I'm trying my best to keep this as in character as possible if I don't succeed I would appreciate constructive criticism. :) Mind you it has to be constructive lol
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Olivia stared at him unsure if she'd heard him correctly then she glared at him, "I meant romantically, Stabler"
Elliot grinned, "I know"
Olivia looked at him calmly then turned briskly, leaving the bullpen without another word; it was too soon to begin joking about her pain.
Elliot watched her walk away and was perplexed by her behavior not sure what had gone wrong. He growled angrily and stormed after her. She wasn't allowed to just walk away, she wasn't allowed to leave. They'd done that before, leaving things unsaid, letting it fester, it always resulted in disaster. They were barely making it back to their old selves altered but still much the same, he wasn't just going to let go of that. He caught her just as she was loping out the door and to her car.
"You don't get to do that, Olivia" he called grabbing ahold of her arm
"Let go of me, Stabler or I'll do it for you" she growled her eyes burning with perplexing thoughts.
Elliot yanked her forward, flush against his body warming her in the brisk cold air, "No"
Olivia debated slapping him, she'd ever only done it once, but his current actions didn't warrant such a response.
He gripped her arms and stared into her eyes and she could see it, all of it. He was worried and scared. He was asking her why she was angry, he didn't understand.
He didn't understand the foolish momentary hope that had risen unbidden at his words. He didn't know that small surge of joy and the sensation of truly being loved that had risen hopefully. He hadn't felt the crushing sickness as his words and their true meaning accurately registered in her mind, shattering those fragile emotions like a wrecking ball, and she felt the unworldly sensations obliterate in her chest.
He didn't realize that she was open to the delusional deception that someone could love her truly and utterly.
He couldn't know that she had been lying to herself for many years about certain emotions. And that no matter how much she repressed the ideas the subconscious mind is a thing unknown, with a mind of its own.
"Liv?" he said hesitancy coloring his voice as he stared at her pained face.
"It's nothing, El" she said trying to shake it all off.
But things had changed, he had changed, when he growled it shocked Olivia to the core and left her feeling like she had stuck a fork in a light socket.
"No, it's not" he said eyes blazing, "It never is. I'm done." He said angrily letting her go.
All the air was sucked from her lungs, and she couldn't make out where she was. Her mind swirled darkly only one thought dominant in her head.
He was done he was leaving she was all alone.
The roaring in her ears almost drowned out his next words.
"No more. I'm not working it the way we use to. I'm done letting you walk away. I'm done with contenting myself with believing that if things were truly bad you'd come to me. I'm finished deluding myself into thinking that you would ask for help. Deluding myself into thinking that this is the way we work best. I'm Done" he stated staring at her, his chest heaving violently in aggravation, and his hot breaths bursting against her cold face.
His words echoed in her mind and she could do nothing but stare at him unable to comprehend the meaning. She stood there and shivered in the biting cold as he watched her.
"Well?" he barked.
"Well what Elliot?!" she bit off irritated and the cold seeped further into her bones "What am I suppose to say? What is it that you want from me? How am I supposed to respond to something that didn't…didn't…I don't understand" she yelled frustrated.
"Because you don't want too!" he yelled
"God Elliot you are such an Asshole." She said brushing past him.
"No!" he said roughly grabbing her arm, "Stop walking away." He snarled.
She glared at him hoping to stare him down. But he was in that bull headed mode. He wasn't going to let it go.
She caved,"I'm not finishing this discussion in below freezing temperatures" she said snidely.
Elliot's face softened and his fingers came up to brush her lips, "I think they're turning blue" he joked.
Olivia smiled tersely, they'd put the discussion on hold but she had a feeling he wasn't going to drop it. This argument was different from their usual.
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I BELIEVE! I BELIEVE! I BELIEVE!....now review dam(said the fish) it!
Okay next chapter...well I don't know whats going to happen but it may get Olivia warmed up pretty fast lol
