sometimes i want to sit in the corner and cry because you won't even look at me

but now i know that i have everyones' attention no matter what i do this time

does my being a female who can feel and react to what you say and do mean anything

you not responding to me hurts a lot and i don't know how to take it everyday

will you watch me grow and finally realize what we could have been together

i'll make you jealous by hanging around you but not letting you touch like the others

i want to make you suffer for what you put me through while we were still small

you haven't changed over the years like everyone said you would have for me

the people around us don't know how much we can't stand each other so they push

i can't wait for the second we can be apart so that i can get rid of your image

suffer for everything you've made me go through over the span of 5 years of life

no one has any idea how black my heart is right now because of