Hahaha time to add another person to my story! A hottie at that! So please welcome him with a round of applause, even if you hate him. He's very vital to the story.
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Me- Mwahahaha
Edward- Why are you laughing evilly?
Me- Because I'm having a perminate guest on the show!
Edward- Who?!
Me- Wouldn't you love to know
Edward- Kristin Stewert?!?!
Bella- *clears throat*
Edward- Oh.. Um...
Bella- HEY! I AM THE REAL DEAL! YOUR ONE TRUE LOVE REMEMBER?!?!
Edward- Yes, dear.
Me- Ooohhh! Bella's jealous! Bella's jealous! What's the matter? Afraid of a little compition? I might get him in the end!
Bella- Well you should shut the hell up! Because Stephenie Meyer owns Twilight, and she made him love ME!
Me- *runs away crying*
Bella- Sigh... Fine.. you can have your Possums!
Me- Oh, I also don't own the lyrics to the song in my story!
Chapter Four- More Then I Knew
The rest of the school day went terrible. I had absolutely no tollorence for Mike and his friends. I didn't even bother to be nice to them, yet they kept following me everywhere. Did I have to scream at them that I hated them? They couldn't take a hint. I might have to make my statement more clear to the little creeps.
After school Alice told me she would go pick up her car, then drive us to Port Angeles for shopping. Joy. Wasn't shopping just a waist of money if you had clothes that fit you at home? Alice seemed to think that you should wear one outfit, then throw it away. But, Alice will be Alice.
I told Alice the directions to my house. Alice just laughed at me.
My face was a huge question mark.
"Oh, silly, Bella! I know where you live!" Alice said obviously, then skipped away.
Ahhh... Creepy much? Great. Now I had vampire stalkers. Is there anything else that I have missed?
I got in my truck and drove home. I told Charlie that I'd be out with my friend and he beamed.
"Great, Bells, come home whenever you want," Charlie told me. As if I wouldn't already do that. It's not as if I cared that there was school tomarrow.
I waited at the door for Alice. This was just great. I was going to go shopping. Me. Yes, there was someone out there who was trying to ruin me. And whoever that was, was doing a great job of it.
Alice drove up in her Porsch she told me about. I smiled. Okay, I had to admit I loved her car.
She rolled down the window and waved with a grin. I waved back. Then she motioned me to come to the car. I realized that I had been just standing there like a total idiot. Maybe that would make an innocent look. Sure...
I hopped to the other side of the car into the passenger seat. Alice beamed.
"Hey Bella!" she almost squealed.
"Hey Alice," I said back, happy. Alice was fun to be around. But I did not care for her. At least that's what I told myself.
"So, are you excited for our shopping spree?" she asked. Okay, that I needed to pretend to be happy for.
I smiled. "Of course!"
"Great!" Alice said, happy. "Well then, I guess we should start going!"
Alice slammed down the gas, and started heading out of Forks. I cringed, waiting for a crash. But actually, Alice was a good driver. I smiled and leaned back in my chair, content. Then a question popped in my mind.
"Hey, Alice, does your family know about this?" I asked, curious.
Alice rolled her eyes. "What are you my mother? Of course they know."
"Well... Uh, what I meant was- Aren't they upset?" I continued. I especially wanted to know Edward's reaction. For my plan, I told myself. I knew I was lying to myself a lot these days. I pushed that away.
"Oh, they're furious," Alice chirped, "They were even going to try to physically stop me. But I already saw that." Alice tapped the side of her head with her index finger when she said the last sentence.
That little pixie was devious. I could have laughed at that thought. Alice looked like a Saint, and was two thirds my size. Anything like Alice that was devious was very humorous.
"And by the way, Edward was only laughing because of what I said, he wasn't laughing at you... It's just.. Sometimes people get hurt when they call me something I don't like." Alice admitted.
Okay, I had to burst out laughing at that. Alice, hurting people? That I had to see. I was also glad that Edward wasn't laughing at me. It made me like him so much more. God why was I doing this?!?! Okay, I needed to get myself strait. I hated Edward Cullen. I said that to myself until my whole body felt nothing but hatred for Edward.
I realized that I had been silent for a little too long. I tried to compose myself, and give a normal response.
"Uh, okay, sure. Your just saying this for me to like your family aren't you?" I joked playfully.
Alice beamed. "Yeah I am. But it's still true! I can hurt people!"
I laughed. "Right."
Alice and I talked all the way to Port Angeles, though it wasn't a very long drive with Alice going so fast. I was upset that meant we would shop more.
I started to forget
why I was doing this. Because I really wanted to spend time with
Alice at the mall? Because I wanted to get away from Charlie? I
thought for a moment. Wait! What are you doing? Remember the plan!
Edward Cullen has to pay!!!! I shook myself for a moment, then got
back into my character. Right. No more screw ups. I was not Alice
friend anymore. I was only acting as her friend. Sure, let's go with
that.
I knew that I did like Alice in my mind, though I wasn't
going to admit it, and my heart felt a little warmer inside. It
didn't hurt so much. I smiled.
Alice parked in the parking lot in the town's mall. It was fairly big mall, and still busy, even on a Thursday.
I grimaced and walked inside with Alice, who was bouncing up and down.
I could have laughed at her.
I had brought all my money with me, which was a couple thousand that I had saved up because I had to look like I actually wanted to buy stuff. To my annoynce, Alice insisted that she should buy everything for me. I probably wasn't going to wear this stuff anyway. And I hated when other people tried to pay everything for me! I tried to protest, but Alice wouldn't budge. I finally sighed and thanked her.
"What are friends for?" she asked.
I cringed. I felt bad, knowing I was using her. But I tried to push that aside.
Alice took me to each and every store, no matter what it was. Even little tiny mini skirts that I couldn't breath in. She had me try on at least ten outfits, each time finally picking out one for me and one for her. I learned not to agrue.
By the time Alice said we were 'half way threw' my hands were covered in bags, hands to shoulders. I slouched on a bench, exhausted.
Alice had been fussing over two outfits in the last store and couldn't decide which one she wanted, so she had left empty handed. Now, she was going back to buy both.
I sighed. Alice was crazy.
A guy came over, sighed, a slouched next to me too.
I chuckled. "You stuck too?" I asked, teasing. I didn't know why I was being so casual with this stranger. I didn't even know him. But he felt... right. He was warm, like my own sun. I didn't know why I was being friendly. I was so cold to everyone else in the store. But these days, I didn't know how I was going to react to anything, so I guess that this shouldn't be a surprise.
He laughed wearily, and nervously. "Uh, yeah." He had a deep, husky voice. Nothing like Edward's velvet one, but beautiful just the same.
Oh great. Now I was comparing random strangers to Edward. Awesome.
The guy seemed tense, like he was mad. He wasn't mad at me was he?
I looked over at him the same time he did to me. I had to look up to see his face. Man, he was tall! He had very dark skin and wavy black hair. His face was child-like and he had huge dark brown eyes. He looked much older then I, and he was fairly good looking. I realized too late that I had been staring in awe at him. My cheeks got hot.
The look on the guys face was first relief, then worry. "Um, my name is Jacob Black."
"I'm Isabella but just call me Bella," I said. Why was I being nice to him?
Jacob held out his hand, and I shook it. His hand was really hot. In a bad or good way, I wasn't sure.
"So, who'd you get stuck with?" I asked.
"Um, my girlfriend, Leah," he said, sounding disappointed.
Wow. This guy was just all over her.
"So, who you here with?" he asked, tense. What was wrong with this dude?
"My friend, Alice," I said.
Jacob froze. "As in Alice Cullen?"
"Uh, yeah, how'd you know?" I asked, curious.
"Bella," Jacob said in a strained voice, "You should stay away from her."
"Why?" I asked, half pissed, half curious. Who was this guy to tell me who I should and shouldn't hang out with? But even if he didn't know it, he had a very good reason. Then I realized something.
Holy crap, did this guy know what the Cullens were? Then, what was he? Was he trying to protect me? Many questions ran threw my head, all of them unanswered, and confusing.
"Just- just believe me, alright? You seem like a sweet girl, and-" Jacob was cut off.
"What the hell do you think your doing!?" Alice's voice screeched.
I jumped and looked around to see Alice stomping toward us. Alice actually looked... Deadly. I really hope she wasn't going to kill me. Wait, was I just worried Alice was going to hurt me? Ha.
Jacob put his arm in front of me, instantly protective. So, he was going to be all macho on me now? I bit back a smile. I kinda liked that.
"Don't take another step, you leech!" Jacob threatend in a low voice. Holy crap. Even I was scared.
Alice didn't look so impressed. "Look, dog! You better step away from my friend or else!"
"What about the treaty?" Jacob hissed.
"Does the treaty imply that we can't have friends?!" Alice sreeched. This was a new side to Alice that I'd never seen. It was maddening!
A crowd of confused and scared people had formed around us, and no doubt security would be here any second. Alice was crouched in attack mode, feet away from us, and Jacob was the same, his arm around me.
"Oh hell no!" Another girl's voice shrieked.
I turned to see a girl with dark skin, and long dark hair like Jacob. She looked a lot like Jacob. She stomped over here next to Jacob. She shot me a quick glare, then gave a wtf look to Jacob.
"Leah, it's okay. I can handle this," Jacob said pissed. I couldn't tell if he was pissed at Alice or Leah.
"Oh, so you brought a puppy play mate? That's so cute!" Alice broke in.
"Shut the Hell up you leech! Why don't you go find your parasites and get the hell away from Bella!" Jacob shouted.
"Jacob, it's okay. Alice is my friend," I reasoned him, now a little pissed. I hated how they talked about me as if I wasn't here. I wasn't a prize to be won. He was still glaring at Alice.
He forced himself to look at me. "Bella, look. You don't understan-"
I cut him off. I gave Jacob a knowing look. "Jacob, I know everything. Alice won't hurt me okay?" I gave him a small smile.
Jacob frowned. "Bella, are you sure?" He seemed weary to even let me out of his sight. He knew what Alice was, and was clearly very upset. But I was a big girl. I could easily take care of myself.
"Yeah, I'm fine," I said.
Jacob hesitated, but finally took his arm away. I stood up and murmured, "See you," to Jacob.
"Maybe," Jacob murmured sadly.
I hesitated. I wanted to stay and comfort Jacob. He seemed so sad. I could sit in his lap and tell him everything would be alright. Then he would hold me and-
What the hell was I saying? I didn't want to comfort this stranger! First Edward, then Alice, now this dude?! I couldn't handle this!
Leah sat next to Jacob and put her arms around him, asking him if he was okay. I managed not to roll my eyes. Jacob's face was unreadable. I felt a pinch of jealousy for a millisecond. I finally shook that out of me.
I finally walked towards Alice, and she squeezed my hand and said threw gritted teeth, "Let's go."
It wasn't a suggestion. It was a command.
Alice didn't take her look away from Jacob and Leah until we were out of site.
She pulled me threw the crowd and out to the car. Once we got in the show began.
"OhmygoshBellaareyoualright?!?!" Alice practially yelled.
I had no idea what she had said.
"Huh?" I asked, like a total idiot.
"Did Jacob hurt you?" She asked frustrated.
"Oh, um, no. We just talked and stuff. Uh, how did you know him?" I was so freaking confused.
"He's from the Black family. They're... werewolves," she spit out. She said werewolves like most people said murderers.
Okay, I had never encountered a werewolf before. I mean, I had heard of them, but never seemed to pass their way. But from what I heard, they were no better then vampires. Amazing. The people that I'm unwillingly starting to care for are either vampires, or werewolves. Shit.
"Oh. Er, didn't expect that. Wait, what was that thing about a treaty?" I rambled.
"Okay, pay attention. I'm going to just sum it up for you," Alice began, "Carlisle, Esme, Edward, Rosalie, and Emmett moved to Forks a long time ago, before they found Jasper and I. They ran into the Quileute tribe. They had the werewolves, yada yada yada. Carlisle explained how we only drink animal blood, and no harm would come to anyone. They made a treaty. The tribe wouldn't go onto our land, and we wouldn't drink the blood of humans, or go onto their territory. Now, we've come again and the treaty is still intact. Also, I can't seem to see werewolves. My visions go blank. That's why I didn't come earlier, and I'm so sorry for that! And vampires also think that werewolves smell aweful, but I guess it's the same for the wolves to us."
Alice talked so fast I didn't understand half her words. It took a few moments to comprehend it all. Well damn. There was more going on that even I knew.
Wait a minute. That's why Jacob was so tense at first! He thought that I was a vampire because of my smell. But then he saw me blush and thought I was human, and that I had been around a vampire, and asked me if I had been with anybody. Then Alice walked in and proved his wrong theory. Weird though. I thought he smelled okay. He had a good smell actually. Like pine and the air after it rained.
Oh, okay. Pine and rain. Great. Now I'm just as crazy as Alice.
So, Jacob was a werewolf who was having a long life rivery with the people I was trying to destroy, and possibly cared about. He also thinks I'm human and that Alice is going to kill me. Well, now that's all cleared up. Now my life was completely Hell. Thanks world and all it's glory.
"So, what do I do?" I asked, a bit dizzy from all this information.
Alice gave me a warning look. "Stay away from Jacob Black."
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After the Mall it was late, and we decided to buy dinner. There was a small diner nearby and we decided to go there. It was empty except for us, so we talked loudly, and didn't care. We talked about everything and anything. Places we've been, things we've done. I carefully skipped the part after I left Renee. I knew in my mind that I was really liking Alice. After dinner, Alice drove me home.
When we pulled up to my house Alice turned to me and said, "That was really fun, we should go and do that again."
"Um, yeah, but Alice... I have something to tell you..."
Alice raised her eyebrow.
"I, uh, don't really, exactly, like shopping," I admitted. I wouldn't be able to do that again. It was torture.
Alice laughed. "Oh, I already knew that."
"What?" I asked confused.
"It was all over your face at the mall," she said, as if it were obvious. Oops.
Alice laughed at the look on my face.
"Maybe bowling or something next time?" I asked hopeful.
Alice laughed. "Bowling it is."
I smiled. "Bye, Alice."
"See ya, Bella."
I hopped out of the car, and went inside with my shopping bags. Charlie gave me a look when I came inside.
"Did you spend all that money?" Charlie asked, trying very hard not to make me mad.
Just because I was nice to Alice didn't mean I was going to turn all goody goody.
"No Alice bought this for me," I snapped, then went upstairs.
I slammed my door, and let all the bags fall to the ground. I put on some pajamas Alice bought for me; blue silk. Alice said blue looked best on me, though no one would see me at night.
I went under the covers and layed in bed. I had some serious thinking to do.
First was Alice. I mean, she was the exact opposite of me. But I was laughing and having fun with her without even trying. God did she drug me?! What the hell was wrong with me? I thought for a moment. I finally decided that I could have fun with her and possibly be her friend without caring. I wasn't as much of an idiot to say I completely disliked Alice. She was... well, Alice.
Next was Jacob. I mean, I just met him. But i felt as if I'd known him for years. I wanted to be close to him. But he was a werewolf! A sworn enemy of the vampire! Well, I was a half vampire, so did that mean he was my half enemy? Oh god this wasn't making any sense. Alice had said to stay away from Jacob.... But he felt so warm. Like my personal sun, just hovering over me. Wasn't warmth a good thing? Jacob was such a mystery to me still...
Finally, there was Edward. I pondered about Edward for the longest of the three. I knew that I was attracted to him, I mean, everyone was. He was a vampire. He was made that way! But I was never atttracted to vampires before, and I'd seen my fair share of them.... But was the more then beneath the surface with Edward? I tried to push him away, but the more I tried, the more I wanted to be close to him. My mind said kill him. My heart said hold him.
It was like my conscience and my mind were having a fight.
All of a sudden, a familiar song popped into my head. How odd... Soon I had the lyrics stuck in my head-
If there's prize for rotten judgement, I guess I've already won that.
No man is worth the aggrevation! That's ancient history, been there, done that!
(Who d'ya think your kidding? He's the earth and heaven to you. Try to keep it hidden, honey we can see right threw you.)
Ohhh noo!!!
(Girl ya can't conceal it. We know how your feeling, and who your thinking of.)
Ohh... No chance, no way! I won't say it, No, No.
(You swoon, you sigh. Why deny it? Uh, oh!)
It's too cliche, I won't say I'm in love.
I thought my heart had learned it's lesson. It feels so good when you start out.
My head is screaming get a grip girl! Unless your dying to cry your heart out! Ohhh!
(You keep on denying, who you are and how your feeling. Baby were not buying. Hun, we saw ya hit the ceiling!)
Ohh nooo!
(Face it like a grown up! When ya gonna own up that ya got, got, got it bad!)
Oh. No chance! No way! I won't say it, no, no.
(Give up, give in! Check the grin, your in love!)
This scene won't play, I won't say I'm in love!
(Your doing flips, read our lips, your in love!)
Your way of base, I won't say it! Get of my case, I won't say it!
(Girl don't be proud, it's okay your in love.)
Oh!! At least out loud, I won't say I'm in love....
Wait, wasn't this a love song? I wasn't in love with Edward! I mean, okay, I couldn't deny that I was attracted to him. But I just met him! There's no way I could love him... But I could see myself falling in love with him. We could be holding hands, holding each other, and-
Oh, what was I saying? Edward hated me anyway. It's not like anything would happen. My best bet would be to get over him as soon as possible.
Later, I don't know when, I finally drifted off to sleep....
I was running after him. He was escaping. He knew. He knew everything. He was almost gone. He would tell. And that will be the end for me.
Hold on a second. Didn't I already have this dream? But this time, I'm watching it. I'm watching myself running after Leon.
"Wait!" Myself called desperately to him, "Let me explain!"
Fresh, hot, tears were running down my face.
I touched my own cheek, as if the tear were there. I looked at the mess I was. My hair was messy and tangled, eyes red, tears down my face, and body covered in sweat. I cringed. This was no better then experiencing it myself.
"Leon, please!" I had called again.
I'd known it was my fault. I knew I had done this to him. I was way out of hand. I shouldn't have kept it a secret.
Damn I was so stupid!
"Leon, it's not what you think!" Myself called.
But it had been. Almost everything had. And he knew it.
How had this happened to me? Why had this happened to me? Everything had been so perfect!
I was loosing him. He was still faster than me. He would tell. I had no idea what to do.
Trees blurred behind myself.
"Leon, you have it wrong! Please speak to me!" I tried again.
And this time, he did.
"Don't talk to me, Bella! I hate you and what you've done!" He yelled at me from a distance.
Only this time something was wrong, and different. That wasn't Leon's voice. It was a velvet, musical, voice. A voice I could never forget.
"No!" I screamed as I watched myself.
I looked over to see it was Edward running away, hatred on his face.
DON'T KILL ME!!!! Of course Bella and Jacob have to feel for each other! If your a real Twilight fan, you know that! I'm trying to stick to the real story as much as possible here. More reviews, more chapters!
Okay, I have to say this chapter was really fun to write, and that was why it was done so quick! Haha surprise, suirprise? Jacob seemed so yummy in this chapter! Don't you just want to keep him here forever?
The song that Bella got stuck in her head was I Won't Say I'm In Love from Hercules. Look it up on Youtube, it's a great song!
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I don't own Hercules or the song or Youtube
idk might need to say that!
