This chapter totally, 100% lives up to its title. For sure. Oh! And this chapter contains the F word a few times, so if you feel that you are not mature enough to handle it, just cover your eyes and tell mommy about the bad word! =O
D'amour et de Haine means Love and Hate
Now, prepare yourselves for,
Chapter 6
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Edmond froze upon seeing the sight before him. The man who Renge had described as the modern day equivilent of Hitler, was kissing her, and she didn't seem to mind. The only thing that Edmond could think of was: rape.
"Get your hands off her! Asshole!" Edmond yelled from the other side of the room.
Kyoya pulled away from Renge, obviously Edmond hadn't seen that Renge had kissed him first. Edmond was about to take a step towards them but, Kyoya turned and glared at him. That's when Edmond's eyes wandered and he stopped his venture towards the couple. Could it be that he felt inferior compared to Kyoya?
"Edmond! Thank goodness you got here in time! He was taking advantage me, in my fragile state" Renge lied.
Kyoya's head spun and his eyes shot daggers into hers "I might be an asshole, but I would never rape anyone!"
"Well, with that plan in mind the night we had sex, it was basically like rape then" Renge was arguing with Kyoya like Edmond wasn't even there.
"Oh shutup!" Kyoya snapped.
"Don't talk to her that way!" Edmond ordered and then yelled "Pourquoi ne pas vous allez mourir, vous penised gros connard!"
Kyoya wasn't to phased by Edmond, so he simply raised an eyebrow "Come again?"
Renge giggled "He said: Why don't you just go die, you large penised asshole!"
Kyoya growled under his breath. Why was he even letting this little French punk tell him off? Edmond was probably about 5'5" and 130 pounds, at most! He was short brown hair and bushy eyebrows. He was wearing plaid shorts, a suit jacket, and a dressy shirt. On his feet were loafers with socks that were pulled up why to high. Edmond was just the stereotypical nerd, square glasses and all.
"Oh yeah? Well," Kyoya paused "少なくとも私は猫の男の子ではない。少なくとも私は、総潅水のように見えるんだ!"
Edmond was shocked by how fast Kyoya spoke, and how well he spoke. Even most Japanese butcher their language at some point. But Kyoya spoke perfect Japanese. Edmond didn't even have enough time to whip out his translator, and after he thought about it, it didn't really matter because his top of the line translator would probably be "WTF-ing" like he was.
"Renge, can you translate that for me?" Edmond was hoping that Renge could.
"He said: At least I'm not a pussy boy. And at least I don't look like a total douche!" Renge sighed "But I'm sure he didn't mean it!"
"Oh, I meant it" Kyoya was glaring at Edmond the whole time.
"Look, can't we all just speak the same language here? It's annoying having to translate your insults to each other" Renge was angered with both of them.
"I'm sorry, Renge. I really didn't mean to upset you, I know how hormonely unstable you are, and I'm so sorry for saying something that likely offended both you and your...boyfriend?" Edmond wasn't sure if he could even say that. Kyoya seemed like a total asshole.
"Fiance" Kyoya corrected him. Kyoya grabbed Renge's arm and pulled Renge into his chest and held her there. He could tell that when he did stuff like that, it pissed off Edmond.
"Let her go!" Edmond yelled.
"She doesn't seem to mind it" Kyoya knew that Renge was probably still to shocked to say anything.
"She does mind it! She talked about you on the phone!" Edmond screamed "She said that right after the holidays, she was going to tell her father that she doesn't want to be with you anymore! She's going to tell him about all of the horrible things you've done and you're going to be kicked to the curb and your family will lose any and all of the good reputation it once had!"
Kyoya's arms fell limp at his side and Renge scurried away. Kyoya stood still for a few moments, purely out of shock. Then he turned and glared at Renge. His shock quickly turned into rage and he began to make his way over to the door.
"Kyoya!" Renge tried to stop him.
Kyoya pulled open the door and before leaving he turned to Renge "Fuck you!"
The door slammed shut behind him and Renge's head hung low. There was an eerie silence in the room that was interuppted by Renge's soft sobs and her tears falling onto the hard wood floor. She covered her face with her hands, hoping that it would muffle her sobs.
"What's wrong?" Edmond asked.
"You know what's wrong!" Renge looked up, her teary eyes glistened with anger and hate "I never said that! I never said that I was going to do anything after the holidays! You made it up!"
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Kyoya stormed down the sidewalk. He was so furious! He couldn't believe that Renge would do that to him! He was on his way to Tamaki's right now to talk...more of, rant, about the matter. As soon as Kyoya showed up on Tamaki's doorstep, he began pounding on the front door until one of the maids answered the door.
"Oh, hello, Kyoya" the maid smiled "Tamaki is upstairs in his room."
"Thanks" Kyoya growled. He couldn't hide the obvious anger in his voice.
The maid stepped aside, a bit frightened by Kyoya's tone of voice. Kyoya zoomed past her and he flew up the stairs and to Tamaki's room. Kyoya usually knocked before entering Tamaki's room, but this time, he didn't bother and he just barged right in. As soon as Kyoya walked in, he saw Tamaki making out with none other than Machi, on his bed and she was shirtless. Machi looked over and saw Kyoya, her eyes widened.
"Kyoya!" Machi shrieked.
"Get the hell out!" Kyoya demanded.
Machi grabbed her shirt off the floor and ran out. Tamaki just stared at Kyoya, oddly.
"You'd better use condoms, or make sure she's on birth control, or both! You don't want to fuck up like I did! You don't want to get with a girl who's just going to turn around and screw you over twice as hard! You really don't want a girl like that! A girl who's a total bitch and who doesn't give a shit. A girl who just keeps you around for cheap laughs. A girl who-" Kyoya ranted.
"What happened with you and Renge?" Tamaki knew that Kyoya was refering to Renge. Tamaki also knew the truth about why Kyoya got with Renge, mainly because he always talked to Kyoya about how Renge is 'being a bitch', supposedly of course.
"She's going to kick me to the curb!" Kyoya yelled as he paced back and forth.
"How do you know that?" Tamaki was curious to know.
"She told her French friend about it, and he told me" Kyoya was a wreck.
"As if her dad would allow it" Tamaki lied back on his bed, shaking his head and chuckling.
"Tamaki, you don't understand, her dad actually cares and I'm sure that with enough convincing, he'd be glad to kick me out, and of course file a lawsuit for supposed 'domestic abuse' because Renge will probably tell him some stupid ass lie like that. Then my family's creditability will be in the crapper and my dad won't just hit me, he'll freakin' kill me!" Kyoya dropped down on his knees "What should I do?"
"Well, has Renge confirmed that this is indeed, what she plans on doing?" Tamaki asked "If not, stop stressing! Renge is a pretty straightforward chick, I'm sure that if you just ask her if that French friend of hers was telling the truth or not, she'll tell you the honest truth."
"I'm don't ever want to see her again!" Kyoya declared.
"She's the mother of your child, you have to see her at some point" Tamaki sat up.
"I don't have to do anything!" Kyoya lied down on the floor "I might as well just try to take down her reputation as best as I can, and if I take her down farther than my status, she'll be begging to stay with me."
"I thought you hated this girl? So, why would you want to stay with her if her status is lower than yours?" Tamaki questioned.
Kyoya heisitated in responding "I-I...do...hate her..."
Tamaki chuckled "Whatever you have to tell yourself to get through the day."
"I have to go" Kyoya stood up and left without bothering to say goodbye.
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Renge collapsed into a heap on the floor "Why? Why would you say that?"
"Because he doesn't treat you right and you know it!" Edmond argued.
"It doesn't matter!" Renge yelled back.
"He doesn't love you..." Edmond gritted his teeth "He doesn't even like you!"
"It doesn't matter!" Renge insisted.
"Why doesn't it matter?" Edmond paused and thought "...You love him."
"I do not!" Renge yelled.
"Yes, you do!" Edmond knelt down beside her "Look at you, Renge. You're upset because Kyoya is upset, you're crying because this may mean that Kyoya will leave."
Renge looked up at him. He was right. She was crying over Kyoya, that mean that she cared. She...cared? About Kyoya? No way. Kyoya's an asshole, a total asshole. There's no way that she could care about Kyoya, no way, not in a million years...right? She had to find out.
"I have to go find him!" Renge got up and ran out of her room, leaving Edmond behind. Sure, Renge might be pregnant, but she could still jog. She got dressed and on her way out the door, she pulled on her coat and whipped out her cell phone. She called up Tamaki, just because he's Kyoya's best friend and the person who Kyoya would likely go to when in doubt. Tamaki picked up his phone on the 2nd ring.
"Hello?" Tamaki said.
"Tamaki, do you know where Kyoya is?" Renge asked as she walked down the street. She could see her breath, it was so cold.
"Yeah...I do..." Tamaki paused "But, I don't think that he wants to see you. He said that he hates you and that he never wants to see you again."
"Oh...well...thanks for letting me know" Renge leaned against the side of a building "Bye."
"Yep. Bye." Tamaki hung up.
Renge kept the phone to her ear, even though there was no longer anyone on the other line. She slowly shut her eyes.
'I don't care...I don't care...I don't care...' Renge thought.
She looked up at the sky, down at the ground, and to her left where there was an alley. She dropped her phone because she realized something.
"I actually care about that asshole" Renge mumbled to herself.
She got up and started jogging down the street, she was pretty sure that she knew where Kyoya had gone to, and she was going to find him. She had to tell him that she cared, she had to tell him that Edmond was lying and that she would never do that. After a few minutes, she arrived in front Kyoya's house and she spotted Kyoya walking up his driveway.
"Kyoya!" Renge called out.
Kyoya stopped walking, turned around, and saw her. He was feeling a lot of mixed emotions. He was mad that he had to see her, after he'd said earlier that he didn't want to. But he was also sort of...glad that he got to see her? No, he wasn't glad, of course not. He hates her, right? He was pissed off at himself because he didn't know if he would be able to control his anger towards her. And he was also confused because he had no idea why she was here. Was she here to rub it in that she'd outsmarted him? Or maybe she was here to talk things out? Or maybe she was just here to piss him off because she seemed to be very skilled at pissing him off. That's when he stopped himself and wondered why he was worried about her just showing up?
"What?" Kyoya sounded annoyed as Renge walked up the driveway and met him halfway.
"Edmond was lying! I never said any of those things to him, I would never even consider kicking you to the curb like Edmond suggested" Renge explained, out of breath.
Kyoya's eyes widened "W-What? H-He was lying...and you never said those things?"
"That's right" Renge nodded.
"You could've told me sooner!" Kyoya snapped.
"You don't have a cell phone so I couldn't have called you" Renge argued.
"Well, who's fault is that, that I don't have a cell phone anymore?" Kyoya said coldly.
"If you weren't such an asshole, you'd still have a cell phone. It's not my fault anyway, you can't walk around calling me a bitch and threaten me and say all this other shit and-" Renge was cut off by Kyoya's lips pressing against hers. But unlike every other time, she pushed him away "No! Stop! I am never going to give into your cruel tactics anymore!"
"Don't be a bitch" Kyoya shook his head, annoyed "God, that Edmond kid really fucked up my whole day, the lying bastard!"
"You know, Kyoya, Edmond might be a liar, but at least he's not an asshole like you. At least he doesn't ruin lives, like you do!" Renge snapped as she started walking back down the driveway. Renge thought that she'd won the fight, but when she was at the end of the driveway, Kyoya had something else to say.
"Fuck you!" Kyoya yelled.
"Bite me!" Renge yelled back, flipping him off as she disappeared down the sidewalk.
As soon as Renge was completley out of sight, she collapsed into a heap of dispear on the frozen over sidewalk. Tears started flowing down her cheeks and instantly freezing upon hitting the ground. After awhile, she could hardly breath because she was sobbing so hard.
"What kind of sick joke is this? I can't believe I ever thought that I cared about that asshole, this whole thing is just a sick joke of fake love. I hate him! I hate him!" Renge was so angry. She punched the sidewalk and when she looked at her knuckles and found them to be a bloody mess, but the pain she was feeling inside was much more than any physical pain.
"I hate him..."
"I hate him..."
"I hate him..."
'Oh my god, I love him!' Renge thought to herself.
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Author's Note: Haha, so, using the F word only a few times didn't work out. I use the F word a lot in my other fics, so I guess you just can't break old habits, huh? Well, at least Renge finally admitted that she loves Kyoya and hey, it's only chapter 6! But Kyoya is a bitter asshole, so it might take him slightly longer...slightly. Anywhos, I know you all love fast updates, so you should be pretty happy with these updates! I'm trying to update as much as possible before the next semester starts and I'll be more occupied (although, you can still expect updates often). But anywhos, I wasn't as pleased with the chapter as I am with the other chapters. Maybe it's just me? And as I type this I remember how I wanted the Renge/Kyoya convo in the driveway to go...okay, I just changed it. The change was for the better, so no need to worry!
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