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Chapter 7 (emily)

Ok i'm seriously starting to get worried, tonight might now be my greatest idea. Naomi's coming back home tonight because Katie and Cook's wedding is tomorrow and were going out to dinner. What she doesn't know is that her mum and Kieran coming with us. Naomi and her mum had some kind of fight last week when Naomi went back to her house and although Naomi told me why i knew it was bad because she is refusing to speak to Gina and that never happens, she and Naomi are really really close.

So i'm sat here in this stupid restaurant waiting for Naomi and i hope to god she arrives before her mum does because otherwise she might just walk out but if she's already here i know i can stop her. I just hope she won't be angry at me.

"Can i get you a drink while you wait miss?" i look up to see Freddie smiling down at me

"Freddie? what the fuck, since when do you work here?" he laughs at my reaction

"since today, its my first shift and your actually my first customer so leave me a big tip yeah!"

"fine" I look up and see Naomi walking through the door. She looks beautiful and i know i'm grinning like an idiot "ok get me a vodka lemonade and a sambuca lemon lime" Naomi is the only person i know that would ever drink sambuca lemonlime, its bloody horrible "better make them triples"

"Freddie? you work here?" Naomi looks just as confused as i was and its adorable

"don't act so suprised i can handle a bit of responsibility ya know, so thats one vodka lemonade and one sambuca lemonlime" I nod at him and he gives us a wink before walking off to the bar

"you always know what to order for me" she leans over the table and gives me a quick kiss before pulling back and holding my hands, its then she realises that something is strange.

"Hang on, why is the table set for four? oh god you haven't invited cook and Katie have you"

"not exactly" i look up at the door and see Gina and Kieran walk in, Naomi follows my eyeline and then turns back at me with a pure look of anger

"i can't believe you did this" she whispers angrily at me as her mum and Kieran walk over

"hello girls" Kieran seems fine so its obviously nothing to do with him. he sits himself down next to Naomi

"hi Kieran" Naomi smiles at him and gives him a quick hug, she still won't look at her mum

"hello Naomi" Naomi just stares at Gina as if she's from another planet

"Mum" Gina looks so upset and i can't blame her, i wish i knew what the problem was. Freddie comes back with the drinks and i think even he can sense that there is something weird going on because he quickly takes drink orders from gina and kieran and then hurries away again. Naomi picks up a menu and hides herself behind it

"Naomi can we please talk about this" the menu is smacked back down onto the table

"what is there to talk about mum and how do i know your not just going to lie to me like you have done my entire life"

"i didn't lie to you Naomi just didn't tell you" wow maybe this was a bad idea, i need to find out whats going on

"ok i have to ask whats happened here?"

"well Ems it turns out i have a sister" oh my god "suprising isn't it, you see my mum had another baby a girl, and for some reason gave her and never bothered to tell me about her"

"i was doing what i thought was best for you Naomi, what happened with Stacey was for the best, Jim and i thought it was for the best"

"oh yeah thats the other thing Em, Stacey is Effy's sister as well"

"what?" ok now i'm just confused

"My mum fucked Effy's dad, almost wrecked his entire family, he was married and she fucked him" Kieran is looking down at the table, but from the looks of his face he already knows about all this

"Naomi it wasn't like that ok"

"what was it like then mum, tell me?" Gina is crying now and i really don't know what to do

"what happened with me and Jim was just a stupid mistake, it just happened, i couldn't handle it no matter how much i wanted to keep her i couldn't"

"so that makes it all alright does it? Mum you know how much i've wanted a sister or brother all my life, someone to talk to, hang out with even someone to fight with, i've always hated being an only child and now i find out that i'm not, you just passed her off to some childless couple, Effy's dad's sister, made her think her dad was her uncle and all i want to know is if you didn't keep her mum, what made you keep me?"

"how can you even ask me that?" even i'm shocked at Naomi's words

"because i have to know" Naomi is now crying and i reach out to grab her hand but she pulls it away from me

"i kept you because you are my baby, and i couldn't do the same thing twice"

"so basically i was a replacement for the child you gave away, well thanks a lot mum, that really makes me feel better" without warning Naomi gets up and runs out the restaurant. i immediately get up and run after her leaving her mum and Kieran just sat in shock at the table.

"NAOMI" i call after he as she runs down the street, damn she's fast "NAOMI WILL YOU JUST STOP" i finally catch up to her and grab her by the arm swinging her round so she's facing me

"you had no right to invite her without me knowing Emily" shit she's mad

"i did it for you, i know how much you hate fighting withyour mum"

"it's got nothing to do with you Emily" ok now thats not fair

"Its got everything to do with me, your my girlfriend, i love you and when your hurting i'm hurting and i was trying to help you ok"

"yeah well i wish you hadn't bothered because now everything is just fucked up even more and it's all your fault" Naomi's face suddenly turns from angry to guilty

"you know what fuck you Naomi" I turn around and i'm about to walk away when i feel her grab my hand

"Ems wait i'm sorry i didn't mean it i just wanted-"

"Someone to blame, yeah i get it, well i'll tell you what Nai, why don't you call me when you grow up" i pull my hand out of hers and storm off down the street. completely ignoring her calling my name. Hot tears are streaming down my cheeks. I hate this, i hate fighting with Naomi but i'm not backing down, this time she's in the wrong.

If she wants me, she knows where to find me.

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