Disclaimer- Sadly I do not own the covenant...=(
Italics mean Flashback BTW
(I totally stole the flashback from the notebook so dont yell at me...i was watching it today nd i was like perfect scence for Tristan and Ellie)
The Lost Lover
I climbed into the black Hummer and i heard Sarah call, "My car wont start!" but it seemed far away, i was thinking of Tristan the one I'd loved and lost all in the same summer. It was the summer in between freshman and sophmore year our group was at the Ipswich Carnival. I was eating cotton candy with the guys and I was laughing hysterically at something Reid had said..
Giggling and walking arm in arm with Ria and Kate someone came up to me. He was adorable, curly black hair that fell into his pretty blue eyes, tanned, an athlete for sure, he smiled at me but i was in my stage of playing hard to get and so i made it seem like i wasnt interested.
"Wanna dance with me?" He asked shyly smiling i hadnt seen him at Spenser so he must be from public but i didnt care.
"No," I said simply Ria gave me a look like i was smoking crack and Kate was all smiles
"Why not?" He persisted
"Because I dont want to." I said like it was the most obvious thing in the world
"She said she doesnt want to," Caleb said coming to my defense, I smiled at him and walked past the boy and went on the ferris wheel with Kate. I was thinking about him while Kate chatted about how much she liked Pouge, when he came running up and sat down in between me and Kate.
"Hi I'm Tristan Black," He said holding out his hand for me to shake
"So," I was shocked and a little excited
"So its relle nice to meet you." He said still holding out his big strong hand.
"Tristan only 2 people to a seat!" We were stopped at the top, he climbed out and hung on to the bar in front of us I sheirked I relle didnt want anything bad to happen to him.
"Go out with me." He insisted
"No," I said i didnt know how much longer i could keep this up
"Fine you leave me no other choice," He said and let one of his arms drop from the bar, I screamed again "Now will you go out with me? Oh god my hands slipping," In a panic rushed desperate voice I replied, "Yes Yes I'll go out with you."
"No i dont want you to do me any favors,"
"I want to go out with you,"I insisted Kate looked at me
"What was that?" He asked smirking
"I WANNA GO OUT WITH YOU!!" I screamed desperate i was getting so nervous
"Alright alright well go out." He smirked
"Oh so you think your funny?" I asked and i started upzipping his jeans
"Oh no please dont do that," He said as i pulled them down to reveal his Family Guy boxers. I gave him a small smirk and he blushed.
That was the start of our relationship that summer was ours and we were head over heels for each other i loved him so much but then, one night of the last summer nights, we were driving along in his old truck (he was a year older than me) and we were fighting
"Why are you being so stupid! We will get to see each other on the weekends," I protested he was worried about me being at Spencer and him in Public.
"Because how do i know what you are doing at Spencer?!?! You could be sleeping around for all i know!"
"But I wouldn't and you know that because i love you so extremely much its ridculous how much i do! Can't you see how much i love you, I am head over heels for you but you are making it so difficult to be around you!" I screamed the words as warm hot tears poured down my face when i get angry I cry its the most annoying thing, i feel like it shows weakness and i feel vulnurable.
"Baby girl, don't cry," He said rubbing my thigh
"I-I just want to know why u dont trust me," I sniffled he smiled at me as he pulled over on the side of the road and held me. As i cried in his shoulder,
"Its not that i dont trust you," He said, "I just dont trust anyone else..."
"What?" I asked confused as the tears were slowing, "What does that mean?"
"I have no clue," He mumured in my ear softly kissing my neck, he was making me giggle.
"I love you," I said
"i love u too," he smiled and kissed me all i remember are screeching tires, headlights and pain searing burning unimaginable pain through out my body and then black.
"Baby doll you alright?" Pouge asked concerned I nodded but sighed Reid was shaking the cops off. Tristan and I were hit by a drunk driver, i survived with 4 broken ribs a repturred stomach and a broken thigh bone, he was on life support for a week.
I crutched my way into his room and I sat down next to him, "Babe wake up...please just do this one thing for me," I started to cry, "Babe please wake up," I shook his body with anger, "Tristan please dont leave me...dont baby dont," I begged, "Open your eyes, please, let me see those beautiful eyes..." I cried into his chest which was only moving up and down because of the machine he was connected to. I lay down next to him, and rubbed circles on his chest like i used to, and I hummed an Italian lullaby. I cried occansionally, how long i was in there Ill never know but i didnt want to leave him he was mine. I loved him so much my heart was going ot swell. My powers were useless, there was nothing i could do no matter how much i wanted to. He wasnt my Tristan anymore, he was a vegetable. Then i started crying and screaming hysterically, "Wake up! Wake up! Wake u-up!" I begged i sounded a bit like Rose from Titanic only i was crying and i was louder, "P-please p-p-please dont leave me."
"Come on Caleb itll take all of us," Pouge tried to persuade Caleb who sighed and pulled me into his lap, their eyes turned black as mine stayed the same, I used the wind to help them..Reid screamed, "Harry Potter can kiss MY ASS!!!!!!" As we flew off the cliff, we were taking ourselves higher up until we dropped right behind the cops the boys were laughing and smiling while i solemnly stared at my feet knowing i would never erase the memories of Tristan and a silent tear fell from my violet eyes..
