it to happen.

I had tumbled onto the ground and I opened my eyes to only see the day light, I still couldn't feel anything. Even the sun that was clearly out, I couldn't feel any warmth from it, I felt cold. I looked to the side too see Sakura sobbing over Lee's body.

Even if I couldn't feel my tears rolling down my cheeks I knew I was crying.

"I'm sorry… please, forgive me…"I said to her.

Sakura looked at me and looked down, "Please… forgive me…" I begged.

"I forgive you…" she cried out.

I laid there and waited, finally a familiar raven hopped towards me, the color of the feathers started to get lighter.

"Can I be forgiven for my sins?" I asked the raven.

The raven looked at me, giving me its normal blank reply, the feathers started to lighten to white. I smiled and pet the raven, "thank you" I said to it. I looked at the raven and everything changed.

I was in the dark and looked around, I was floating around and I was lost. I was then set on to what felt was solid ground, I started to run. I then stopped and looked around.

"Are you lost?" a voice asked.

I stopped and looked around, I looked down.

"Do not lie" it added.

I nodded, "Yes…" I said.

"Well…? What do you want me to do?" they voice asked.

I looked around and I started to run again, "I WANT TO BE FORGIVEN!!" I screamed.

The dark area I was in had changed into a place of light, I stopped and looked around. A little girl in a white dress came running in. The girl stopped and looked at me, she was first confused at me but then smiled.

"Hey… are you okay?" she asked,

I looked at her and I nodded,

The small girl frowned and took my hand, "My mom told me to never lie, you shouldn't either." She lectured.

I nodded and looked away.

"Hey! Don't look away… It's better if you look at people in the eyes, it gives you confidence." She told me.

"I know…" I said, still turned away from her.

"Then?" The girl ran in front of me. "Why don't you look at me? Since you know so much." she giggled.

I looked at her and sighed,

"You should also smile; people would stop picking on you if you smile." She said.

I smiled lightly and looked at her, "Hana?" I questioned.

The little girl then hugged me, I was shocked and I out on hand on her back in reaction. "Garnet… You should know better, you can't wait for happiness, you have to look for it, and killing people doesn't do the trick either." She held on to me tight.

I couldn't help but to kneel down and hug her, "Even if I do search I get nowhere!" I cried.

"You can't just give up." She said she then looked at me and wiped away my tears; I looked at her and continued to cry. "Let me go with you!" I cried.

She only shook her head, "You don't want to come with me, it's boring where I am" she giggled, she then started to run off. I got up and started to run after her,

"HANA!" I screamed.

Hana stopped running and so did I, "You're lover is fine just to let you know… You should get back to him." She smiled and waved good bye.

I then started to run towards her again, "NO HANA!" I screamed.

I had woken up from my trance, I found the white raven looking at me and it flew away. I got up slowly and started to follow it. "Don't go!" I struggled.

Sakura looked at me and tried to grab a hold of me, "Garnet-Chan! You shouldn't move! You are very weak!" Sakura had then looked back at Lee who had most of his wounds tended too. At least they were not too severe.

I then followed the raven into the trees; even though I was in pain and I was weak I wanted to see the raven.