i am done trying to be perfect for you because it just puts a strain on what i do with anything else. i may love you, but i am not going to allow you to rule my thoughts the way you used to. you may not even know it, but i think i am losing my attraction to you and i don't know how i feel about that. so go ahead and be the way you are, maybe i will start to like you again. but that decision is up to my heart, not me anymore.