I woke up snuggling with a pillow, and I'm glad I wasn't making out with it. I jumped of the bed and when downstairs to find Seth and Sokka. I found Quil eating chips on the couch which wasn't unusual and Seth next to him, with Sokka next to Seth. There was a gap between Seth and Sokka. "Are you two fighting?", I questioned. Seth didn't answer and neither did Sokka. Seth patted the gap between them for me to sit down. That made perfect sense, I guess. I sighed and went to sit down between the two buff werewolves. I leaned over just enough to lay my head on Seth's chest. "When is Jake suppose to be here?", I asked Seth. He didn't speak, then the door flung open, but I didn't move, and in walked Jake. He had a several bite marks on each arm and his shirt was shredded. "JAKE!", I screamed as I ran to him. I ran and rapped my arms around his stomach, I wasn't tall enough to reach his neck, and shoved myself as hard as I could to him. He slowly put his hands on my back and then lifted me up so that I could put my arms around his neck. I moved my face closer to his so that our lips were inches apart from each others. "Let's go home.", he said. "Wait my house?", I questioned confused. "No, our home. Now go get in the car.", he smiled. I ran outside and jumped in the car, and then he shut the door and got in the driver side. It was a quiet drive to where ever we were going. Then we ended up at my house. "What are we doing here?", I questioned. "You need to get some of your clothes.", he answered calmly. I hopped out of the car and Jake followed after me, I tried not to be noticeable when we got inside, but that was an epic fail. Jake shoved me up the stairs and into my room before anyone could speak. He grabbed two bags out of my closet and threw them on the bed. He hurried every where to get my stuff together, but he missed my most important thing. He almost forgot the little wooden wolf he made me when I was four years old, I take that thing everywhere with me. I slipped it into my bag and Jake shoved me out the window that was in my room that conveniently led outside to the car and he set me on the ground. He quietly jumped up and shut the window; he carefully picked me up in his muscular arms and ran for his car. He slipped me in the passenger side and he got in, then we sped off. "Were are we going to stay?", I questioned. "You're going to stay with Seth and Leah.", he answer quickly. I was a bit confused on the way to Seth's house. By the time we got there I think I screwed my brain up thinking about it. "You're going to stay with them for a month while I handle some stuff with Sam, ok?" "Sure, sure", I copied him smiling. He grabbed my things as I hopped out the car and we headed for the door. Jake opened the door for me even though his hands were full. When we walked in Leah was the couch watching some weird show and Seth was asleep on the floor. I figured he would be asleep, because I know having to be in the same room as me when I'm dreaming has to make you tired. Jake dropped my stuff beside Leah and they started talking about random stuff, I thought I heard Sam's name and mine twice in there babbling. I ignored them and went over to Seth to find him lying on his stomach with his face turned towards the T.V. I sat down next to him and let my hand hover over his warm back, and then I brought it back to my lap. Jake was at my side and looked at me funny. I got up and hugged him goodbye, then he headed out the door. "He's really tired, he's been going on all day about you too.", Leah laughed. "He wouldn't shut up, at all.", she added. "Would he care if I laid beside him?", I asked. That sounded retarded probably, because it did to me. Leah looked at me confused, then smiled and nodded at the same time. I moved slowly and quietly over to his side. I laid down and put my hands under my face. I moved one of my hands to hover over his back again. I started to place my hand carefully on his tender back and I scooted closer, and then laid my head on his back. I felt Leah's curious eyes on me, but I just smiled. "I-I think I love him Leah", I whispered softly. "What?!?!", she yelled in confusion. I lifted my head and shook my head at her. "Leah, he's everything I've ever wanted. Don't tell Jake I said anything about this, ok?", I said. "Alright, but you know that your suppose to love Jake and not Seth.", she noted. "I know, but when I'm with Jake I feel nothing. When I'm with Seth I feel like I've loved him forever.", I answered. After I said that I heard Seth grumble, and then he started to roll over. He grabbed me and pulled me close to him; like a little kid would a teddy bear. I gasped and looked up at him. He laid his cheek on my head and it was comfortable. "I bet he's enjoying this.", Leah mumbled. I knew that if Jake saw this Seth would be bleeding everywhere. I started to cry when I thought of the image of Seth bleeding and dying for me. I realized that I woke up Seth with my sobbing. "What's wrong Renesmee?", he questioned. I looked up and smiled at him as I wiped my tears. He looked at me awkwardly and in confusion. I moved up so that I met his eyes. I moved my hand to the side of his face and moved my thumb up and down on his hot cheeks. He looked at me confused. "Seth, maybe you should take her bags up to the spare room.", Leah said eagerly. We both ignored her and I wrapped my hands around him pulling me closer. I always knew that I loved Seth, but I never knew I loved him this much. Seth propped us up with his hands behind his back and I just hugged tighter. "Seth!", Leah yelled. Seth shoved me off and quickly grabbed my bags. He jolted up the stairs. "What was that Renesmee?", Leah questioned. "Sorry. I-I just, I don't know.", I answered back. I hopped on the sofa and got comfortable. Seth came running down stairs faster than anyone I know, but his shirt was off. Leah rolled her eyes and trotted off to the kitchen. He started to sit next to me and I noticed a tattoo, but it wasn't the tribe's. It was a weird tattoo, it was a winged wolf with a bunch of freaking detail in it, which was odd for Seth to have a tattoo, especially at his age. "What?", Seth questioned. "Y-You have another tattoo?", I asked back. "O yea I got it so I can remind myself that there is someone special for me, but I don't think Jane's the right one.", he answered. My first question was who the hell Jane was. "O right you didn't know. I'm dating a girl named Jane and she's so wonderful. I don't know if she's the one for Me.", he said sounding weak at the end. I know the answer to that and it's a big NO. I know I am the one for him. "I'm kind of cold.", I told him. "I'll get some blankets then.", he answered. "No don't. You can keep me warm", I told him. He sighed then came and stood in front of me. He smiled awkwardly. "You wouldn't.", I yelled. He just smiled and I wrapped my arms around my knees. He smiled and pushed me over to the side. He put both of his huge hands on each side of my face and moved so his warm breath was right at my ear. I put my knees up so they were pushing on his stomach and he just laughed. "Seth.", I whispered. "Yea.", he answered. "Have you ever loved someone so much that you didn't know what to say.", I asked. "Um yea I guess why?", he questioned. "To be honest, Seth. I-I love you.", I whispered. He moved back into view where I could see his expression. He looked surprised at what I had said. "I love you too, but I can't be with you now that I'm with Jane. This is random, but I kind of asked her to come over today.", he said. Right after he said that the door opened and Seth jumped off of me. A little girl, maybe fourteen, walked in. She had blonde hair and light blue eyes, she was beautiful. She came in and over to the couch. "This is Jane. Jane this is Renesmee.", he spoke softly. "I'm going to take a walk.", I grumbled. I headed for the door and on the way out I heard Seth say that they needed to talk. I actually just sat on the porch steps to think about what's going on. If Seth wanted to talk to Jane then he wanted to break up with her, but then maybe he wanted to ask her something else. It was hard to focus on that one thing, because I was also wandering why Jake had to go to see Sam and a bunch of other crap too. A few minutes later Jane can running out the door crying and Seth followed after her. "What did I miss?", I laughed. "Nothing much, really. I just broke up with her.", he said. "Why?!?!", I yelled. He grabbed my hand and put it between us. "Because I'd rather have you instead.", he smiled when he said those words. "Can you take me to my house? I want my Mom and them to know I'm safe.", I asked. He got up and pulled me behind him to the car. He opened the door for me and I hopped in the seat. He got into the driver side and we drove off, but he didn't go as fast as Jake did. We were at my house in about thirty minute's tops. We both got out of the car and I let myself in the house. "Nessie!", Alice squeaked. "You should stay in here. They don't know yet.", I told him. I walked into the living room where everyone was watching T.V. Alice ran up and hugged me tight. "We were worried about you.", Rosalie said. "I have something to tell you guys, but you can't tell Jake.", I smiled when I said it. "Ok.", they all agreed. "Well I'm in love with Seth.", I gasped. "What?!?!?", they all yelled. "Promise you won't tell Jake.", I asked. They all nodded and Seth walked in the room. Everyone looked in that direction and he moved quickly to my side, but he kept his head down to hide his face. I think I was only one that could see his face, because of how small I was compared to him. Me and Seth never kissed before so I decided that now was the time. I grabbed his shoulders and tried to pull myself up so that I could reach him. He picked me up and he hugged me instead of kissing me. "Kiss me?", I whispered. He slowly and passionately kissed me softer than Jake did. Seth's lips were warm just like I remembered Jake's. Mom and everyone else looked in shock. "We should go.", I suggested. We ran for the door and jumped straight into the car. We drove off and this time he drove faster than last time. We were at his house again within five minutes. I opened the car door and jolted for the door. Leah came out the kitchen with Sokka hot on her tail. His face was stuffed with random foods from the kitchen. "Dude, don't eat all out freaking food!", Seth yelled. "Leah said I could.", he stuck his tongue out after he said that. Maybe Leah finally found that special someone for her. "Can we go upstairs.", I whispered softly. Seth grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs. I looked back at Leah and Sokka, he had his arm around her and he smiled at me. Seth dragged me to a room with a decorated door and he pushed it open. He dragged me into the room and let go of my hand. "This is my room. Pretty nice huh?", he asked. I looked around at all the rock band posters and book, the giant T.V and the small bed next to the window along with the black laptop at the end of the bed. "It's perfect.", I smiled. I flopped down on his small bed and kicked off my shoes. He sat on the floor between my legs and I started to rub around his neck. I slid off the bed and onto the floor behind him. I laid my head on his back and wrapped my arms around his stomach. "When's the wolf pack's next meeting?", I asked. "From what I know about when Jake gets back. Why?", he asked. "Just wandering.", I answered. "Get your swimsuit on. We're going swimming.", he smiled. I hopped up ran to get my swimsuit and quickly changed. I grabbed a random towel and ran downstairs with the towel around me. I found Seth and Sokka playing around and Leah mumbling random words. "Ready?", Seth asked. I nodded and we both ran out the door together. We were racing to the beach to see who was faster. I actually won believe it or not, I think he let me win but I well. I dropped the towel inches from the water and dived in. Seth dived in after me and I came up to spit the salty water out of my mouth. I looked towards the sand and my towel to find Leah with Sokka. "Hope you don't mind guys!", Leah shouted. I grumbled and Seth did too, I didn't want Leah here. I started to move up shore towards them. Seth followed behind me at a mild pace. Seth started to walk beside me and he nudged at me pushing me a little. I pushed him back and soon it got to where he tackled me on the way back to them. He tackled me to the sandy floor and we both laughed with joy. Leah and Sokka just sighed with boredom of our cheerful playing. We ignored them and we started to kiss just to annoy them. Warm tender wet lips met mine and I moved my wet hand to his face. I pushed him off of me and ran up to Leah and Sokka. I grabbed my towel and ran towards the woods. "Wait up!", Seth yelled from a distance. I kept running until I knew I was lost in the woods somewhere. I wrapped my towel around me and sat down on a log. Maybe Jake didn't have anything to do with Sam, maybe he left me or is thinking about it at least. I let everything go through my mind with the little time I sat there. Seth walked up and sat down next to me. "What are thinking about?", he asked with curiosity. "Nothing.", I answered. "Don't lie.", he said calmly. "I was just thinking about why Jake had to go see Sam, but what if he left me or is going to.", I answered. "Don't worry about it ok? Now let's go back to the house, you look tired.", he said. I got up and followed him in silence back to the house. When we made it to the porch Jake was sitting right next to the door. He slowly got up when we made it to the door. "Jake!", I yelled running to give him a hug. I guess maybe I was in love with both of them. Jake put his hand out to stop me from greeting him. "We need to talk. Alone.", he said as he stared at Seth. Seth slowly walked into the house and Jake started walking, I followed after him into a clearing. "Listen, with me being around you I've been putting you in danger and I don't want that to happen anymore. I'm leaving forks and in leaving you. I'm sorry, Renesmee.", he told me looking past me at the tree's. I felt the tears starting to slide down my cheeks. I looked down at the ground and whipped the tears from my face. When I looked up he was gone and Seth was by my side. I looked over at him and he whipped the rest of the tears on my face. He put his hand on my back and led me to the house. When we got to the door he swooped me up into his arms and he took me upstairs. I guess I felt warm in his arms so I fell asleep in his arms.
