i think i'm falling in love with someone again, and i don't really want to because i know how much it's going to hurt me in the end. i wish that i could like him without wanting to keep him forever to my self. i really do like him, but i don't want to. i think he likes me, but that's all i know. i can't keep getting attached because it hurts all the time. i think of him, and i know he doesn't think of me the same way. i don't know what to do about it anymore.
can some please come and take away the pain that i have to go through because i'm about to end this pitiful existence that people call life. nothing will make me feel better until i know that he wants me the same way that i want him. i know i'm being silly but i don't know what else to do right now. no one will help me get over him, so i plan to suffer in silence
i honestly think that i'm falling in love, and no one knows how hard it is for me. my last love left me for someone else and i don't want to go through that again. my heart can't take being ripped apart again. i refuse to fall apart completely, but it's getting closer now that i admit it to myself all the time.
my tears are falling faster and faster and harder and harder. i don't know what to do and i'm getting close to the thought of spilling my blood. i don't know how long i can hold off anymore
if i'm gone, then i'm hoping that i won't have these feelings anymore and can finally be happy.
