Eek!!!!!! I'm so sorry this took soooo long! I've been at my Dad's house, and I have no computer there. THEN I got grounded from the computer when I got here. God! Ehh... last chapter with the fight I think was kinda cheesy maybe? I'll try to bee realistic but keep it fun. Enjoy this next chapter!

Don't kill me because Bella is not good anymore... In fact, she may be a little evil. But wouldn't you be too after everythings that's happened to her?!?! ... Oh wait You guys have no idea whats happened! And I know EVERTHING!Mwahahaha! Don 't worry, chips 'n pieces will start faling into place... IF i get reviews!

Disclaimer-

Me- *watching New Moon preview* Ooohh! Taylor Lautner is so delicious with his shirt off! Sigh, I wish I owned him!

Edward- I thought you were on my team!

Me- Yeah, but I luv smexy guys shirtless!

Edward- So your on his team now?!

Me- Well... Can I see you shirtless!?

Bella- No way in Hell! Stop putting the moves on my man!

Harry Potter- Expelliarmus! Expecto Patronum! Jiggly Wiggly! Avada Kend-

Me- You Damn Idiot! Wrong book!

Harry- Oh... Hehe... Right... *poofs away*

Me- Wait, what was the point of this?

Edward- ... Um, disclaimer?

Me- Oh yeah, I don't own Twilight, Harry Potter, or any of the characters, yada, yada, yada,

Chapter 4- Damn Shiny Volvo Owner

I opened my eyes. My mind was blank for a second. What had just happened? Then it all came to me. The moving to Forks with Charlie, the new and boring school, seeing the vampires, Edward, ...and the fight. I remember how I acted, how they reacted. I remembered what Edward said to me.

At least were loved. He had said.

I felt my already frozen heart turn painfully cold. I thought it might crack and fall into a million pieces. I sucked in a quik gasp. I felt nothing but pain, hurt, disappiontment, shame, and sadness. I took deep breathes for a few seconds. The pain went down, but never fully went away. It stayed there, as if a reminder. I remembered the new person I was, compared to who I used to be. I was a dark, new, person. I would never love again, would I? Never be happy. And I would live forever. Why? Why me? Hadn't I payed enough? No, I probably hadn't. Now, living was my person Hell on this Earth. I wanted to die.

He had done this to me. He made all this pain. He was a monster. And he needed to pay. He would pay for everything. I would make him hurt like me. Make him suffer. And I don't care who'll get hurt in the process. Because no one cares if I hurt. No one cares for me.

Charlie doesn't care for me. He just let me leave with my Mom. The only reason he wants me here is to look more normal. Mom doesn't care for me. She went and married Phil when she had me. And even the person I loved the most doesn't care.... Leon.

Nobody cares.

I repeated that to myself again and again. I finally realized that I don't care either. I don't care for anyone or anything. Caring was a stupid emotion. And I wouldn't feel it anymore.

All the memories and pain and realization made me dizzy. It took a few seconds for me to regain focus on the world.

Remember, I told myself, Edward Cullen will pay.

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When I had finally gotten up from the ground, I walked determinely home. I didn't run. I just walked. There was no reason to run. I was in no hurry. Charlie wouldn't care if I was home.

When I got out of the forest, I realized it had started to rain. I continued walking. Who cares if I'm wet? It can't hurt me anymore. Because I wouldn't care. I realized my backpack was still in the forest. Who cares? I was soaked in the heavy rain when I got home.

As soon as I walked in the house, Charlie knew something was different. He asked me if anything had happened, or if I was hurt. Probably trying to make me look normal. But I wasn't normal.

"Everything's fine, Charlie," I said coldly. I didn't even bother to call him Dad anymore.

Charlie pursed his lips, but said nothing. He nodded, and I headed upstairs.

When I got to my room, I slammed the door loudly, to show him not to enter.

I looked at the clock. 11:38. I fell on my bed, and feel asleep almost instantly. I went to the only place worse then living. Nightmares.

Run. I told myself.

Run! I screamed in my head. You have to run!

So I did. I ran, and ran, not knowing why. I ran across the country. I went to valleys, forests, citys, and everywhere I could imagine. I didn't really care if anyone saw. All I knew was I needed to get somewhere.

Why, I didn't know. Soon, I was in Volterra, Italy.

What?!?! This was the last place I needed to be! If I was found... I'd be dead. I needed to turn around. To get away from the city as far as possible. I willed myself to turn around. But I would run. I needed to be here.

Why?! I thought. I thought of reasons I'd need to come here. To stop the Volturi? Get real. To join them? Yeah, sure. To see Leon?

My mind went blank. Leon. Leon! LEON! Where did he go when he left? Someplace where I would see him again? To his family? I thought hard. No. He would go to the one place he and I both hated. Because he was going to tell. But he would kill himself!!!!

And he would pay that price to save others. I had to save him. That's why I ran here.

I took off as fast as I could back toward Volterra. I ran past all the tourists, into town. No one even seemed to notice me. I went down an ally into a secret path toward the Volturi. I had no idea how I even knew where to go. There were two guards blocking the door. The both looked at me in surprise, then took a defense position.

I ran up to their crouched positions, and slammed them into the door. The door broke down, and I jumped off them inside. I went to the main room and slid to a stop.

The whole Volturi was there. The guards, wives, and everyone else. They all stared at me in shock. The guard already went down into a crouch, ready to attack at a moments notice.

There was someone extra there, in fround of them, on their knees, back turned. He turned around. Leon.

No!

Aro got up from his thrown and smiled down on me.

"Ah, and it looks like the one and only Ala is here to join us too. And, just in time I might add, Ala. At least, that is what you've called yourself, isn't it?" Aro said to me, smiling, his head cocked to the side.

The Volturi looking wide eyed at me. They were frozen in shock. They had their only enemy infront of them, helpless. Then, they glared, and looked at Aro, ad if they needed an okay to attack.

Aro shook his head.

"I think we should be a little hospitable, first, don't you think?" He said.

Caius glared at him in shock.

"Hospitable?!?! This.. this... thing has wiped out at least a third of us!" Caius shrieked, "Jane, give her a little taste of her own medison!"

"Now, now," Aro said, but made no move to stop Jane.

Jane, the little thing, smiled, as if she had just been trick-or-treating. She stared down at me expectantly.

All was silent for a second. Jane look astonished and gave a murderous glare.

"It did not work, are little Jane?" Aro asked, curious.

Jane stiffly shook her head.

"Hmm... How interesting. Ala, may you come here please?" Aro asked.

I looked at him. Was he serious? Did he think that I was just going to walk up there? God for being head of the Volturi, he was god danm stupid.

"Her name is Bella," a voice croaked.

I turned to see it was Leon speaking.

He was looking at me with pain in his eyes.

"Leon," I choked weakly, "Please. Just.. Just... listen for a second."

He stared still, saying nothing.

Aro cleared his throat. I glared at him.

"Well then, Bella, I don't want to force you up here." He said calmy. "Oh, and Leora, can you take care of your brother for me? He is useless now."

I looked to see Leora. She was just like Leon. Golden blonde hair, child-like face, and pouty lips. Leon had told me about her. She had joined the Volturi over Leon. They only wanted her because of her power. She could teleport. Leon was powerless, and wasn't needed. He had been on the run for the past decade.

Leora nodded, and looked at her brother as if to say, sorry. Leon just looked down, and closed his eyes.

I couldn't believe it. His own sister. She was going to kill him. And he was just going to sit there and do nothing.

That's when I lost control.

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I woke up to my alarm in cold sweat. I groaned. God. This wasn't going to end.

I got up in a daze. I got ready, and went to school, without eating or saying a word to Charlie. His face looked agonizing. Good. He should suffer. Just like everyone had made me suffer. Because if the world isn't fair, and some people got hurt, then everyone should get hurt. I understood that now.

As I walked to school I realized that I was early. I stopped and sat on the curb of the sidewalk. I thought for a moment. How was I going to ruin Edward Cullen? I'd seen he was brilliant in school, though clearly not caring. He wasn't interested in anyone, not even me. My heart hurt at that thought. Wait, what? No. I didn't care if Edward was interested in me. I told myself that over and over again, till even I believed myself.

I thought I'd start simple. I'd make school Hell for him. Then it would just get worse from there. He would loose everything little by little, until there was nothing left. Then he would crumble.

I got up and went to school. I told the office lady person, -Uh... ? Who cares?- that someone had stolen my backpack with all my books. They reluctently gave me new ones.

Selfish idiots didn't even want to give their student's books. How ironic.

I decided that I'd humiliate Edward at lunch, when most people could see him. Classes were boring, but I had to get at least average grades for me to stay here, and my plan to work.

People were still looking at me when I went to lunch and got in line. Probably because I glare at the Cullens one day, sit with them the next, and never act like a 'normal' girl. Well tough shit. Don't like it? Well, frankly, niether did I.

As I walked towards an empty table, I felt someone trip me. I couldn't stop myself from falling, because people were watching and I couldn't be that fast without it being completely obvious that I was not human. I hit the floor with no pain. I cringed, trying to act if it hurt a little.

I heard a dark chuckle. I turned to glare at who just made their own death bed. This person was a complete idiot. It was Edward. Yep. A complete idiot. And he was dead. He was grinning mischieviously. God he was beautiful. I stared at him a little to long.

Damn shiny Volvo owner.

Damn. I was an idiot too. But little did Edward know, he just made my plan a little easier.

I faked sighed. "Edward, are you still mad about last night? I'm sorry but you completely suck at sex," I said loudly.

Everyone gasped. Edward looked dumbfounded.

"Also, your dick is really small. If I didn't know any better it could have been your finger or toe," I continued, "And, one word for you. Deodorent. God you smelled! That was like Grampa Sex." Everyone was either discusted or laughing. I smirked at my job well done. I got up, and went to the table.

"Oh I know. Except it was worse then Granpa sex with you drooling all over me," Edward called. Everyone seemed to make Os with their mouths.

Such a weak comback. I almost felt sorry for him. Almost. I turned and gaped at him in horror. Edward smirked, thinking he had got to me. Well then, he had a big surprise in store for him.

"Wait, you know about Grandpa sex?! But that means- Oh, god Edward! Are you opening up to me?!" I said in horror.

Everyone snickered. He had nothing to say to that. I flipped around and left the cafetria, smiling at a succesful mission. Step one- make everyone think Edward sucks. It was too easy. Humans were so shallow.

I ditched for the rest of the afternoon, I didn't want to sit next to Edward in Biology. I went home and laid in bed. Charlie didn't ask why I was home early. That saved me time.

I kept smiling like an idiot. Edward had lost, and I had one. I loved that feeling. It was like I had all the power. But he wasn't the only one who should pay. The rest of the Cullens would have there share too.

I wondered if they were mad that I broke the promise. I had humiliated Edward and didn't stay away from them. But then again, it was Edward who started it. It would be perfectly normal if I was acting defensive. Or that was how it would look anyway. Anyone smart enough would know there was a lot going on beneath the surface. But the school wasn't exactly full of genius.I was a little gratefl for that. Thinking about my new friends as I laid in bed, I thought they all deserved their own nicknames-

Alice- Tink

Rosalie- Pissy Missy

Jasper- Goldilocks

Emmett- The Terminator

Edward- 300-year-old-virgin

Yeah, that fit them well. Only I couldn't say it to their faces. Because the next stage was about to begin.

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I woke up in the middle of the night starving. What was with my habits of never eating? God, soon I was going to be anarexic.

I went downstairs to the kitchen to eat some food. Charlie wasn't in the house. I didn't care where he was. I made myself at least three PB&J sandwhiches. I stuffed them all down. I smiled happy. But... I wasn't satisfied. I realized what I wanted. Blood. Not animal blood. I wanted living, juicy, warm, fresh blood, from a living person. And I wanted it now.

A went swiftly out the front door. Wait. I couldn't kill a person in Forks. The vampires would know it was me right away. Damn. What to do? I didn't suppose I could find a doner any time soon. Contemplating, I decided Port Angeles would be my best bet. I took off into the night.

I ran down the side of the highway, not caring who saw. If they told, people would think they were crazy. I arrived in Port Angeles in a couple minutes. I sniffed the air for prey, and found some close. I went down an alley to find a bunch of guys, drunk, laugh and sitting against the wall. Too easy. I decided to kill them first, that way they couldn't scream.

I broke all their necks in seconds. Then the frenzy began. I gulped down the blood eagerly. A warm sensation filled my body. I tingled all over. What had I been missing out all these years?! It made me feel almost whole. It was the best feeling ever. I wanted more. I wanted to always feel this way. God, it felt so good. But as soon as the sensation started, I lost it. I had already drained the 3 humans. Damn.

I couldn't just leave them there. Someone was bound to find them. I picked up their bodys, and ran to the nearest pier, without being seen. It was empty. Good. Throwing as hard as I could, I chucked them into the water. They would go at least half a mile. No one would find them for a while. And when they did, they would think they all got drunk and fell of the pier. Sure, that could work, right? Yeah...

I ran back home in the night air. I could see the sun about to rise. I went home, and went to the shower. I felt the blood on my face fall down into the tub, down the drain.

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When I was ready for school, homework done, I went out the front door. There, in front of me, was a faded red, old, Chevy truck. What. The. Hell. Charlie stood next to it, leaning, with a big stupid grin on his face.

"Surprise!" He yelled. "I was out last night and got this car for you, so you wouldn't have to walk."

Was he serious? A car? That's why he was out last night. To buy me a car. Was he trying to buy me so I'd act my old, stupid self? Well, I was happy I got a car, but I wasn't changing any time soon. Maybe if I pretended to, I could get an Ipod too. This could work out for me.

I smiled entuisiasticly.

"Wow! Oh my god, thank you Charl- Dad!" I said excitedly. I hope I was a good actor.

Charlie grinned bigger. "I'm glad you like it! Now hurry, and get to school in it!"

Huh. guess I was.

I jumped in and started it. The truck roared, which took me back, surprised. Wow, Charlie was cheap with this. But I still loved the car. Perhalphs because I could call it my own. I drove to school and parked in the closest spot I could find. I had already been driving since the first car, so it was easy for me. I didn't care for the people staring at me and my roaring car. They were all idiots anyway.

My heart stopped when I saw Edward leaning against his Volvo. He was staring into the ground, in his own little world. I was in awe with his perfect features. How did he do this to me? I always hated him when I thought about him, but when I saw him, my legs were like Jello. I couldn't think, couldn't breath, couldn't help but watch him.

Damn shiny Volvo owner.

Edward didn't seem to care about the people laughing at him. So embarrassing him wasn't going to help. Crap. Time for plan B- The one thing Edward cared about. His family. It seemed like a stupid thing to care about, but I didn't complain. I already knew to care about nothing. Well, it just proved that Edward was not as smart as he thought he was. I decided that if I could get close to his family, I could maybe move them away from Edward. It was a long shot, but not my hardest idea. That would come in do time.

I stomped into school, ignoring Edward.

How was I going to get close to his family? They all hated me. Except for- Alice! That's it. Even when I was about to rip of her brothers head she smiled at me! She always seemed to like me for some odd reason. Thank God. I could easily become her friend. She was so naive. She'd be putty in my hands. Man, who knew that dumb girls would pay off in the end?!

I smiled at Alice every time I saw her. She always looked shocked, surprised, and hopeful. Then always gladly returned the smile.

At lunch, I motioned her to come sit with me. She didn't look surprised. In fact, she was already skipping over here. Maybe she saw the future?

"Hi, Alice," I said cheerfully to her when she sat down.

"Hi Bella!" She said, "Why did you want me to sit with you?" Wouldn't she love to know.

"Um.. well, I can tell that your really nice, and.. Well, I think you would be a good friend," I managed.

Alice beamed. "Oh, I knew we would be great friends! I saw it! And pretty soon, we'll all be friends." She smiled as if there was something she still wasn't telling me. I ignored it for now.

"So, yeah. Is that your ability? Um, seeing things?" I asked. Charlie, Renee, and Phil didn't seem to have any extra abilities, so it was still new to me.

"Yeah!" She exclaimed. In a quieter voice she said," I can see the future." Knew it. Well, at least she already told me this part of my plan would work.

I looked over Alice's shoulder to see The Cullens staring at me.. Or more like deadly glaring. Ha. Looks like they didn't like sharing. (A/N eh.. didn't mean to ryhme there sry) I choked back a laugh.

Alice looked confused at my expression and too looked behind her. When she saw her siblings, she turned back to me with a smile.

"Don't worry about them! They'll open up sooner or later! They're in denial. Typical."
I'll say. I wasn't able to stop my laugh that time. Alice laughed along too. The Cullens glared harder, which made me laugh louder. Everyone stared at us in our laughing fit. They didn't know what to expect from us these days. First day, I'm mad at them. Second day, I sit with them. Third day, I humiliate them. Fourth day, I'm laughing my butt off with one of them. Yeah, they thought I'd gone mad. And I had, and didn't care.

After we stopped laughing I said, "Sorry about Tuesday."

Alice shook her head. "Hey, Edward was the one that provoked you. Then my family attacked you. You were just using self defense."

Good job Alice, make your own explanation. That made things easier. Though, what she said made sense. I almost believed her. Almost.

"So, tell me about yourself," I continued, as if we just met and were becoming 'bffs'.

She seemed happy to. "Well, my Mate is Jasper, other wise known as Jazz. I'm absolutely in love with him. My favorite music is classical. And.. Oh! My favorite color is pink! More like a light pink, not one of those bright hot pinks! Yuck! What else... I absolutely love shopping! Oooooh! We should go together sometime!"

I tried my best not to have my face looked repulsed, or just run out of the cafetriria. This was going to be harder then I thought. This girl was the exact opposite of me! First of all, Jasper? Don't make me laugh. She liked classical music,well, I liked classic rock. Maybe that counted. Pink? Try dark blue or black. And I absolutely HATED shopping. What the hell was wrong with this girl? I bit back a groan.

But I needed to get close to her. It was the only way. I smiled enthusiasticly. "Sounds awesome! How about after school?"

Alice beamed. "Okay! We can take my car."

"Oh really? What kind of car?" I asked. Okay, I knew absolutely nothing about cars. I was just happy I knew the difference between Toyota, Dodge, and a bunch of other companies too.

"It's a yellow porshe...." She rambled on about the engine thingy and how she made it go faster. The only words I understood and liked, were; fast, yellow, porshe. Well, we had one thing in common. We both liked to drive fast. I suddenly wondered if Edward liked driving fast.. What? Why in hell would I care about that Cullen? Creepy... Oh, god I hope Alice wasn't already rubbing off on me! Soon I'd be in a pink blouse, giggling, and start curling my hair each morning like I actually cared. My mind shuddered at the thought.

"Well anyway, tell me about you now," Alice commanded. I thought quick. What would Alice like to hear?

"Uhh.. I like the classic.." What did she say?! Something about Jazz? Yeah let's go with that. "Um.. classic Jazz? Oh yeah Jazz, well I like jazz music And I like the color light blue? And I love shopping to?" Everything sounded like a question that Alice needed to approve of. Oh wow. Smooth.

Alice seemed to buy it. Nut case. I beamed, glad that I seemed to pass a 'How Dumb and Frilly are You?' quiz.

"So, do you not like my family?" Alice asked. She asked all the wrong questions.

"Nope," I said honestly. No way would she buy it if i said I did.

"Why? I mean, they actually can be nice if you put aside what happened a couple days ago," She perswaded. I'd become their 'friends' in time.

"Hmm, lets see. Pissy Missy over there is an Airhead. Your 'love' Goldilocks seems emo. The Terminator is creeping me out. And your 300-year-old-vigrin is just a pain in the ass."

Alice blinked a couple of times, then broke out into a laughing fit. I couldn't help but laugh along with her. That was the first time I laughed in a long time. It felt good. I was starting to like Alice. But I didn't care for her, I told myself.

The Cullens, apparently hearing me, didn't find my nicknames to funny, and they glared. That only made me and Alice laugh harder.

Everyone was staring at us and leaning away. We probably looked mentally crazy. Yeah, well, I kinda was being stuck in this town. It was driving me mad.

When Alice finally stopped, gasping, she said seriously, "That really wasn't funny."

That made us crack up all over again. Everyone was staring and whispering about us. The laughter died out a minute later.

"Did I get a nickname?" Alice asked curious.

"Why, Tink, you want one? You know, you can buy one at Tiny-R-Us." I grinned.

Alice frowned, clearly not liking my name for her. "No, thanks. I'll be called Alice. Not Ally or whatever. Alice."

I shrugged. "If you want."

I looked over, and Edward was laughing at me for some reason. I slammed my fist on the table, trying very hard not to break it. I couldn't stand people laughing at me. I began to walk over there, when Alice stopped me.

"Um, Bella. Why don't we go to class?" Alice suggested, trying to pull me away.

Hands clenched, glaring at a now frowning Edward, I went to my next class.

At Biology, I didn't even look at Edward. The entire time I stared at Mr. Banner, trying to stay awake. No matter what he was teaching, I always got at least a B in a test, so there was no need to pay attention. Edward didn't seem to even notice me.

Damn shiny Volvo owner.

I hate him.

I hate him.

I hate him.

I hate him.

I hated Edward. I hated his beauty. I hated his intelligence. I hated his amazing hair. I hated his perfectness. I hated how I liked him. Woah, woah, woah. Liked him? Yeah right. That was the scariest thing to do. To like Edward Cullen.

OOOH! Cliffy again. I was originally going to have the shopping part in this chapter, but I had a brilliant idea. We're missing a character in this Twilight fanfic, and it's time he joined the partay. Can you guess who it is? Mwahahaha of course you do! If you don't then you'll have to wait and SEE!!! Ehh...

I don;t like evil Bella either, but we MUST have her for the story to progress! Um, didn't feel like looking over the story so sry for any mistakes.

Oh btw I was originally going to do Edwards POV, but then I realized something. IT WOULD RUIN THE WHOLE STORY!!! So sry about that. I want at least 10-15 reviews or I WILL stop the story. I don't care if you already reviewed for one chaspter, REVIEW AGAIN! Wow. Blackmail is fun. =]