Arianna's P.O.V.
pimp_cane: Omg, Ari!
spinmeroundbaby:Omg Ari What?
pimp_cane: What am I going to do?!
spinmeroundbaby:Did you ask him out?
pimp_cane: no… not really…
pimp_cane: I only invited him to the concert next week…
spinmeroundbaby:oh, well that's not all that bad…
spinmeroundbaby: could have been worse you know…
spinmeroundbaby: you could have said I love you like he did :)
pimp_cane: lol yea. I could have…
spinmeroundbaby: :(
pimp_cane: what's wrong with you sweetie?
spinmeroundbaby:Nothing… I thought you were Lumi when I heard the computer ring.
pimp_cane: what is it with you and him? Can't you realize he's 24 and you're only 17. I'm not going to let it happen.
spinmeroundbaby: Fine. Then I won't let you be with Bill.
pimp_cane: oh now that's an entirely different situation. This one doesn't count.
spinmeroundbaby: Ha, does too. Or I'll just tell Kiro and Yu about it. You know how much it would kill Kiro if his little sister's heart got broken because of her cousin. And you know Yu would be pissed because of Kiro being hurt.
pimp_cane: but you forget. Kiro loves me.
pimp_cane: so he will totally forgive me. ^-^
spinmeroundbaby: I hate you.
Pimp_cane: no you don't.
Pimp_cane: and you know it.
spinmeroundbaby: I do too.
spinmeroundbaby: And I'll totally prove it.
pimp_cane: how will you do that?
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"Ari. You are not going to really keep me and Strify from getting together are you?" I jumped hearing Bill's voice behind me.
"Nah. I just like fucking with him. I just don't know why he won't let me be with Lumini… Really. I lo…" I sighed, looking away, and Bill wrapped his arms around me, hugging me gently.
"I know you do sweetie. I know. Let's just go to sleep for now alright? We have big things to do tomorrow and I need your help!" He stood up straight, laughing hard and striking a funny yet serious pose. "We need to go shopping!"
I rolled my eyes at him, moving away from the computer, and slipping underneath my sheets in an awkward position. I grabbed my Zen and turned it on, running through my playlist, and playing everything through random. I texted Kiro, telling him that he needed to call me when he woke up in the morning, and then fell asleep quickly.
I never heard Bill leave the room.
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Bill's P.O.V.
Closing Ari's door, I left and went to Tom's room. I needed to talk to him about all of this. It was important. He's my brother, and I don't want to hurt him, but in this case, I have too. But I have to call everything off. It's time.
"Tomi? Are you awake?" I searched the dark room for him, spotting him over by the window smoking. "I… I kinda need to talk…"
"It's about Strify isn't it?" There was pure malice in his voice. "Don't worry about it Billa, really. If that's what you want, then go for it. Don't worry about me."
It surprised me that he was already aware of why I came. "Tomi, I don't want to… I mean, I do. You know? I don't know how to explain it." I sighed, it was the truth. All I really knew is that there was something about Strify that made me want to break things off with Tom… and knowing only that hurt.
"Bill…" He had moved away from his spot by the window and now stood in front of me. He placed his hand on my cheek and smiled, kissing me lightly. I'm going to miss those kisses of his. "I know, alright? You didn't have to come tonight. I would have understood either way."
"But Tomi, I wouldn't…" He silenced me with another kiss, pulling me tight against him against the door.
"Shh, just one last night then right? That's why you came. Bill… You forget, I am you. I know how you work, just like you know me." He looked sad from what I could tell in the dim room.
I couldn't say anything more for fear of crying. I only nodded, returning his little kisses. Our hands roamed, following our own little paths over the others body. He whispered hotly into my ear, before kissing me roughly, "Billa… I love you… Don't forget that."
His hands made their way to the hem of my shirt, slipping underneath gently, rubbing the soft skin found there. Cool lips found their way down the heated curve of my collarbone. He sucked lightly, causing me to breathe deeply. His hands laced with mine as he held them against the wall behind me. He was ready, but I knew too well that he didn't want to end this as quickly as I did. His leg parted mine, and his soft hand placed it so it was sitting low around his waist.
I closed my eyes tightly, turning away from him as he kissed up and down my neck. I could feel tears starting, wanting to fall, but I refused it. The tears would come later. Tom continued to feel up and down the body in front of him. His hands came so an abrupt stop, and his mouth pulled away. I still couldn't look at him. "Billa," he whispered, "Go back to your room, and go to sleep." He kissed me one last time before heading back over to the window.
I stared, confused. We both wanted this. "Tomi...?"
He never said another word. He never looked back at me. He never moved as I fell down onto my knees and cried. He just stayed there by the window. Then the room went black.
